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Sex: female
Age: 20
Location: Aylesbury, Bucks, United Kingdom
Orientation: Pansexual
Rating: 9.90
Rating points: 676
Member since: October 06, 2004
Last logged in: July 03, 2009, 07:32am
Status: VF Addict
Occupation: Professional Flirt
Account Status: Free Account
Rated by: 68 people

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SUGAR AND SPICE AND ALL THINGS NICE,
THAT'S WHAT LITTLE GIRLS ARE MADE OF.






Hey. They call me lip cause I'm a gobby little shite with a lipring. I say what I think which gets me into trouble a lot. I'm a pacifist. I like big hair and long hugs. I have an extremely short attention span. Everything makes me happy. I'm afraid of men. I get frustrated when I can't explain something. I shake when I talk about something I'm passionate about. I use big words. I feel old. Have done since I was 16. I know the lyrics to songs before I've heard them. I'm in love with the idea of love. I make people uncomfortable. I have BPD. Look it up. I'm pansexual. Look it up. I see and hear things that aren't there. It's not as bad as it sounds. I don't understand right and wrong until someone explains it to me. I have a life outside of myspace. I don't use text speak. I read a lot. I know what I'm talking about. I like any music I can feel. I have green eyes. I'm vegan. I say words that don't exist. I don't think I'm better than you. I learn fast. I think fast. I want to know EVERYTHING. I think about things too much. I sleep too little. I never turn off. The end.













- I know a thing or two about computers
- I can make some clothes
- I can make some hair falls and DEs
- I can speak english, some french, some german, some japanese and some dutch along with british sign language
- Sometimes I like colour and other times I like no colour
- I can remember more than you can
- I can draw and do
- I am a photographer
- I can write better than you think
- I am pitch perfect and if you are tone deaf I will tell you about it
- I don't like 99% of people, however I am polite to 100% of people
- The people I love are few, but they know who they are
- I suffer from FMS (Full Moon Syndrome)
- I can sing and do frequently
- I get easily upset
- I don't need your pity
- I do need your attention
- I am fond of the people who are furthest from me
- I am HAPPIEST when I'm with someone else
- I can't be alone
- My biggest fear is the end of the world
- I sometimes don't have the guts to do the things I want to
- I am a vegan.
- I have MPD/DID, OCD, BPD and bad Paranoia
- I have a love-hate relationship with the mirror



#1) Why do you wear goggles? Because they give me x-ray vision so I can see inside your empty head
#2) Is Lydia your real name? No.
#3) Then what is it from? It's the name of the main character in the book I am writing.
#4) Are you a Goff/Goth/Goffik/Gothic? In some aspects, that is not all I am though.
#5) Can I add you? That depends. Do not add me if:
You don't speak any english
I don't know you
You want to cam
You havn't read my pro
You have never spoken to me

#6) Why didn't you comment/rate me back? I am very busy, however I will not comment back if all you put was "nice pro 10" or you told me to rate you. What can I say to that? Be inventive or leave.
#7) Where do you get your clothes? Camden Market or online.
#8) Who does your hair and make-up? Me.
#9) Can you do mine? Sure.
#10) What is your favourite song? Strange Little Girl by The Stranglers.
#11) Why are you Vegeterian/Vegan? Because thousands of healthy animals not only die extremely young but are tortured their whole lives beforehand for a food that our bodies don't need
#12) Will you make me some falls/clothes/graphics/backgrounds etc.? Sure, of course, just ask.














