xSuper_Nothingx at Vampirefreaks.com

I'm everything, mostly the things that contradict themselves.

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I'm Tania. Now 19.
I have a phobia to roaches
It sound probably stupid but which phobia is actually something smart?

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I think one of the best things i have is my freedom of hearing, looking like, looking at and talking about anything i want when i want. And my facility to give a damn about how stupid or fake it could seem to someone else.
I'm a free spirit.
But if that's hard to understand i'll put it down this way: sometimes i feel like i'm two persons. I'm Ruby and i'm Tania, and i'm saying this not because i actually believe it (though sometimes myself freaks me the hell out) is just an easier way to understand me.
My extreme c o n t r a d i c t i o n.
And i rather clear it because i find Pathethic being in a cool site trying to look like its inner mainstram.
Let's just be ourselves.

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I'm as fluent at talking as a stone. I say a million words to partially get to the core of what i wanted to say when someone else could easily have said it full in three words.

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"I live in darkness. I'm so goth". "Look at all my pentagrams! i'm so into the metal scene". "Don't mess with me slut 'cause i'm a mother fucking bitch and i'll kick your ass if i don't like you"
Ha ha ha. Please! Stop! My stomach aches, that makes me laugh so bad!

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Love exist if you give it a chance.
I know it.
And opposite poles atract. Just have to find the balance, and when you do... you want it to last forever.
BTW
I'm in love with the most beautiful Nemesis life created for me.?

I believe in true love, i think that the person you're with must be first than anything your friend in order to make it last. The bases of a relationship (trust, comunication, honesty...) are as important as love 'to live happily ever after'.
I believe in it, not in signing a paper.

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Life is about big success... but big success are built by small details, and those are what actually count.

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True Friends exist if you give them a chance.
And guess what? I KNOW IT

Those persons that come close to be with someone without nothing return actually exist. Well i don't know them, they always want some alcohol in return LOL. I love them. I'm so thankfull i've always had those two bitches with me. Edgar & Ale. They're my missing parts.
And i'm not counting those other who also make my demurrage in this world much easier and fun as my beloved Royal Banshee.

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"Money is not happyness... but how close it is to be"
Am i lying?
Superficial, cold, trouble.. yeah, i know. But in times like these, it keeps you from a thousand headaches and it's probably into the first five to survive.

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I love wrestling, AAA sucks but happens to be fun, WWE is only show and huge guys (yeah, lots of awesome ones, but it's pretty much of a performance), Japanes guys really know how to do it, but... i just don't like oriental stuff. Rey Misterio is the king of WWE, Mascarita Sagrada is from CMLL, and Tygon from my heart? (haha, you don't know who he is, i bet).

*** When it comes to music i'm from pop to metal. Guess what? I don't feel like a poser 'cause i don't asume any kind of pose (period). Besides, i don't think someone would ever die because i listen to any/everything.

But for not losing the tradition here it comes:

The 69 Eyes, AC/DC, Alaska y Dinarama, Arch Enemy, Anorexia Nervosa, Avril Lavigne, The Birthday Massacre, Bon Jovi, Bauhaus, Cinema Strange, Combichrist, Cradle of Filth, Deathstars, Dope Stars Inc., Iron Maiden, Juanes, Justin Timberlake, Kittie, Lacrimosa, Madonna, METALLICA, Moenia, Molotov, Rihanna, Skid Row, Zurdok

I told you, i'm two different in one pack.

And that's what i think about somethings.