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Saikobi
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Profile: Me in a BIG nutshell... brutally honest and yeah just a bit narcissistic My personality falls into two principle types: one shy, sensitive, gentle and patient; the other exuberant, lively and exhibitionist, sometimes hiding the considerable depths of my character under a cloak of frivolity. And I can/do switch between the two whenever I feel needed. I am strong willed and forceful in different ways and have strong convictions, though as I seek truth above all things, I am usually honest enough to change my opinions, however firmly held, if evidence comes to light which persuades me that I have been mistaken. I have a broad vision that brings diverse factors into a whole, and can see both sides of an argument without shilly-shallying as to which side to take. Consequently I like to think that I am unprejudiced and tolerant of other points of view. This is because I can see the validity of the argument, even if I do not accept it. I obey the Quaker exhortation to "Be open to truth, from whatever source it comes," and are prepared to learn from everyone. That being said if I am cornerd it tents to lead to stubbornness on my part. Characteristics that never change are that I am humane, frank, serious minded, genial, refined, sometimes ethereal, and idealistic, though this last quality is tempered with a sensible practicality. I am quick, active and persevering without being self-assertive, and express myself with reason, moderation, dry humor and sometimes sarcasm. I need to retire from the world at times to become a temporary loner. I appreciate opportunities for meditation. Even in company I am fiercely independent and refuse to follow the crowd. I dislike interference by others, however helpfully intended, and will accept it only on my own terms. I don't make friends easily. I sometimes appear to condescend to others and take too little trouble to cultivate the acquaintance of people who do not particularly appeal to me. I do not give myself easily - perhaps my judgment of human nature is too good for that - and I am sometimes accounted as cold. But once I decide that someone is worthy of my friendship or love, I can will myself to become tenacious friend or lover, ready to sacrifice everything for my partner and be faithful to them for life. However, I am sometimes disappointed emotionally because my own high personal ideals cause me to demand more of others than is reasonable. And if I feel I'm being deceived my anger is terrible. If disillusioned, I do NOT forgive. Of course having said all this you never really know what you get yourself into when befriending me for I myself don't really know when and how I change xD The bright side :P Humanitarian, friendly, independent, quirky, willing, progressive, an original thinker, inventive, creative, loyal, idealistic yet rational, honest and loving. The dark side :O Very unpredictable, eccentric, rebellious, contrary, tactless ( if I want to be ) , stubborn, perverse, emotionally oblivious ( sometimes I flick my off switch ), sometimes I have a bad temper. ~~Basics~~ Name:: Julia ~ Jewels Birthday:: 28.01.1986 What is your zodiac sign:: aquarian Birthplace:: leipzig, germany *whhaaaaaahooooooo XD* Current Location:: Monasterevin, Ireland Marital Status:: something i don't really know *lol* Parents still together:: nope Siblings:: 1 1/2 *laughs* Pets:: i have a dog o.o ~~Physical Stuff~~ Eye Color:: blue-grey Hair Color:: dark brown Height:: 5'4 How much do you weigh:: does it really matter? Right handed or left handed:: right Your Heritage:: german... some swedish Your Best Physical Feature:: dunno you tell me hehehe Number of Piercings:: 2 Number of Tattoos:: 0 (but i but i wanne get one ) Shoe Size:: 5 - 6 ~~The Light Side~~ The Shoes You Wore Today:: converse Your Perfect Pizza:: lots of cheese and tomatoes and oehm.... more cheese?? lol Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:: whatever lol Your Bedtime:: it varies Are you a Health Freak:: hm... sometimes i get my moments XD"" Number of CDs I own:: Less than 15, I burn everything My heart aches, Another morning, Just like yesterday, Pain wracks my body, Anguish tortures my soul, I long for the oblivion of sleep, But that is not to be, It will be many hours, Until I can toss fitfully, There is nothing new, Instead my life is on repeat, Day after day after day, No meaning, no purpose, Just the same old thing, Staring at the unchanging walls, Nothing to stop me but pain, It is an effective jailer, A self made prison perhaps, Am I choosing life, Or just a living death? So Freakin CUTE!!!!!!!!!!     Likes: music, drawing, photography, reading, writing, MSN - Chat, My Computer/Laptop, movies, smoothies, PINK(the color XD), pizza, popcorn, lolipops, sleep, WoW my friends from germany, my dog (love him *knuff*) my IPod Dislikes: close minded people, fakes (haters), early mornings, bad/boring books, being lonely, spiders, bugs in general ~.~, shity live acts, cold weather (RAIN hate it), birdshit, olives >.< , strawberry week XD, being sick ppl that downrate, when ppl say they will reply but than their just being lazy fucks and don't, Homophobes, TOKIO HOTEL *shoot those fuckers* Favorite Music: Thirty Seconds to Mars, Placebo, Sum 41, Evanescence, Incubus, The Used, Lostprophets, Fall out Boy, My Chemical Romance, Toten Hosen, Aertzte, Dir en grey Linkin Park Billy Talent Nightwish Enter Shikari Nine Inch Nails Black Sabbath
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