First off I have been on here alot longer then 2008,I just had to start over and create a new profile,so please don't treat me like a so called newb because I'm not :)
Im not your typical woman,and those who know me,know this to be true.
The most important thing to know about me is that I don't like having to explain myself,to anyone. Unless I feel I should if not,don't expect me to..I am loyal to those who are loyal to me I don't like hurting anyone,even though sometimes I do,I still hate it. I allow myself to be hurt,and it doesn't hurt as much as hurting others does to me.
I can come off as a bitch at times,don't take it personally I love easily and hate even easier,don't get on my bad side or you'll regret it,I don't forget easily but I tend to forgive easily I find happiness in simple things,Music,Love and Art mostly I am a woman of many hidden talents..The best thing to realize about me is that I am ever changing,and most who seem to know me,don't really.
I am one of the most caring,affectionate and loving people you will meet I hold my family and my second family meaning my friends,very close to my heart I don't get close to anyone easily,I don't trust easily either If I say I adore someone I mean it completely,for me that is something that means alot to me not just something I say to gain someones affection and it takes a hell of alot for me to feel that way towards someone.
I am far from perfect,but I embrace my imperfections I am not shallow,though most think I am Nor am I self absorbed either I don't like most things about myself,to be honest I play it off like I do,but I doubt everything,all the time I'm a trainwreck most of the time and I'm not afraid to admit it why should I hide that? I'm not ashamed of things the way I once was To live in shame is a waste of life. I am very blessed to have those in my life who love me the way I am and wouldn't expect any more from me they have been my strength through things.
I adore the strange and darker things in life I find solitude and comfort in being alone at times though I love being with someone and around my friends I am not entirely cold as some think I am I have more emotions then I know what to do with at times I have dealt with alot in life,things I will never heal from yet I refuse to let myself be destroyed by them I have grown stronger over the years,and I still am everyday I learn just how much I can really endure.
I'm an aspiring singer,model and photographer I hope to be one or all three someday though I have many goals and aspirations in life those are my dreams.
I would love to be makeup artist as far as special effects and things of a darker nature..I would love working at a haunted house as cliche as that sounds..I would adore it for the simple fact of getting to make people look different. as well as anything involving art or music..something that can feed my creative soul really.
Anything else you want to know,just ask =)
Shes a creature of the cold Dead girl breathing dust Preying on the weak of soul Taking what she must..+Lollipop Lust kill+
Industrial Music<3
Goth Nights at the club
Going To IGUN
Guys with long hair
Sweet Guys
Snakes
Concerts
Pretty Girls
Photography
Piercings
Tattoos
Animals
SkeleAnimals<3
People with an odd sense of humor,like mine
Going to concerts
The Atmosphere of the club
Going Clubbing
Cuddling<3
Showing Affection
Cute Nicknames<3
Intelligent People
People who share my thoughts
Late Nights and deep conversations
Roses
Discovering new bands
Traveling to different places
Graphics Design
Hair Falls
Gasmasks
Surgical Masks
Gore and Horror Films
People who remember little things about me
England..Though I haven't been there yet I love so many things about it
Dancing
Gummie Bears
Marilyn Manson
Being with my friends
Poetry
Singing
Writeing
Vampire Movies/Novels
Vampires in general
Innteligent People
Art..all forms
Photoshop <3
Bakeing
Designing Clothes
Cyber Goth Fashion
Gloomy Bears
Glowsticks
Platform Boots
Just to name a few things.
Fakes
People with closed minds
Animal Abuse
Liars
Cheaters
Men who play games
Stuck up people
Elitist People
People who judge people without knowing the person
Being Led On
industrial,metal,classical,opera,ebm Some Bands I love:
Living Dead
Evanescence
Lacuna Coil
Slipknot
The Birthday Massacre
Kittie
Cradle Of Filth
Marilyn Manson
A.F.I
Deadstar Assembly
Dope Stars Inc
KMFDM
Hanzel Und Gretyl
Zombie Girl
Dawn Of Ashes
Ink Dot Boy
Pysclon Nine
Stone Sour
Combichrist
FaderHead
Mordacious
Grendel
velvet Acid Christ
Mushroomhead
Cold
Nightwish
Within Temptation
Apocalyptica
H.I.M
Helalyn Flowers
VNV Nation
Unter Null
Suicide Commando
Society One
Staind
Shinedown
The Rasmus
Nine Inch Nails
Wednesday 13
Seether
Type O Negative
69 Eyes
just to name a few.
I could go on and on..but then we'd be here forever.
