My name is Kendra, AKA KendraKaos, && this is my life My imaginary friends think you have serious problems... I am not 'emo' or 'scene' I'll always be honest with you, whether you like it or not some people love that about me, others hate it--it's all a matter of opinion, I suppose! I am nowhere near perfect;;I'm self-conscious, loud, clumsy, I fall too easily, I don't trust enough, && I constantly question life but that's just who I am--take it or leave it if you can't handle me at my worst, you don't deserve me at my best I'm taken, by an amazing boy his name is Shaun Socarras, && I adore him nothing turns me on like Ford Mustangs especially the 1965s;;it's dangerous to take me for rides in those, unless you feel like being almost raped I may not be the brightest crayon in the box, but I sure as hell am one pretty color I yawn like a puppy...no, I really do! WARNING: you might fall in love with me but, even if you do, you'll most likely hurt me later on, like 9 out of 10 always do yes, I'm a pessimistic person, but I have my moments of optimism after all, every cloud has a silver lining except for the mushroom shaped ones, which have a lining of Iridium && Strontium 90 when the rest of the world walks out on you, I'll always be that one person who'll still be here for you--I promise I have an extremely fucked up sense of humor, && I try to respond with "that's what she said" as often as possible in public conversations be careful what you say around me, because it may remind me of a song, which would then have to be sung also, I'm not random--you obviously just can't think as fast as me! my friends are the best of the best;;I'd die for them they're the type that, if the house was burning down, would be making s'mores && hitting on the firemen I believe that everything happens for a reason people change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you'll eventually learn to trust no one but yourself && sometimes, good things fall apart, so better things can fall together you'll never know how strong you really are, until being strong is the only choice you have left I'm a FREAK;;what else is new? in case you didn't already notice, I'm not like all the other girls sometimes you have to smile, pretend everything's okay, hold back your tears, && just walk away... do you want to know more? ask me
Likes
Shaun Socarras ?04-28-10? he's sweet, funny, sarcastic, smart, caring, warm, && 200% lovable not to mention absolutely gorgeous being with him feels about as natural as breathing;;it just, fits I could spend every day with him && not get tired of it he makes me happier than a little kid in a candy store, && I love that feeling he says thing's straight up he's not the type to change himself to please others he's sarcastic as hell, just like me && he just seems to get me to be honest, I'm happier with him than I've been in a while I like this feeling && I hope to keep it for as long as I possibly can because I love being able to fall asleep next to him at night && waking up to his face in the morning ?
there are a lot of things in this world that I do, that I just wouldn't be the same without cutting hair is one of those;;I even cut my own for me it's an extreme form of expression, because I believe your hair should give others an idea of your personality the moment it hits their eyes I know mine has that effect KendraKaos does not style her hair, it falls perfectly in to place out of sheer terror I also love to sing, as well as dance a lot of the time, you can catch me doing both of these at once that's right, I sing in to my hair brush while dancing on the coffee table to my Adam Lambert cd && I'll tell you that with pride, because that's how fly I am XD art is a huge piece of my life as well I love to draw, always have && always will, && I'm known to use my body as a canvas to test out tattoo design ideas the point is, my art && myself go hand in hand if you don't like it, that's okay, just as long as you don't attempt to stop me [[my body art]] && last, but hands down the most important activity in my life theater my freshman year, I was nothing but a shy little self-loathing kid, who never felt important, or like I really fit in to anything until I stepped in to that classroom;;the room that changed my life forever Ms. Dowler, Theater Arts I she showed me that i could be something completely different from what I felt on the inside I didn't have to be that insecure shy kid I could be something far bigger than myself three years later, I'm a member of ITS, the International Thespian Society && I have the confidence to take me places I'd never dreamed at that point I will be eternally grateful to Ms. Dowler, for introducing me to my passion
Dislikes
FUCK the haters the fakers the people who think they know me authority those who wanna bring me down the liars the unappreciative people the two-faced assholes the cheaters the deceivers the ones who say I can't the ones who talk crap about my straightedge lifestyle the ones who don't accept others for who they are
If we could shrink the Earth's population down, to a town of precisely 100 people, with all the existing human ratios remaining the same, there would be: 57 Asians. 21 Europeans. 14 from the Western Hemisphere. 8 Africans. 52 Females. 48 Males. 70 Non-whites. 30 Whites. 70 Non Christians. 30 Christians. 89 Heterosexuals. 11 Homosexuals. 59% of the entire world's wealth, would be in the hands of only 6 people. && those 6 are citizens of the US. 80 would live in substandard living conditions. 70 would be unable to read. 50 would suffer from malnutrition. 1 would be near death. 1 would be near birth. 1 would have a college education. 1 would own a computer. So, when one considers our world from such a compressed perspective, the need for both acceptance && understanding becomes glaringly apparent, doesn't it? Other than that, I really give everyone a fair chance.
Favorite Music
Tokio Hotel Miyavi AFI An Cafe Avenged Sevenfold LM.C Blaqk Audio Cruxshadows serialNUMBER Ayabie My Chemical Romance Nena The Misfits Criss Angel Insane Clown Posse David Bowie The Cure Criss Angel Apoptygma Berzerk Skinny Puppy SlipKnoT Shadows Fall Hollywood Undead Escape The Fate Cannibal Corpse Combichrist Good Charlotte Metallica Motley Crue Pantera Bullet For My Valentine Marilyn Manson Taking Back Sunday HIM The 69 Eyes Tiger Army Metro Station Bring Me The Horizon The Killers The Sex Pistols The Rolling Stones Pinkly Smooth Blessthefall Morrissey Disturbed Iron Maiden Black Label Society The Word Alive &&, quite literally, hundreds of others
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