Yea...I've already fallen a couple of times before..but this time there's so much more riding on which ever I choose and so little time. Stressful is my new word to decribe my life. But again thank you for all your wonderful words
....I'm not sure right now how I want to live...either stay where I'm needed and hate my life...or go where I'm cared for and feel horrible for leaving like I might...that's my nightmare