There is no birth, there is no death; there is no coming, there is no going; there is no same, there is no different; there is no permanent self, there is no annihilation. We only think there is. - THICH NHAT HANH
Sex: male Age: 20 Location: Basildon, Essex, United Kingdom
A brief candle; both ends burning An endless mile; a bus wheel turning A friend to share the lonesome times A handshake and a sip of wine So say it loud and let it ring We are all a part of everything The future, present and the past Fly on proud bird You're free at last.
I'm Mike, I'm 20, I'm me.
I won't bullshit you. I've got flaws. But I've also got virtues. I love and hate, prefer to love but I can hate and I do hate some people.
I'm a hypocrit, who isn't? I'm honest and I lie, but only when I have good reason. The truth is my friend, I tell it as it is, if I don't like you, you'll know, if I think you're a beacon for decent humans everywhere, you'll know.
I hate the cliche, yet I am cliche by saying it. It's the in thing to not be the in thing. Life is nothing but paradoxes and impossible situations. Whether we choose to get stuck on it is what makes people what they are.
I have fuck all self-esteem. But that doesn't mean I want to die and all this shit. Yeah, I have imperfections, but so do you, if you're concieted enough to think you're perfect, I suggest you fuck off and deflate your ego.
Music isn't my life. My life is what I make it from day to day. Right now I feel as though I'm wasting it, but before the good there must be bad.
I can be anything you want me to be, but I won't change myself for anyone. No one is worth losing my identity over. If you try to change me you'll experience my ability to hate.
My friends are my reason for being. No matter what I've said or say they are my life. The people that are always there, in person or not, the ones that make what I do enjoyable and possible. I have a very select group of friends I consider the best of the best. It's very very small, about 3 people but the only 3 i'll ever need. The rest are friends, I do trust them and tell them things but they'll never know me like the 3 I love and cherish most.
I bite. No, I'm not a vampire. They don't exist. Not the bloodsuckers at least. But I am a kinky guy. You'll learn to love it, if not I don't care. I scratch too, rough sex is best, but depends on mood. I'm known to have bursts of incredible romanticism. I look for girls who are honest, genuine and true to themselves. The ones that wear a mask to get by aren't worth the trouble. I care too much. I care so much I often forsake my own feelings and am willing to take the pain and suffering of a friend just to give them some relief.
I'm very very random. I'm a gamer and damn proud of it.
Feel free to drop me a comment and a rating, I'll return it when I can; I'm a very busy man. I'm easy to talk to. I'm here for friendships, and if fate allows it something more.
Likes
I like a lot of things. I like to love. I like to read. I like to write too. Being a romantic makes me feel good. I like music. I have a very weird taste in music. As I'm writing this I'm listening to a group called The Black Mages doing a cover of Those Who Fight Further from FF7. I'm a gamer so I like my games. I play WoW. (Idona, 70 Human Paladin on Bronze Dragonflight) Call me a geek or whatever, I don't care.
My religion. I'm a Wiccan and I am damn proud of it. My elemant is Fire, always had an understanding of fire. Always found the dancing flames on a warm summer night to be one of the most beautiful experiences of my life.
I like the cinema too. Movies are an escape for me. I love the emotion they can cause. Books made into movies are hard to do well. When they are done there is no greater experience than seeing the mental scenes acted out by amazing talents of my favourite actors.
I have an unhealthy obsession with Harry Potter. I think the books are just incredible. I don't go as far as most obsessed fans, I just read the books and amuse myself with random quizzes about it, can't wait for the next film to come out in the cinema. Call me what you will, you're probably just pissed off because you don't understand it.
I hate as much as I like. I hate chavs, for example. I can't explain why. Maybe it's the incredible stupidity and violence they seem to thrive on creating. As with everything bad there is inevitably good. I have met some self-proclaimed chavs that are wonderful, lovely people. It's a testament to the saying "Don;t judge a book by its cover."
Similarly, I've met self-proclaimed goths and emos that are impossible to like. These people will go unnamed. I'm not pathetic enough to name and shame. But they know I hate them with a passion
DO NOT ADD ME AS A FRIEND UNLESS I KNOW WHO YOU ARE! I WILL DELETE YOU AS SOON AS I FIND OUT AND BLOCK YOU! YOU'VE BEEN WARNED!
War. I hate it. It's utterly senseless and a war going on right now is nothing but an excuse to murder thousands of innocents for oil and ego boosting. You know what it is. But I'm fiercly patriotic. I love my country even if it's government has been run by a successive line of complete idiots and people who throw England to the feet of the United States.
False/digital beauty. Not until recently did I feel this warranted its own part of my profile, but things have changed my opinions. I hate people who edit their pics with Photoshop just to make themselves look good. I hate the multi-million $/£ industry that makes people feel so fucking awful about themselves they do waste their time making themselves look 'perfect'. I have insecurities, but in no way am I insecure enough (or really give a fuck about peoples opinions when it comes to my) physical appearence to digitally beautify myself. For the love of the Gods people, this is the only body you'll have, so love it, no matter how it looks!
Bush. It's a common thing but I hate that man more than I've ever hated anything. He has ripped families to shreds just to satisfy his racism fuelled war-mongering.
SCENE KIDS!
Favorite Music
Before I say anything about music, I have one thing to say: My music taste is better than yours because I like my taste in music, simple. To name but a few of my favourite bands are as follows: Nightwish <333, Elliot Minor <333, Within Temptation <333, Evanescence <333, Lacuna Coil <333
New to the list is Industrial music, I have VF and a few friends to thank for this, and so far the artists for this include: Ayria, Zombie Girl, VNVNation, Ultraviolence, Suicide Commando, Icon of Coil and many, many more!
If you wanna know the others, ask me!
This is the most beautiful Nightwish song I've ever heard...I can't even begin to describe it Nightwish - Kiss while your lips are still red - Dark Passion Play (Vocals by Marco <333)