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<3HELLO EVERYONE IF YOU ADD ME TALK TO ME PLEASE :D <3
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im Amanda <3alright here it goes... I want to rant on and on about how mad I am with humanity, I want to let everyone know that I often think I wont come out the other side as strong as everyone thinks, yea from time to time I do get upset and depressed and NO i dont cut my wrists and I’m not emo ( as my whole school thinks I am. yea maybe silverstein is just a band to you guys but to me they equal everything I love, yea Doctor Who maybe stupid science fiction to you, but to me its the most weird-geektastic-fantastic-orgasmic science fiction every created and yes I often dream that I will one day join the ranks of all the Doctor Who companions and roam the galaxy nah the universe and all of space and time on the tardis. I often tell myself I am a loser and nerd and weirdo and its true and its not a bad thing I dont mind if its all in good fun, I do mind being judged right away with out anyone getting to know me, my true friends have taken the time to understand me ,Yes I know I dont have many friends but that doesnt matter becuase i do love the ones i have, Life to me is something I want to enjoy but just wont get the chance yet as long as I’m in a place I’m not happy yes ireland is my dream destination to live and one day i will get to and Iwill be happy, yea I’m single I’m not that pretty I’m not that skinny and I know this I’m sick of people trying to tell me that .. seriously I think after you know 6 years of hearing it … I get it your not the first person to tell me but guess what someday that one boy is going to bounce along and love me for me curves(rolls, fat what ever u wanna call it) and all but I’m just me so please stop trying to put me down “becuase frankly my dear I dont give a damn”… and your waisting your breath XOXO the girl you love to hate and hate to love Amanda Martin BTW: I Can See You :3 <3br />
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