Status: The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing that I wont touch again.In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night while I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight.
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Sex: female Age: 18 Location: mOBSCENE,
Maine, United States
Member since: June 23, 2009 Account: Free Account Orientation: Pansexual Father::I_am_among_no_one
Latest Journal Entry:No Subject January 09, 2012, 05:23pm
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About Me
Name: Kat Shadows.
Studying Cosmetology at Spa Tech Institute.
Nicknames: Kitty, KitKat.
Piercings: Nose, Cartilage, Ears.
Tattoos: 1, shoulder.
Hair & Eyes: Black hair. Blue eyes.
My name is Kat. I'm different from who I used to be and I highly suggest you read this. I've come to the point in my life where all I want is happiness, no petty high school drama bullshit. I won't lie to you - I like to drink and get trashed, have fun. However, I know when to stop if need be. I don't eat a lot anymore, food is my enemy. I've been hurt a lot in the past which makes it hard for me to trust people now, so if you want my trust you'll genuinely have to work hard for it. I lost the most important person in my life to murder and I have my moments when I want nothing to do with you or the world. Whoever wants to be in my life has to have patience for that every now and then. I used to smoke marijuana until it started reacting weirdly with my body and a scary run in I had with the police. So I tend to stay away from it but don't care if you do it. I like piercings, tattoos and wearing lots of makeup - if you don't like that, shove your comments up your ass. My skin is my canvas. My sense of humor can get me through just about anything. I have horrible sleeping habits which keep me up all night and cause me to sleep all day. Don't bitch about it, I know. I'm used to being alone, from recently getting rid of all my "friends" because they were dragging me into a downward spiral into no where. I'm going to school for hair and makeup with a little modeling on the side and plan on doing something big with life. So, if you want to be in my life then make an effort because I'm sick of forcing people in. And please don't try and tell me you're different - prove it.
Likes
Blood. Nitrous Oxide. Alcohol. Sex. A good book.
Night swimming. Sunsets. The moon. Horror & gore.
Psychology. Reading about serial killers. Dubstep.
Dislikes
Animal abuse. Child abuse. No makeup. No coffee. When all the alcohol is gone. When people try to control my life because I'm "out of control".