PRIDE

I am proud of my:

Eyes
Hair
Sense Of Humour
Friends
Art
Writing
Poetry
Intelligence
Style
Clothes
Randomness
Niceness
The Fact That I Don't Care How Stuck Up You Think I Am Or Whether You Agree With Me Or Not
Ability To Shut You Up
Memory
Niece and nephew
Mum and brothers


ENVY

I am jealous of people who:

Are More Talented Than Me
Are Prettier Than Me
Have Nice Dads
Aren't Scared Of Spiders
Are Generic Angels
Are Wahasha Angels
Are Better Than Me In Any Way, Shape Or Form
Are Skinny As Fuck
Have More Money Than Me
Look Better Than Me No Matter What They Wear
Are Happy All The Time
Are Dead
Live In Camden


GLUTTONY

I am gluttonous with:

Broccoli
Jelly Beans
Joosters
Shepherds Pie
Lasagne
Hot Chocolate
Vimto
Banana Milkshake


LUST

I am lusty toward:

Girls
Boys
Blood
Fishnets
Stilletos
Boots (Mostly New Rocks)
Piercings
Tattoos
Biting
Being bitten
Hands
Fluffy Handcuffs
Roleplay
Uniforms
Costumes
Tieing Up
Being Tied Up
Garters
Garter Belts
Stockings
Controlled Pain
Big thighs


ANGER

I am angry toward:

Closed-Mindedness
Discrimination
Racism
Fascism
Capitalism
Scene Kids
Lame People
Ugly People (By MY Judgement)
Pathetic People
Rude People
People Who Think I Care That I offend Them
People Who Think I Care That I'm A Hypocrite
Hypocrites
Crap Music
Two-Faced People
People Who Don't Like Me
Certain Ex-Boyfriends
People Who Don't Listen
My Dad
Things That Smell Bad
Smokers
Alcoholics
People Who Do Drugs
Weak People
People Who Stare
People Who Shout At People In Wheelchairs Or Act Like They're Stupid (As If They Can't Hear You Cause They're Sitting)
Security Guards
People Who Are Up Themselves With No Reason To Be
People Who Think They Are 'Alternative' Because They Listen To CUNTING Green Day
Myself


GREED

I can be greedy with:

Money
Time
Love
Compliments
My Friends
Clothes
Accesories
Hair Products
Make-Up
Space
My Dog
My Niece
Possesions
The Bed Covers
The Bed
CD's
Music


SLOTH

I can be slothful regarding:

Homework
Coursework
Chores
Talking
Moving
Getting Up
Making A Drink
Leaving The Room
Being Helpful
Walking
Making An Effort Of Any Kind









PRUDENCE

I display prudence (rationality and good judgement) with:

Shopping
College Work
Going Away Somewhere
Matters Of The Heart
Advice
Pretty Much Everything I Bother To Think About


TEMPERANCE

I have displayed temperance with:

Alcohol
Drugs
Sex
Food
Talking
Violence


FORTITUDE

I have shown fortitude with:

Injuries
Heart Ache
Death
Violence
Rape
Mental Abuse
Idiots


JUSTICE

I am just with:

Love
Money
Words
Hugs
Kisses
Harsh Words
Losers
People
Myself


FAITH

I have faith in:

Angels
Magic
Myself
My Friends
People
Peace
Love
Justice
My Family
Music
My Idols
The World
Karma
An Afterlife
MY God (Not God)


HOPE

I hope for:

Love
Success
More Friends
Fun
Laughter
Money
Peace
An Afterlife
Company
Happiness
Work In Music
Good Times
Bad Times
Great Sex
A Long Life
Children
Perfection Of Everything
A Happy Death


CHARITY

I am unselfish toward:

Nice People
Pretty People
My Friends
My Family
Myself
People I Like
People I Love
Random Hobos
Random People
Whoever The Hell I Feel Like














ANIQAH
This is my niece. She is one of the most perfect things on earth. It sucks sometimes that she likes me so much cause I get stuck baby-sitting, but its ok really. She also has a baby brother, Rais, who she is exited about and kisses a lot, lol...<3




GENNY
Even though she lives so far away, I really couldn't have done without this girl. My sister, she knows some things only me, and her know. She is not doing so good right now, so I can't talk to her often, but I want her to know she is always in my heart. She helped me through some really weird stuff and never made me feel stupid for saying some unbelievable things. I miss her so much it's unreal. Love you Gen.




