It’s just another tragic chapter in the story of my life, .
Can’t turn to no one for support so my best friend is a knife, .
As the blood drips down my arm I ponder when this pain will end,
My skin is mutilated but my soul is twice as bad,
But your just fuckin fine so don’t let me make you sad,
You moved on with your life sometimes I feel the need to linger,
As I hold the knife I dig a gouge inside my left ring finger,
Represents the time we spent together destiny or fate, .
Seems so poetic only this much love could breed this kind of hate, .
Im so crazy self destructive yea I heard it all before,
You saw my sinning drug addictions and you headed for the door,
Never respected you, neglected me, Im just an empty shell,
And isn’t it poetic Im the one that goes to hell,
After all these years of pain the end is finally in sight,
Blessed father save my soul cuz I won’t make it through the night.
Sitting by the candle light the night is growing dimmer, .
But if I hold the razor tight I might slice even thinner, .
Severed arteries a part of me forever stains the floor, .
A slight reminder of the time spent with the one that you ignored, .
You left me here alone you said we'd always be together, .
I agonize I hurt inside as you look on in pleasure, .
Was I just another plaything just a toy for your amusement, .
Was I just another sucka fuckin fool for you to fool with? .
I became the fuckin victim and Im soon to be forgotten, .
And my grave will be defaced after my bodies gotten rotten, .
Now Im left with broken promises this pain can’t be ignored, .
And they’ll bury me with scarred up wrists but you still scarred me more,
Now Im pleading as Im bleeding Jesus keep this wicked soul,
Know Im forsaken and Im shaken as the devil takes control,
Its so poetic don’t regret it yo i'd do it all again,
Cuz it feels so fuckin good to know ya pains about to end
Honetsly dont fell like wasting time on this
BULLSHIT
One wall surrounds me, no roof, no floor
I started falling as soon as I stepped through the door
Plain walls, don't let me see a crack in the paint
Or I'm focusing in and focused I ain't
Clang bang, I bloody the walls
I leave stains
So the next man falling at least can see things
I think of my life, reliving every memory
Starring into the walls of my epitome, falling
Demmy
Shes a nice girl
A friend of mine
Very beautiful
Made this for me
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