vampirusha_93 at Vampirefreaks.com

Friends and family: I do not consider online "friends" as real friends.People present themselves as something they are not,so i won't talk to you 3696504504957 years 7 days a week and 24 h a day and waste my time on you if i don't know you in real :)

Style: I do not follow one style.I use details from many clothing styles and put them together to make myself different from other people.Sometimes I'm "emo",sometimes scene and sometimes I'm elegant goth.So don't call me emo nor scene or goth.But,mostly,I use things that I saw on members of Japanese bands,so I'm visual/oshare kei too. xD

Music: I started listening metal music when I was 10 years old and I'm still listening to it,but maybe a little more.I explored many different music styles,and I like j-rock,industrial,dark electro,screamo,k-pop and emo the most.I don't care if you don't like it.I don't care if I turn on music on my phone and you don't like what I'm playing and you want me to turn it off.I won't.You can jump on my head and try to make me listen to "normal" music,but that won't happen.

Love for all genders: Yeah,I'm bi.So what?I wasn't in real relationship with some girl,but I kissed with 6 of them AND I LIKED IT.So,yeah,I like girls too,but boys are on 1st place,because someday I'll have to have children and get married. :) (maybe not get married...xaxa)

Contact: I am very sensitive.If you just touch certain places on my skin,I'll shudder and sigh.My skin's very sensitive partly because I don't like sun,so I'm not really much under it.My skin's very white because of it,but I miss some vitamins,so I have to take care of it sometimes...I love hugs,kisses and touching hands.I just love beautiful hands.I love pain.I don't know why,but I'm enjoying it very much.I like to use my nails on skins of other people.Scratching is what i really like.Biting gives me pleasure.I like to bite and I like to be bitten. I like kissing,but I can't do that with everyone,like many people can.Look is almost everything for me,I crave for perfect look,but I can't have it.I am what I am,but I consider my friends and family very beautiful.It doesn't matter how much do you weight,beauty comes from inside,as much as from outside.I'm very passionate person,I like to enjoy touching and being loved.If you break my heart I'll just stand there,and do nothing.Maybe.But,sometimes I just can't stand doing nothing and I do things that I would never expect myself to do. I love one boy.Maybe it's better to say man.But,he's more like god to me.Every time I think of him,a smile comes to my lips.A smile of joy.I like the way he talks,I like the way he walks,moves his hands and kiss.I like music that he listens to,I like the life he's living. I like everything about him,but he seems so far away.We are together and,at the same time,we are not.It's like we are friends with benefits.I have few friends like that,I like them,but love I'm feeling for that boy or man,whatever he is,can't be replaced.Oh,I'm so emo,am I not?