First off. If you're going to add me..TALK TO ME!! >:O Also...I'm in an open relationship with a drop dead sexy Marine, so please refrain from hitting on me. kthanx

Well Hello there! Welcome to my page!!! NOW GO AWAY!!! not really though. I'll be glad to have you as a friend, if you will be my friend. Most of what you will ask me about is written here or in the categories just a little to the left of what you are reading. Anyways my name is Abi, I have long dark brown hair with two whiteish strips in the front.(my hair will be white and black eventually) I'm 5 foot 1 i think and I only weigh about 94 lbs(probably not healthy but I love it). The town I live in sucks but there are some fun people here. I have overly romanticized view of EVERYTHING. I fixate on beauty and fashion. I am hoping to one day become a model and a fashion designer, though I am going to a private art college in Milwaukee for Illustration in the fall. I have an obsession with beauty, fancy weapons, dolls and the Victorian and Edwardian eras. I'm a Lolita/EGA girl. I'm small and cute and random as hell most of the time(I have ADHD). I am the only real in Janesville so HA Also, if you are male and thinking about hitting on me, please don't. Unless you look like a Victorian god or something I am really not interested. And even if you DO look like a Victorian god, it's still not likely that I will be interested. So please, refrain from trying to get naked pictures or get me to go on webcam or any other such thing because it is NOT going to happen. I can be very judgmental but I will be polite so long as you are polite towards me. :) If you are rude, mean, or insulting towards me I WILL BITE YOUR FUCKING HEAD OFF >:O

I am a devoted Pagan and I am very proud of that fact. I follow the Goddess Selene, and the horned God Cercunnos(you can see pictures of them in my random folder). I have a healthy respect for the Goddesses and the Gods and all of their children. The Mother is who I pray to and the Father is who protects me. If you have any questions about more specific details about my religious views then just ask. :)

and 'Wicca' are two different things. I do not dance naked around a fire in the middle of a forest yelling chants and so on and so forth(as Wiccans often do). I pray to the old Gods and spirits. Wiccans don't know a damn thing about the Gods and they're going to screw up and end up calling out some demon and then I will laugh.

I absolutely despise what Christianity has become. I admire those who are TRUE Christians and actually follow their own rules. Those who claim to be Christians and go around gay bashing and forcing their beliefs on other people are hypocritical, close-minded, ignorant FUCKS who are not worthy to even speak the name of their God.

"As the Father stands to protect me, may the Mother grace me with her love."

"Bless by my feet that carry me on my path
Blessed by my knees that support me before the divine
Blessed by my abdomin that gives me inner strength
Blessed by my breast that holds my heart true to them
Blessed by my lips that speak their sacred names
Blessed by my eyes that see the beauty of their love
Blessed by my mind that seek their knowledge and wisdom."

-My very sexy, very sweet, absolutely perfect, US Marine, Spencer <3
-My two greatest passions are beauty and fashion! Elegant Gothic Lolita style, and Elegant Gothic Aristocrat style are my main focus for style(old school gothic type are also amazing).
-I very much adore the Victorian and Edwardian eras, nothing is more romantic than a man buying his girl an elegant silver brush set or a beautiful dress or a porcelain doll.
-Interior designs from the Victorian Era, elaborate woodwork, vanity tables, deep purples, reds and golds, luxurious everything. I was born in the wrong era.
-Modeling for photographers is something I've discovered that I love doing! :D even if I may not like how I look all the time.
-Creating artwork is always fun for me. I am an artist and I always will be! Oil paint and pencil are my two favorite mediums. Pastels are fun to.
-I like fighting and wrestling with my friends.
-Swinging, going for long walks and concerts are always fun things to do.
-Tea, I absolutely love tea. Chai and Earl Grey are my current favorites.
-Candy and sweets will always cheer me up! Especially cakes!
-I enjoy reading old books and I like poetry as well.
-I love beautiful dolls and cute and fluffy stuffed animals.
-I loooove cats(and have been told I act like one) -I really like huskies!(and will be getting one when I finish college) -Silver, Sapphires and Tanzanite
-Stawberries(one can never have to many strawberries), blueberries, blackberries, and kiwi
-Sour foods
-Lightning
-The night sky
-Roses
-Orchids
-Lilys
-And on another note, I LOVE to be bitten, scratched, choked, pinned down and being dominated.

