Okay, it's time for a half-arse about me section. I'll just copy and paste from my myspace.
I'm the kind of person who has to have the volume set at either thirty-one, or ending in a three, five, seven or zero.
Don't ask why, I'm not so sure myself.
I have a skin disorder; eczema.
it's painful 90% of the time.
Everybody has a Life Story.
..and this is mine.
Hey, I'm Tammie-Rose Resuggan.
At the ripe age of eighteen, I'm one of the most annoying people that anybody will ever come across.
Yet, at the same time, I know that many people wouldn't be able to live without me. Yeh, sure, that makes me sound conceited, but my family means more to me than anything in the entire world, and I wouldn't ever want to do anything that could upset them.
I'm simply one person in the world. Yet, I'm a vital part of the world. At least, when it comes to the people that I spend time with. I have a medium sized family, though most people would say that it's a large family. I'm one child of seven to my parents.
Technically [as far as we're all concerned] we're all fully blood related siblings. But according to scientific speculations, we all know that my sister has a different father, this is because he's no longer around. My mummy was married once before she married my daddy. The romance between my mummy and Ronald Meerding was a short one. He felt the need to leave this world, and although I feel terrible in saying this, I'm glad he did. Because, had he not, I wouldn't be here.. My sister probably wouldn't have any siblings, and I'm pretty sure that she loves her life. And so she should. Because I do. I love my life. I love my family, my friends, and everything about life. It's a precious thing.
I enjoy reading, writing, singing, dancing, drawing and playing my bagpipes. Many people ask me why I chose to learn bagpipes, usually, my answer will be, "when the normal fifteen year olds were learning guitar, I wanted to be different".. or something to that effect.
I'm a little bit addicted to vampire-fiction, and frerard. This means that when I'm not doing homework, working, or spending time with family, I'm reading both of these.
ha.
I write a lot of weird stuff... Random? I s'pose it could be. Sometimes, I'll just be sitting there, and I'll just get an urge to write whatever is in my head. I was writing an essay for Australian History the other day, when I just began writing a story. ha.
What can I say? I'm quite different.
There are many memories that I always think about, that this is because I don't ever want to forget them. Sure, most of them are stupid, and lame, but I believe that they're important to my past.
They're memories that made me as I am today.
As I said before, my family and my friends mean a lot to me. They're my everything. Sure, we all have a ups, and our downs but at the end of the day, all that matters is that we have one another.
My friends know who they are, and these people I owe so much to. They've shown me happiness that I never thought possible. I've met many genuinly kind people via the internet, and I'm so glad that I took the risk of sexual preditors to find them, because life has looked up so much more since I found them. Thanks, guys.
There was once a time in my life when I felt like I didn't matter to anybody. It seemed to me, that my dad was always busy with work, and he had better things to do than to talk to me, and spend time with me. At the same time, i thought that I was doing everything wrong, and that all my mum ever did was yell at me.
Around this time, I had three friends. My sister and two people from turkey. Pathetic, no? I was pretty much in my own world of... nothingness. I was convinced that I was a loser, a was fat, ugly and deserved nothing good from life. Until I realized that it was all in my head. Every bit of it. I was scared of myself.
I was afraid to be myself. Stupid, much? But you know, that's all the past. I'm over it. I'm proud to be myself. I am Tammie-Rose Resuggan, I like girls and I have the most wonderful life in the entire world. I'm the luckiest girl alive.
..and maybe one day
I'll realize that
there's nothing here for me
and when that happens
I'll fly away
and I'll find a much better place
My life with be the best
ever
