In order to rebuild yourself, you must first destroy yourself..
Status: You have her sympathyYou have her tearsShe tries only to takeAll your fearsThe pain she feelsWhen she drinks your soulIs hers to sufferIt is her toll
Sex: female Age: 24 Location: Reynoldsburg,
Ohio, United States
I'm a multidimensional being. I don't even like to say human because what i see as the human race as a whole is disgusting. I either relate to to many people or cant relate at all it's very strange. I feel like there's a universe within me trying to claw its way out to the surface. With that said, i may look a certain way. And at the surface appear to be a certain way because of the way i choose to look. And if you assume that i am the same way someone else you knew because i have several piercings or wear black then your simple mind wouldn't begin to understand who or what i am. I am a rarity that most people don't know what to do with. I like so many things, and am open to so much that i can keep the company of so many different types of people. And that's how i like it. Because it leaves me more room to experience more of life. My goal is to soak in as much of this world as i can and spit out as much as i can from within me. I'm a struggling musician and artist. I'm very interested in psychology and philosophy as well as quantum physic's. I have a mind, i enjoy using it and i enjoy the company of others who use theirs. .. I find value in self control and self worth. With that said if anything is to easy, i will pass on it. I have a perverted/potty humor. I'm very blunt and honest and i don't usually feel the need to filter myself and that gets me in trouble. At times i am harsh but i genuinely mean well. I just don't see a point to beating around the bush
European men.. Especially German Men.. My long distance lover (Nardia or also known as Neverimpressed) Listening/Creating/Playing Music, Creating/Viewing Art (in many forms), Psychology and Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Chaos Magic, Social Darwinism, Modification, Gender-bending, Loyalty, Open minded people, Intelligence, Learning/sharing thoughts, Random conversations that last for hours, Meeting new intelligent and unique people,... People who don't label themselves, Reading and drinking coffee, Going to shows and coming home bloody, Sadists and Masochists(meeting others like me), Favorite author's-John Gribbin(writer of Schrodinger's cat and Kittens),Groucho Marx,Friedrich Nietzsche,The marquis de sade, Phil Hines.., Those who shape their own realities, Those who take what they want from this existence.. Breaking limitations..rules .....................................................................................................................................................................................
Also, i consider myself an "alpha" female. If you don't have a back bone i will chew you up and spit you out. I am tired of dealing with cowardly pathetic men with no self-esteem. Also, i'm tired of dealing with ego's. I am bold, honest and upfront. If you can't handle it. Don't waste your breath. Some more dislikes.. EMO/Screamo/Hardcore/Metalcore Stupidity, Apathy, Elitist (that ties in with the stupidity), Scenes (and their whores), Self loathing pathetic cowards who fear change, The feeble minded, Those who hate what they don't understand, Those who put others down because of their own insecurities PATHOLOGICAL LIARS..Especially ones with red hair... Mall Goths/ Weekend Club goths..(i know i said i hate scenes and their whores but seriously..I had to show my hate separately for them lol) PEOPLE WHO HATE FAT PEOPLE PURELY BECAUSE THEY ARE FAT. Its fine to not be sexually attracted to obese people. But to hate and not talk to them because they are over weight you have serious mental issues and please do not talk to me.. People who suffer from mental illnesses such as (Bi-polar,Manic Depressives,Schizophrenia etc) who leave it untreated and willingly open up to relationships with people, and allow them to get attached only to rip their heart out because you can't change. Can't grow, can't fight like everyone has to in this life. If you have a serious mental illness and don't get treatment and it's not manageable i would like warning first (if you at all know lol) i've gotten to close to people who can't be helped and i want to help them but its impossible and it rips my heart out to let those people go once i do get close so i would rather not get close again to someone who suffers from it.(and is untreated)
Various styles of metal- Black (underground) Various styles (Satanic,NSBM,USBM,DSBM, etc.), Death (Satanic,Old school and some new), Thrash (black thrash,Death thrash) are my fav types, Grindcore, Doom, Gore, Sludge, War Punk Industrial/Terror/EBM/Aggro tech/Experimental,