NICK
Nick is one of my greatest friends. He's better than you and has been dead longer. He's got more SMESH than you could ever imagine so watch out or you'll get aids. He means so much to me I wish I saw him everyday, I really don't think I would ever find someone i'd rather see all the time. Weve been through some hard times but mostly weve had so much fun I cant even believe how much I love him. <3




DUNCAN
This boy is one of the best people ever. He's smart, witty, funny, shexy and fun to be with. He looks like an psycho, but is actually properly sweet, lol. He is so fun to talk to and there have been so many good times, like driving round and round doing nothing and sneaking out to amersham to go to yuppie bars. Whether we are sitting around doing nothing or out at a party or pub, it always feels like I've known him 1000 years. He makes me comfortable being me. I love you forever <3




JAKE
The stealthiest, most jacking-offest, most magical hoboish piece of smesh that ever walked the earth. He knew I was going to say this... Cutting the crap, he's an awesome dude who lives much too far away. He was also best man at my wedding so screw everyone else. He's amazing and I can't imagine what things would be like if I'd have never met him. <3




TIM
Yay tim. People can say what they want, but I think hes just lovely. He's funny like you wouldn't believe, pretty, so intelligent and a good friend. He has some...odd moods at times, but that's one of the things that makes him so special. No one could come close to replacing him...so don't even try. <3




JAY
Jay was my brother instantly when I met him, he's so fucking hardcore amazing. Fuckle buckle truckle. I love it when he stays over and we stay up all night just watching GayDateTV and drinking tea and smoking. We always manage to get each other into STITCHES laughing and rolling about on the sofa. He is the one I can talk to endlessly about life, love and little chickens tickling our stomachs while we sleep. He will always live on in the comic I write about him, lol. Love you jaycore <3



GEOFF
Geoff is one of the best people ever and I love him UBER ammounts. Sorry we shaved you geoff..I cant think how crap my life was before I met him. Hes so funny it cracks me up. From day one we started having inside jokes like "*blip* Shit Ive got a hernea!" and "*blop* oh no its ok its gone now". Still makes me smile now. No one can recite the young ones and monty python like me and geoff and 'our song' always has to be done. I love just smoking and eating doughnut balls in my bad with him. Love you!




JOE
Joe, Joe, Joe.. Thankyou for listening to all the bullshit I go on about and never asking anything in return. You make me laugh so hard, but the difference between you and others is that when I need you to be serious you are and when I need cheering up you can be silly again. I love you so much, you need to know how amazing you are.


CHARLIE
The best girl I've ever ever met. The best ex girlfriend I've ever had. The funnest times I've ever experienced. She lives oposite my mum's house which means we turned to each other at first because it was 10pm so everyone else was too far away.. then we actually realised we had the funniest days with each other. Like buying fluff in MK in the american shop and trying to find the best stuff Anne Summers had to offer and sitting at hers watching the L word and playing singstar and getting in her pool naked and of course, not forgetting the drunken singing with my mum. Nothing could ever take me away from you. Love you charlie <3


More to come...












