AsleepbyDawn at Vampirefreaks.com [Premium Member]

Me in a "Nutshell"

Hello, my name is Nicole and I am from New Jersey. I am currently living with my parents to help them out with the house. I don't mind because I have the same freedoms as if I were living by myself. I also have a very interesting relationship with my boyfriend, Chris. I love him dearly but sometimes he drives me insane. lol
Personality wise I am a very kind, sweet, and down to earth. I don't judge an individual right a way, however I can determine an individuals personality within the first day. Usually first impressions are important to me. If you come off with negative attention, I might never talk to you again or I will limit the amount of contact. I do have a negative side to my personality. I am very, very angry at people (in general). I hate people who think like sheep and never think beyond what the "box" tells them. I rather be someone who questions and not always takes fact as absolute. Nothing is absolute. I don't claim to know everything, however I try understanding as much as I can about the world. I like talking about certain topics such as, animal welfare, the welfare of children/ the human race, the environment, how entertainment impacts culture, the need for change, understanding morality verse religion, religion (general), and I can go on. I don't care for debating like animals or saying one person is wrong over the other, but to speak about how you came up with your opinion. I like to keep an open mind to people's opinions and ideas.
Religion and Politics is something asked a lot to me or generally asked about. I realized that talking about it can put so much strain on a relationship, whether family, friendship or lover. I can honestly say I am agnostic. I question the value of religion and understand morality is not founded by religion or a God, but founded by mankind's to survive. Everyone is set with some understanding of morality but nothing is universal either. Each individual is different with what morals come first. It can all depend on how one is raised (whether negative or positive) or the environment they are brought up in. Still, we have a mind that can think outside our environment. We should always look into a variety of moral, ethical codes and see what fits in our lives and what we can distill on our future (or the children of our future). I believe education, natural understanding, and the ability to want to do good (regardless of religion), is the key to saving ourselves. I don't think we need religion to determine ethics/ morality but we need to understand them in order to better understand each other. I rather understand then be blatantly ignorant towards someone's faith.
Politically I am in the middle. I like Obamma (I will admit it) but I feel it was not his time for "change". His ideas can be helpful but I think Americans want everything to be the same. Government is never perfect and to have a government closed to change is not a good idea. We find ourselves in a recession because humans are not logical on how to manage currency. We also allow outside sources to control much of the funding in American culture. The federal reserve is not controlled by government but by bankers, private investors and I could go on. We lost faith in our government because they allow none government agencies (whether cooperate banks, businesses etc..) to control the wealth in our society. Americans complain about communism, socialism, fascism but they don't understand capitalism is not good either. You need some sort of balance. The problem also lies is that we need someone in the middle. We don't need a conservative or a liberal, but a moderate individual willing to listen to all sides and make logical, ethical chooses to help the middle class and low class survive. Middle class is what determines the wealth of a nation and if we forget them, we fall flat on our asses. I don't know all the workings of politics but from my observation, people will believe in none government officials, and that is not good. They believe in people who do things for ratings. Causing Americans to be split up, and causing unnecessary hate. It proves Americans have become sheep. We follow the same bull crap over, and over again. When will we actually "change" with times?
Okay, enough with my rants. I have no beef with conservatives or liberals but I have beef with those who think that if you are not conservative, you are not an American, or believe if you are not liberal, then you are not sympathetic. I love debating, I love the knowledge that people can decide what to believe but I hate the ignorance that goes with it. We need to stop ignorance and start realizing that because someone says something on the internet in a fancy website, or someone said something on their talk show, that they are correct. No, not always. Be open, be respectful and understand each other. It won't hurt you to view the other sides of the argument and understand them. :/ Will it?

**HEARTS**
+Gothic Art
+Pornography/ Hentia
+Yaoi
+Bondage
+S&M
+Sex
+Philosophy and Religion
+Animal Welfare
+Demonology
+Anime and Manga
+Graphic Novels and Comics
+Video Games
+Technology
+Fantasy and Mythology
+Books
+Romance
+Paranormal
+Film
+Animation/ Cartoons
+Learning new things
+Traveling
+Going online
+Going to Concerts
+Meeting new people
+Vampires/ Werewolves/ and general things that bump in the night.
+Horror
+Thrillers
+Asian Culture
+Italian Culture
+general Cultures
+Gothic Fashion
+Goth Music
+Metal Music
+History
+Old Victorian Homes
+Castles
+Candles
+My boyfriend
+Mushroom Pizza
+Ice Tea
+Fairies
+Mermaids
+and many others

---Broken Heart---
-Ignorance
-Animal Abuse
-Blue Screens
-Things being to Expensive
-The Economy
-My X-Boyfriend
-Racism
-Sexism
-Homophobia
-Overly religious people
-People who over eat simply because they can.
-People not learning to lose weight and try to make themselves feel great
-Health Issues in America
-Modern Warfare
-Pat Robertson who says thing randomly and have no merit of truth, not even a little.
-Obamma haters because Glenn Beck says so. :/ Seriously, stop believing that every talk show host is correct. Everyone is entitled to their opinion but this hate for our president is childish/ ignorant.
-Alex Jones for being a complete moron.
-Being to Conservative or to Liberal
-Being to religious
-Violence
-Organic food that is not 100% organic
-American education
-And others

+++Tunes+++
Metal Bands

-Blind Guardian
-Symphony X
-Fairyland
-Epiclore
-Iron Maiden
-Saxon
-Dark Princess
-Judas Priest
-Immortal
-Nile
-Darkthrone
-Demons and Wizards
-Nightwish
-Epica
-Behemoth
-Hammerfall
-Within Temptation
-Iced Earth
-Opeth
-Tristania
-Kamelot
-Manowar
-Dreamtheater
-Sonata Arctica
-Elvenking
-Edguy
-Helloween
-X Japan
-And Many More.

