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 Schaduwgang Melancholiek
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Sex: male
Age: 25
Location: Niet vrijgegeven, Peelland, The Netherlands
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Member since: November 02, 2005
Last logged in: February 09, 2012, 07:57am
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Latest Journal Entry: I - ask and do not receive   January 24, 2012, 03:36pm

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-This profile has been written in 2007 C.E. Lives change, and although some general truths remain, one cannot ever hope to understand the ever changing.-

Regarding chapter I through IV: April, 2010. They have been deleted.


Chapter V: -A proclamation to arise-


The society these flesh vessels dwell in, is per definition and by the voice of the good hearted and virtuous, egalitarian. "Audi, vide, tace, si tu vis vivere", bah! No longer does this apply. However, the same society is placed in a bigger issue of mankind, namely time. In this context I like to refer to it as our century. Yes.., this 'century' is one of ambition, of succes and proving oneself. A unified goal has not found fruition, so man makes it's futile attempt to better himself by developing the use of coinage and social endeavour. Personally, and this is mostly vice in the eyes of the aforementioned, I have grown sick of tolerance, nay, of meekness. Those 'who would eventually inherit the earth' are not true to themselves, and cannot aspire to a greater form of existence. They, those who lack to make distinction between the absense of tolerance and the presence of ignorance, should be trampled like the ants they represent. But of course, they have value amongst other lowly individuals, amongst their kin, their beloved ones. Yet as long as they, who are confined to a nameless void, have no meaning or sense of existence in my life, they might as well be placed in the same place as those small critters squirming the grounds; beneath my feet.
Now I know that this all sounds bitterly cruel and I apologise. Indeed ants have evolved in ways which are unpathomable to us, and I should not compare those magnificent beings of Gaia (as those oddworldy philosophers have named her beautifully aeons ago), to those lowly worms who have astrayed too far from animal instinct to be held in regard to the former, and offer too less wisdom or insight to become counted to those who know 'mankind' is a term no right minded individual would want to call themselves part of...
"Imperare sibi maximum imperium est" -Seneca


Chapter VI: -Speak your words in truth and with beauty-


Though continually shown the contrary, I can still hardly believe the rudeness and ambiguity of the social endeavours of some people when anonymity seems their greatest merit. As far as I know my knowledge to be vast, and as quickly as I would doubt the vastness of my knowledge, one thing is portrayed the same on each continent, in each culture. Whereas there are different values between individuals, countries or even continents, the virtue of a submissive approach and a depiction of a respectable nature is found to be inherent in all living things. Man has giving this meaning more so, hence my amazement when being invited to converse via digital ways. When I see that these beings have found the way to my digital domain, sought a path to establish themselves on the face of the virtual world in a comparable manner, and still do not comprehend the slightest of the basic grammatical and social rules, I can only think of them as disposable. For I do put a value to using words and respect in a profound and genuine way, and regard you to uphold the same laws when treading to unknown places. The times when the lack of caution resulted in the loss of one’s life have ended, yet if it were up to me, I’d usher in a dreadful and utterly memorable punishment.
Approach me carefully and you may spark my interest. If so, I will genuinely reply. If you seek to come at me with words worth only one picture in a children’s booklet (one you should have outgrown more than thirteen years ago), you will be treated in a fashion I deem fitting. You have been presaged.





Melancholy, earth, rain, cold winter days, death, storms, wind, sunsets, sunrises, sound, silver, chaos, code, creation, forests, mountains, the moon, leather pants, rest, romance, shadows, order, scent, mirrors, sexual enticement and release, runes (elder futhark), music, eulogies, books, writing, meat, reforming pain, freedom, hearses, nightmares, ice, touch, pagans, the numbers 'one' and 'two', the sea in general, destruction, sight, candles, depth, twilight, languages, passion, stone, balance, tranquility, the science behind disease, reading, snow, piano's and those whom I live for, or at least, try to...



Dislikes:

Discarted feelings, globalization, unrecognised emotions, disrespectful people, preachers, powerlessness, Hema, people with a lack of intelligence, emptiness, the warmth of light, ignorance, crowds, humanity in general, churches, organized religion...

Ik ben de kracht van de dood, de stilte van het leven
Vergeten in de wakkere wereld, ik kijk neer op zij die slapen, en kan hen het niet vergeven
Ik ben een ster met het licht uit de hemel
Ik ben de traan in het holst van de nacht
En de maan die klaar is met denken, en niets meer verwacht

Ik zing de liederen wanneer je sterft
Een koude, kille grafzang
Men zal staren en hun hoop doen varen
Maar de kracht van je leven is vergeten
En deze slaap is niet je eerste

Ik ben haat en treur


-W.M.



Favorite Music:

Black Metal
[Vhernen.Darkspace.Enslaved.Drudkh.Blut aus Nord.Angantyr.Trist [Deu].Sombres Foręts.Manes.Verdunkeln.Ulver.Nasheim.many more]

Classical
[Debussy.Grieg.Orff.Dvorak.Fauré.Brahms.Mussorgsky.Janácek.Strauss.Händel.Bach.Tsjaikovski.many more]

Doom Metal
[My Dying Bride.Forest of shadows.Uaral.Memoria(Cze).and others]

Electronical
[Autechre.Nothing.Black Sun Empire.Venetian Snares.Aphex Twin.Casino versus Japan.Plastikman.and others]




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