-First and foremost. I DESPISE my bitch of a "mother" and the rest of my useless family.
-Metal music
-Angsty Metal heads
-Country music
-Rap/hiphop music
-Attention whores
-The kids at my school who claim to be 'gothic' or 'lolita'
-Scene kids
-Abusive(physically or emotionally) men
-Guys who only think about sex
-Guys who only comment on pictures of girls that are half naked or doing something sexually provocative
-Girls who use half naked pictures/dress like skanks to get attention(if you really are beautiful then guys will compliment when you are modestly dressed)
-Girls who don't know how to dress themselves
-Girls who look down on me for not dressing as a skank like them.
-Fat girls who act like total whores
-Really fat girls who dress like they are skinny(no one wants to see that!)
-Drugs of any kind
-Alcohol, not saying I wouldn't drink, but I will not fixate on being fucked up all the damn time. It's a waste of money
-Manual labor
-People who think they are better than me
-Spicy foods
-the color yellow
-Gold
-Bugs
-Politics
-Slow drivers
-Injections (I have a phobia of needles)

Nine Inch Nails, Arkona, Crystal Method, System of a Down, Nightwish, Smile Empty Soul, Sublime, Chevelle, Red, Rammstein , Lacuna Coil, Dir En Grey, Bob Marley, Moi Dix Mois, Malice Mizer, ALI Project, HIM, David Garret, Psyclon Nine, Random classical music, and opera/ theatrical music.

-Law and Order
-Rozen Maiden
-Numbers
-Eureka
-Dark Shadows
-Night Visions
-Tales from the Dark side
-Beyond belief:fact or fiction
-Evangelion:Neon Genisis
-Ghost in the Shell: Stand Alone Complex
-Underworld(all)
-Interview with a Vampire
-Queen of the Damned
-Frankenstein
-The Mummy
-Megashark vs. Giant Octopus
-Deadgirl
-Battle LA
-The book of Eli
-Constantin
-The Uninvited

"Oh God, we're not gonna have to hug or anything are we?" - dude from supernatural

"'What is human?' Nothing but a being of Malice and Misery" - Mana-Sama

"Go find a cheerleader and saw her legs off." - JTHM

"In our darkest moment, we pray to the devil to save us." - ???

"Ceiling cat IS watching you masturbate" - lolcat

"Cousin-Go check over there.
Me-You do it.
Cousin-You have I don't.
Me-Are there snakes down here?
Cousin-Ya but probably not over there.
Me-My problem with that sentence would be the 'probably'" - Me and Sam

"The world'll knock you down, The world'll take you out. There's not one mother fucker in this world that's gonna live forever!" - Smile Empty Soul

"He'll do your ass like dishes!" -Luigi

"I was thinking about parallel realities earlier, and if you think about it..in another dimention..everyone in this room is having a giant orgy!" -Brian

"Behold, in it's natural habitat, the elusive Burd bird!" -Alletta

"I will build a castle to the clouds, not to be closer to God but to be farther from you" -???

"Me-What the fuck is that?
Friend-Its an Ugli fruit.
Me-Does that mean there is an Ugli tree?
Friend-I guess so
Me-So I could take a branch from that tree, carve it into a stick and literally beat someone with an Ugli stick! FUCKING WIN!" -Me and Nate

"The Marines I have seen around the world have the cleanest bodies, the filthiest minds, the highest morale, and the lowest morals of any group of animals I have ever seen. Thank God for the United States Marine Corps!" -Eleanore Roosevelt