Goth rock, Death Rock and DarkWave

-Bauhaus
-The Mission UK
-Siouxsie and the Banshees
-The Cure
-The Cult/ Death Cult/ Southern Death Cult
-The Creatures
-Christian Death with Rozz Williams
-Alien Sex Fiend
-Andi Sexgang
-Nick Cave and the Badseeds
-The Cruxshadows
-Astro Vamps
-The Birthday Party
-The Virgin Prunes
-Red Lorry, Yellow Lorry
-Faith and the Muse
-Premature Ejaculation
-Shadow Project
-Cocteau Twins
-The Damned
-Dead Can Dance
-Eva O
-Fields of the Nephilim
-Gene Loves Jezebel
-Inkubus Sukkubus
-London After Midnight
-Razed in Black
-Miranda Sex Garden
-Rosetta Stone
-Rozz Williams
-Screams For Tina
-Sex Gang Children
-Sisters of Mercy
-Specimen
-45 Grave
-And Many Others

EBM, Future Pop, Industrial and More

-Throbbing Gristle
-VMV Nation
-Depche Mode
-Einstürzende Neubauten
-Revolting Cocks
-PIG
-KMFDM
-Ministry
-Leæther Strip
-Skinny Puppy
-Front Line Assembly
-:Wumpscut:
-Funker Vogt
-Grendel
-Cabaret Voltaire
-And Many Others.

Pop, Rock, and General Music

-Idina Menzel
-P!nk
-Dir en Grey
-TM Revolution
-The Who
-Pink Floyd
-Led Zepplin
-Pat Benatar
-Stevie Nicks
-David Bowie
- Christina Aguilera
-The Killers
-New York Dolls
-Cold Play
-B-52s
-Alice Cooper
-The Doors
-Bon Jovi
-The Clash
-Peter Gaberial
-REM
-Tina Turner
-The Jesus and the Mary Chain
-The Bangles
-Stevie Nicks
-And Many More.

Top 100 Movies

1. The Lord of the Rings: Return of the King
2. The Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Rings
3. The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
4. Labyrinth
5. Legend
6. The Dark Crystal
7. Willow
8. Hellraiser
9. Avatar
10. Pan's Labyrinth
11. Spirited Away
12. Howl's Moving Castle
13. The Lion King
14. Krull
15. The Last Unicorn
16. 300
17. Return of the Living Dead
18. Re-animator
19. From Beyond
20. Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix/ Philosopher's Stone
21. Demon Knights
22. Highlander
23. Buffy the Vampire Slayer
24. The Last Star Fighter
25. Warlock
26. Gothic
27. Alien
28. The Lawnmower Man
29. Dune
30. Darkside Blues
31. Escaflowne
32. Watchmen
33. The Dark Knight
34. Batman: Begins
35. Star Trek
36. The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, The Witch, and The Wardrobe
37. The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian
38. X-Men
39. Iron Man
40. V for Vendetta
41. Idiocracy
42. Evolution
43. Æon Flux
44. Night of the Living Dead
45. Vampire Hunter D
46. Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust
47. K-PAX
48. The 10th Kingdom
49. Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon
50. Brotherhood of the Wolf
51. Shrek
52. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets
53. Neverending Story
54. The Great Yokai War
55. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
56. MirrorMask
57. Eragon
58. DragonHeart
59. Tin Man
60. Bridge to Terabithia
61. Enchanted
62. Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End
63. Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince
64. Pirates of the Caribbean
65. Hellboy
66. Hellboy 2: The Golden Army
67. Kung Fu Panda
68. The Forbidden Kingdom
69. Tinker Bell
70. Stardust
71. Bill & Ted's Bogus Journey
72. Hook
73. The Crow
74. The PageMaster
75. Excalibur
76. Heavy Metal
77. Heavy Metal 2000
78. The Secret of NIMH
79. Ladyhawke
80. The Wizard of Oz
81. Sweeney Todd
82. Repo:The Genetic Opera
83. Hair Spray
84. The Nightmare Before Christmas
85. Masters of the Universe
86. The Princess Bride
87. Bill & Ted's Excellent Adventure
88. Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
89. Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
90. Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull
91. Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
92. The Hunger
93. Evil Dead
94. 976-EVIL
95. Nightmare on Elm Street
96. Hellraiser 2
97. Nightbreed
98. Interview with the Vampire
99. Puppet Master
100. Dawn of the Dead