#1) I love the moon
#2) I love to be rained on
#3) I love to walk
#4) I love to do things just to prove I can
#5) I love to prove people wrong
#6) I love to do ridiculous things even if I fail
#7) I love to laugh
#8) I love waking up one morning and realising I can go back to sleep
#9) I love thinking
#10) I love that people think I'm nuts
#11) I love shopping in London
#12) I love London itself
#13) I love my dogs
#14) I love my mum
#15) I love little brother
#16) I love my older brother
#17) I love my niece
#18) I love my sister-in-law
#19) I love being in the car
#20) I love certain music
#21) I love my guitar
#22) I love my friends
#23) I love the earth
#24) I love nature
#25) I love being called a no good hippy
#26) I love being called baby
#27) I love to be asked questions
#28) I love to be called random ‘bad’ things like Bitch, Slut, Goth, Psycho and Freak (especially by strangers)
#29) I love to be kissed on the cheek
#30) I love my life
#31) I love knowing I have won an argument
#32) I love winning
#33) I love it when strangers stare at me
#34) I love having something really cool to say
#35) I love giving unexpected gifts
#36) I love receiving unexpected gifts
#37) I love being happy
#38) I love making people happy
#39) I love going to a gig or concert
#40) I love proving I know all the lyrics to a song
#41) I love hearing my friends talk
#42) I love watching my friends
#43) I love it when my foreign friends ask me what something means in English
#44) I love that my friends never get angry
#45) I love hearing “My god, I love you.” (It’s so much more convincing than “yeah, me too.”)
#46) I love being tickled
#47) I love bear hugs from Chris
#48) I love long chats about anything and everything with my mum
#49) I love long talks
#50) I love laying beneath the stars and spouting random philosophies
#51) I love feeling safe
#52) I love being in my friend’s arms
#53) I love watching my friends smiling on webcam
#54) I love to see my friends smile
#55) I love boots
#56) I love fishnets
#57) I love stilettos
#58) I love punk rock animals like cows and Llamas
#59) I love Ocelots and jungle cats
#60) I love films
#61) I love the smell of petrol
#62) I love speech impediments
#63) I love feminine guys
#64) I love Goths
#65) I love gay guys
#66) I love accents
#67) I love foamy the squirrel
#68) I love all my inanimate yet named objects
#69) I love being horny
#70) I love VampireFreaks.com
#71) I love people who aren't afraid to be themselves
#72) I love People who think for themselves
#73) I love knowing what I love
#74) I love knowing what love is
#75) I love knowing I am right and not needing to argue with someone about it
#76) I love letting people think they are right when they aren't
#77) I love to sing
#78) I love to cry
#79) I love to be hypocritical
#80) I love it when I'm left alone when I need to be
#81) I love eyeliner
#82) I love blood
#83) I love getting text messages
#84) I love chains
#85) I love piercings
#86) I love tattoos
#87) I love lilies
#88) I love black roses
#89) I love this smilie ^_^
#90) I love swords
#91) I love Halloween
#92) I love guitars
#93) I love extreme sports
#94) I love safety pins
#95) I love purple
#96) I love being a Goth/hippy/punk thing
#97) I love mosh pits
#98) I love arm warmers
#99) I love Goth/punk/cyber clothes
#100) I love dreadlocks
#101) I love my posters
#102) I love painting
#103) I love drawing
#104) I love writing
#105) I love computers
#106) I love leather
#107) I love spikes
#108) I love dark angels
#109) I love anime
#110) I love Tokyo (harajuku)
#111) I love German language
#112) I love WW2
#113) I love Japanese language
#114) I love cool cars
#115) I love black
#116) I love fingerless gloves
#117) I love emo guys
#118) I love cats
#119) I love animals
#120) I love family stuff
#121) I love holidays
#122) I love sleeping
#123) I love most musical instruments
#124) I love talking on MSN
#125) I love surfing the net
#126) I love watching some TV shows
#127) I love being a nerd
#128) I love kissing my people in thier sleep
#129) I love my bedroom
#130) I love cool coloured combats on guys
#131) I love talking with my friends (MSN counts)
#132) I love the word spiffy
#133) I love the word rad
#134) I love inside jokes
#135) I love giving compliments
#136) I love receiving compliments
#137) I love hands round my throat
#138) I love biting
#139) I love being bitten
#140) I love knowing secrets
