Most people don't read this part, but for the literate people who actually care to know about me, I devote this to you. I shall tell you about me. My name is maxine, but I go by max. I have too many nicknames but one i'm most known for on the internet is Monster. People at work call me Pinky or Freak show and my siblings call me bean or beaner. You can choose which ever you like.

I'm now more interested in real life. I plan to travel more, to vancouver, to see some kickass concerts. I love vancouver city, one day I hope to move there. I also want to be a photgrapher......but first I have to save money for schooling.

I love drinking, it puts a fun spin on reality. Fun dumb times downtown in my city. woooo! I'm a very outgoing person, I love life and I love meeting people and making friends. I used to be a very angsty little teenager that hated the world and everyone in it. I guess that's what made me change, learning from my mistakes, it made me the person I am today. I'm not a shy person either. I talk about everything and anything. I talk really loud too, if you like quiet people you'll probably find me obnoxious. I stand out more than most people, usually because I have some wicked hair color and outfit......but that's not to rare of a thing on this site now is it? :p I love having fun with my style, I dress pretty crazy. I'm not big on judging people. As you go on in life you realize it's best to judge people from the inside out. I have prep friends, peoples clothings don't inhibit me from seeing who they truely are. Personality is what makes people unique, not their cloths. To free us from the expectations of others, to give us back to ourselves--there lies the great, singular power of self-respect.

I have fourteen piercings to date. Four in both earlobes, Industrial, eyebrow, nose, monroe, snake bites, tongue, both nipples and navel. I'm a tatoo virgin, but that won't be for long. I have some tatoo ideas in mind but I want to be 100% about them before I make any irrational decisions.

What else? I have two pet snakes. A two year old ball python named Havoc and a baby colombian boa named sadistic. I also have a pink toe tarantula named cupid. I love them all dearly. The simpler things in life always bring me pleasure. I'd rather enjoy what I have instead of complaining because my world is'nt the perfection I demand it to be. Maybe things are'nt perfect and shit gets messed up so bad sometimes but like slipknot says "Over-do it, don't tell me you blew it. Stop your bitching and fight your way through it." I've gotten this far (which is'nt very far) I'm not going to spend my days rotting in the cage I create for myself, In a cess pool of loathing and self pitty. It's easier to give into sadness than happiness, but than I guess the harder you strive to be content the better it feels when you acheive true happiness. You've gotta try the inhale that makes the exhale so much better.

Submission is my dwelling
Pain is my bliss
Your control I crave
My obsession is you
Make me scream
Use me
Rape me
Beat me
Bite me
Fuck me
Love me
Bound me
Bruise me
Spit on me
Gag me
Choke me
Throw me away ... I deserve it

The Loves ...

MUSIC - #1 in my life

Concerts. I live for it.

Moshing - Life is like a moshpit, when you get knocked down, you get the fuck back up and go that much harder.

Crowd Surfing - Nothing like sailing over the crowd.

My Guitar - Sorry, can't play anything yet.

Trains - I've always had an obssession with trains, ever since I was little, something to do with destiny. Bahaha Maybe not? But I did used to always stop what I was doing just heard the whistle blowing. ALWAYS.

Railroads - Good place to think and walk.

Junkyards - You can always find the most random interesting things.

Airplanes - I love heights, I want to sky dive one day, must be the most amazing feeling ever.

Thunder - Thought provolking

Lightning - Sometimes it's just nice to just sit back and admire nature at work.

Rain - I love the smell of rain

Downtown - Just makes em feel a little mroe alive

Vancouver - An amazing city! I love it there, so beautiful.

Walking alone at night

Being alone - Not an emo thing. I just like having me time.

Being with friends - Always a blast.

Loud ticking clocks - Makes me zone out

Grandfather clocks - I love the chiming of a grandfather clock.

Photography - Passion

Oceans - Mysterious, oceanography?.....maybe.

Clouds - So distant, always has me wondering.

Colombian boas - Best pets to have, seriously.

Ball Pythons - So shy....but I love my python.

Tarantulas -
Snowboarding
Old mental hospitals
Fetish
Kink
Sadomasochism
Bondage
Obsession
Stalking
Piercings
Tatts
The Barbie Shop
Crows
Serial killers
Eric Harris and Dylan klebold
Video games
GTA
Tom Clancey's
The Suffering
VCPR
K-chat
Grunge
Smell of permanant marker
The taste of metal
Vanilla
Vinegar
Lemons
Chicken
Coca-Cola
Bacon
Eyeballs
Skulls, bones, anything deceased and decayed
Lucid nightmares
Dreaming
Books:
.Fear Nothing
.Chicka Chicka Boom Boom
.Master/slave
.Silverwing I and II
Zoning out
Wearing earplugs (It feels like i'm boxed in my mind)
The colors black, green, pink and yellow
Doodles
Salad Fingers
Tom Green

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