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Sex: female
Age: 24
Location: Leicestershire, , United Kingdom
Orientation: Straight
Member since: January 20, 2008
Last logged in: July 19, 2008, 02:25pm
Status: In a relationship
Occupation: student (bum)
Account Status: Premium Member

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Hmmm what can I say about me? Without lying or being too boring. Well my name is Gemma. My name unformed_heart was suposed to be heart_of_the_unformed but that was too long unfortunately.
I have been studying microbiology with ecology at Leicester University for almost 3 years now, but my main aim in life is to be a manga style comic book artist. I will put pics I have drawn up soon, when im not too busy with other things. I have a good imagination and am constantly thinking up stories and ideas when I should probably be doing other things.
I'm bored with my life and im not sure what I want to do yet, and I feel as if im just waiting for stuff to happen. I may move away when i get a job and i'll miss my family because we're really close, but cant stay in this shithole of a town forever I guess. I feel as though I should know what I want by now considering I've been alive 24 years but I don't. There is only one thing I am sure of at the moment and that is my feelings for a certain amazing person.
I don't think I'm special but I do expect others to treat me with the same respect I show to them. If you dont like me, I probably don't care, so there's no need to waste your time and effort on trying to make me feel bad, as only the people I deeply care about can affect my mood.
I have made mistakes in the past, but hey, mistakes are to learn from, right? As long as we don't live out our lives constantly making the same mistake I think we all deserve a break. I can't say I'm perfect but I try my best to be a good person. I get things wrong sometimes and some people would call me weak (due to my depressive illness and obsessive compulsive tendancies), but I'm not, not deep down. If you want to argue with that go ahead, nothing you can say will alter the truth no matter now many fancy words you use.

  • jamie (aka crueldesire)
    Dislikes:
  • Listing things
  • sundays
  • LIARS!!!!!!whats teh point of saying you would do stuff like beat people up if when a situation arises you run away whilst all are watching
  • being me
  • people who cant see past the facade
  • people who think I'm slutty coz I have a few semi-naked pictures up now and again, your just jealous and its not my fault your ugly, try making some fucking effort
  • being infactuated with some guy i met over the net and never met in real life, no it's not love it's just a waste of time
  • when people tell me what I'm like, I know what I'm like, I do happen to notice the things I do and the thoughts I have, probably better than you, so fuck off
  • people who think they know me but clearly don't
  • people who think they know more about my subjects than me when they cant even manage to pass a level 3 course
  • people who dont try for the things they really want because it's too hard, get off your fat lazy backside and go something instead of moaning all the time
  • people who constantly blame others for their problems, it's childish, try taking some responsibility for yur actions
  • the fashion industry, and fashion in general, if it didn't look good in the sixties it's not gonna look good rehashed with a bow stuck on it.
    Favorite Music:
    36 Crazyfists, Aborted, Amen, Amon Amarth, Apocalyptica, Arch Enemy, Atreyu, Avenged Sevenfold, Behemoth, Beneath The Massacre, Bloodbath, Bloodsimple, Bullets And Octane, Caliban, Capdown, Cauterize, Children Of Bodom, Chimaira, Coal Chamber, Cradle Of Filth, Deathstars, Desa, Devil Driver, Dimmu Borgir, Disgorge, Disturbed, Drowning Pool, Fear Factory, GWAR, Heaven shall burn, In Flames, Kidneythieves, Killswitch Engage, Lacuna Coil, Lordi, Lostprophets, Machinehead, Manowar, Me Without You, Meshuggah, Mindless Self Indulgence, Murderdolls, Muse, Nightwish, Nine Inch Nails, Pantera, Pendulum, Portishead, Propaghandi, Rammstein, Rancid, Rob Zombie, Send More Paramedics, Satyricon, Sepultura, Soilwork, Spineshank, Stone Sour, System Of A Down, The Autumn Offering, The Distillers, The Haunted, The Used, The angelic process, Throwdown, Transplants, Trivium, Type O Negative, Vital remains, Waterdown, Wednesday 13, White Zombie, Zeromancer

    Homepage: http://www.myspace.com/everything_has_been_taken
    Link 1: http:///www.stuffonmycat.com

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