made by Fabian

I play well with others.




Others, not you.


Hi you readers, I am ludmilla. I live in Holland, the land of weed and the famous Redlight District. No, it is not always raining here and not everyone likes cheese. I like it. I live in Gelderland, some part of Holland (yes, they part it up even smaller!)
I am a student Psychology. This means that I am becoming a person that may legally mindfuck people like you -evil grins-
I'm kinda strange, some people love it and some don't.
I believe that life is supposed to enjoy it and to do your own thing, so that's what I usually do. I know that my few good friends make me happy, and all that stuff.

I AM NOT ANOREXIC, ITS JUST THE WAY MY BODY IS. GET OVER IT.


And oh, I don't "own" pics, I don't call my friends like they are a part of my family, I don't make sings and I usually never rate. If you want to know why, just ask, but I think you can already imagine why.

The things I don't dislike and the things I like better than the things I don't care about...
things like:

- my friends
- meeting new people
- all kinds of music, especially when it's unknown
- eating cookies
- noodles
- a good party
- discussions
- reading books
- sleeping
- drawing
- talking shit and make people believe I am actually telling them the truth

and quite a lot of other things

- hypocrisy
- headaches
- people who are rebellious, just to be a rebellious person
- people who want to be extraordinary, but still (usually unconsiously) follow the crowd
- dumb people
- people who think they are better than others, just because they fit in a so called 'label'
- coming late
- annoyingly emotional or sensitive people
- being bored or broke
- KNORR wereldgerechten. tasteless wannabe-food
- two people who are in love and showing it a little "too much" to others in public. You love each other, thats fine. BUT PLEASE, I DON'T HAVE TO SEE YOU ALMOST HAVING SEX. DO SUCH THINGS IN PRIVATE
- those hyves-shit everyone is on right now
- people with their hair over their eyes. Please grow up, that's not cool, it's annoying.

That's a lot of music. I listen usually everything between rock, metal, electro, industrial and so on...a bandlist? no fucking way. A short list of the genres I listen most (not complete):

- Radiorock
- Blackmetal
- Cybermetal
- Electrometal
- Trancemetal
- Folkmetal
- Goa
- Goatrance
- Psytrance
- Dreamtrance
- Hardtrance
- Hardtekno
- Frenchcore
- Breakcore
- Wave
- Darkwave
- Newwave
- Electro
- Futurepop
- Synthpop
- EBM
- DarkEBM
- HarshEBM
- IBM
- IDM
- Aggrotech
- Industrial
- Darkrave
- Noise
- Powernoise
- Meditational music