
I'm growing up, and I'm growing harsh.
I have a question:
How can you randomly come across a person -whether in real life or online- and automatically decide that you do not like them, when they have never said a word or given you any ounce of a reason to dislike them?
People who answer with a simple "because" just disgust me, honestly.
First and foremost- I am not new to VF [7 years]; my recently deleted account was Afterrhythmia, as well.
I am me:
Cay [or some choice nickname].
Dead on 20, yo.
OMG, WHUT?! I'm Single?
Well, yerpp..
Truly Polyamorous.
I am Pansexual.
If you don't know what pansexual means, click the word and read.
In response to some idiots who have confronted me about it; I am not "into women because the media has brainwashed me"
Shakes head, I mean REALLY? Don't be a dolt, sir; I've been thinking about women since I was small. No joke.
I am Loud, Brash, Overly Opinionated, Passionate, In your Face, A punk, Obnoxious, Pissy, Dirty-Minded, Silly, Smart, Mean and Affectionate..
Depending on the day.
But usually I'm a moody bitch that wouldn't give two shits whether you're friend or foe; I just may chew you out because I'm bored. I'm like that.
Bitch.. bitch is like a compliment, spiked with venom and lovely to my ears.
Pick better attacks, guys.
I'm REALLY, really tired of guys, girls -he's she's and idk's- and the smuttiness that exudes from them: No crappy relationships for me, thanks.
And in case you're confused, by relationship[s], I mean every sense of the word; girl-, boy-, friend.
I'm African American, Shoshone Indian, and Norwegian and very, very proud of my heritage. All of it.
I hope one day to visit Norway.. hell I hope to visit all of the Nordic Countries.
I'm still crossing my fingers that someone will teach me Norwegian. [hinthint//]
THE sweetest thing I have EVER been told:
"You know, if there is one thing that meassures your mind, it's your beauty"
Compliments like this:
"...You're the reason boys have wet dreams I'm quite sure lol"
Make me choke on Muffins XD
"coz with those eyes of yours u capture men like pokemons XD"
Cutest thing any one has EVER told me :3 Kawaii! Thanks Eddi <3
"I don't have an older sis to look up 2 so I look up 2 you"
Awww That's makes me so happpyy<3
Amusing as hell from
Placenta_Leak:
"...it goes like this, i go to new photos and i see a photo of you and im like "omg this girl is gorgeous" and then i see the name and im like "oh,i know her"..."
I like adore lovely compliments.
My little Disclaimer:
I ALWAYS reply.
It may take a while because I HAVE A LIFE outside of VF, but I will ALWAYS reply, If I see your message.
Don't get butthurt if I reply to some and not you, I probably know them better than you.
ALSO- I will ALWAYS be there for anyone if they need someone. I honestly give a shit.
ANYWAYS:
I've experienced a lot in my life, therefore I'm not good with sugar-coating and dishonesty. I love the straight truth and the blunt reality.
Against common misconception, I am NOT a flirt; a great majority of my life was me, hanging out with guys, so I'm just naturally more relaxed with them; girls are more likely to be flirted with, honestly. They make me heart swoooon.
I'm not a pessimist, I'm just an observer of another kind; the one that doesn't see the pretty lighting at the end of every tunnel.
I'm big on diction, and grammar, not so much punctuation because I despise apostrophes. They annoy me for no apparent reason, other than the fact that my fingers just hate traveling that far. I'm not unintelligent, I'm just lazy as hell. Basically meaning: I'm fine with foreign misspellings and oops I thought it was spelled like that's, but please just don't "TyP LIk3 D1s".. pleaasee.
I am horribly awkward in most group interactions.
I curse like a sailor and I'm sorrie in advance, it's the way I express myself when my dictionary andd thesaurus aren't right in front of my damn face.
I hate glitter and pale colors; I am however a lot more feminine than I come off to be. I don't shop as a sport, I shop out of habit and nerves.
For our sakes, please do not ever patronize, belittle, manipulate, or in any form be condescending towards me.. my anger is as quick as my comebacks and age does not mean I have nothing intelligent to retort with.
On the topic of age, don't mention it in relation to my intellect, maturity, or looks. Age has nothing to do with it, so don't start.
I like to be N-I-C-E.
I tend to be dramatic within reason, BUT I hate drama.
I love sarcasm.
I've a plethora of fears and phobias and I admit that they have in the past, stopped me.
I deal with what I'm given and I deal with it how I want. There's no correct way to live.
Graphic Novels
Batman
The Joker [anything but Heath Ledger]
Click for a summarized explaination of my ideal Joker.
Photography
Modeling
Boys
Girls
Food
Halloween
Vintage Tats
Carmel Apple Suckers
Jackets
Hats
Plushies
Rats
Intellect
Humor
A real conversation
Gettingg dolled up
Foreign Horror
Movies in general
My heritage
I cannot stand when someone is racist; it's not like we choose how we form inside the womb.
Pretty people with elitest personalities; If you can't treat everyone right, you're ugly.
I am NOT your sex slave! Nor do I want one!!
Girls who dress/pose like whores in next to nohting disgust me; I can get a compliment with all my clothes on, can you?