#141) I love some science
#142) I love vimto
#143) I love ice blasts
#144) I love Lipton’s ice tea
#145) I love having a good day
#146) I love smiling
#147) I love it when everything goes right
#148) I love nice hands
#149) I love weird eyes
#150) I love deep, bright and/or pretty eyes
#151) I love one eye one colour and one another colour
#152) I love bright green eyes
#153) I love hair dye
#154) I love my attitude problem
#155) I love being in love
#156) I love feeling loved
#157) I love feeling wanted
#158) I love feeling needed
#159) I love everyone worth loving
#160) I love controlled pain
#161) I love blood letting
#162) I love cool tattoos
#163) I love kinkiness
#164) I love my bed
#165) I love MMDN
#166) I love psychological thrillers
#167) I love my PS2
#168) I love certain PS2 games
#169) I love reading
#170) I love horror/thriller books
#171) I love Dean Koontz books
#172) I love lip rings
#173) I love cool piercings
#174) I love punks
#175) I love skaters
#176) I love good parties
#177) I love good clubs
#178) I love getting pissed
#179) I love hanging out with people I love
#180) I love hanging around somewhere outside at night
#181) I love rain
#182) I love the world covered in lots of snow
#183) I love the world covered in rain
#184) I love my kingdom
#185) I love my imagination
#186) I love hugs
#187) I love kissing in the rain
#188) I love the feeling you get when magic goes through you
#189) I love realising something really cool
#190) I love smiling because of something I’ve thought of and no one knows what I’m smiling at
#191) I love licking people
#192) I love hearing my friends laugh
#193) I love long tongues
#194) I love good kissers
#195) I love my fluffy handcuffs
#196) I love graveyards (especially at night)
#197) I love my collar
#198) I love my lead
#199) I love vampires
#200) I love mythical beasts
#201) I love candles
#202) I love playing with candle wax
#203) I love white witchcraft
#204) I love the stars
#205) I love space
#206) I love astral physics
#207) I love my clothes designs
#208) I love cute 18+ Japanese girls dressed as schoolgirls
#209) I love uniforms
#210) I love cool knee high socks
#211) I love cool make-up
#212) I love moshing
#213) I love dancing in the rain
#214) I love black nail varnish
#215) I love skull designs
#216) I love banana milkshakes
#217) I love rebellion
#218) I love doodling
#219) I love long phone calls
#220) I love sherbet
#221) I love peppermint flavoured stuff
#222) I love oil burners
#223) I love sharing a sleeping bag
#224) I love sporks
#225) I love Gothic architecture
#226) I love meditating
#227) I love fire
#228) I love gothic jewellery
#229) I love the gothic Lolita look
#230) I love candy floss
#231) I love castles
#232) I love creepy stuff
#233) I love androgynous looking guys
#234) I love mysterious people
#235) I love natural beauty
#236) I love funny cartoons
#237) I love funny stand up comedy
#238) I love anything that makes me laugh
#239) I love thunder and lightning storms
#240) I love freedom
#241) I love honour
#242) I love peace
#243) I love justice
#244) I love respect
#245) I love loyalty
#246) I love lust
#247) I love satisfaction
#248) I love lollipops
#249) I love wings
#250) I love kisses
#251) I love natural places of beauty
#252) I love pale skin
#253) I love the smell of outside at 6am
#254) I love the silence and atmosphere of being out in the small hours of the morning
#255) I love bubbles
#256) I love good art
#257) I love my fingernails when they’re long
#258) I love taking pictures
#259) I love being satisfied with the way I look
#260) I love flirting
#261) I love songs with deep meaning
#262) I love songs with personal significance
#263) I love waking up feeling great after having been ill
#264) I love 60’s/70’s retro style
#265) I love spontaneity
#266) I love not having to wait to get what I want
#267) I love the smell after it rains
#268) I love joosters in my in my ice blast


(more to come)








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I don't have much room for ignorance and close-minded people. I don't like people who get scared by things and don't admit it. I don't like people who are scared of the unknown. I don't like feeling obligated. I don't like spending time thining of things I hate, it's not productive, where as you will notice my love list is VERY large.







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