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Laura has never spoken about herself in third person but she thought she would try out this sentence purely for shits and giggles because she is very silly like that.

I do tend to complain more than I'd like to admit, the thing is, I don't complain miserably I like to make rants funny and make jokes out of things that bug me.

I love animals
I'm one of those people who could go on and on for an entire hour about the unfairness animals have such as how it's unfair an animal gets put to sleep for attacking a human but a human does the same thing and only goes inside for a while Where's the fairness there??. Anyone would think i'm a supporter of PETA, But honestly i'm not lol I did think about it until I realised They'd want to burn my house down because i'm not a vegan or a vegetarian. I did try for a while to be veggie but I got ill
I'm anaemic see.

I have BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder), Also known as EUPD (Emotionally Unstable Personality Disorder)
I choose to go by the first name because it's much more convenient to remember and pronounce lol.
This illness means I can be a flaming bitch at times, The general terminology of BPD is, erratic, uncontrollable mood swings,impulsive behaviour,a likelihood of becoming addicted to drugs,alcohol or unsafe sex.Unstable self image and often sufferers of this illness self harm or attempt/complete suicide.
Much like Bipolar but without the cycle.
I would like to point out though, that although the medical synopsis of this thing do make BPD sufferers sound terrible, they generally tend to focus on the negative aspects.
No one is ever constantly on one extreme or the other you have times when your moods and behaviour are ''normal'' it just takes little cause/reason to make you switch from normal to depressed, angry or euphoric.

Because my little girl is disabled, She needs ALOT of care- I'll explain a little of what she has-
ASD (holes in heart)
VSD (holes in heart)
Pulmonary Stenosis (Narrowing arteries)
Moderate to severe reflux (it's where the acid in the stomach comes up into the eosophagus and mouth, making her vomit quite alot)
Failure to thrive (she finds it difficult to gain and maintain weight- She has to be tube fed on a night to aid weight gain)
Developmental delay (she's 2 years old but looks like she's only about a year old, she's only recently started to crawl)
She has profound sensory neural bilateral hearing loss
(This is the reason I speak BSL)
For these reasons I don't get to go out much, when I do get to go out I cannot get drunk, I can drink but I can't get drunk as when I get back I need to be competent to see to the feeding machine incase in malfunctions.
her disabilities are also the reason I FUCKING HATE social services!!
They know next to fuck all about how to care for a child with complex health problems so when she loses weight or doesn't put enough on or gets a viral infection (almost always picked up at the dirty nursery she goes to...) They always point the finger at me making out like I don't feed her properly.
I hate when people defend social services always saying shit like, Oh well if the parent were a good parent social services wouldn't be involved. That is the biggest steaming pile of bullshit I've ever heard!

These robots are too busy harassing people like myself to help children who do need their help, I wish they'd go help them and leave innocent families alone.

When Christine is old enough to go to school- I'd like to train to become a Nurse. I've wanted to be a nurse for years.

I like to draw-
I'm not very good at it, But I like to do it all the same. If you want proof of how rubbish I really am at drawing, I have DA account.

I like to dance-
When I were younger I used to be a cheerleader, I loved it. Only When I got sick I had to take like 2 months off
By the time I went back I were dressing alternative- So the other girls then decided to exclude me from conversations- It hurt my feelings so I quit.
I learned how to belly dance- It's fun and gives you one hell of a work out lol.
When I'm in the club I dance like a whore
At the beginning of this year- I took up Ballet as I've always loved Ballet but never got the chance to take classes- I hated it lol
It wasn't the dance I hated it was the useless instructor- He ignored the newbies and focussed only on the ones who'd been going to the classes a long time- He didn't correct newbies on mistakes. Put it this way- I think he's a criminal haha, He had me doing pointe work...ON MY FIRST LESSON
I can say now though that I can stand en pointe.

I get obsessed with things alot. My current obsession is Sleepy Hollow
Especially the Hessian. (The Tim Burton version though)
I have a Hessian fansite-
Hessian Shrine

I like sunshine-
Which is why I hate England so much because the sun clearly dislikes us.
I don't just like any sunshine though I like it when it's hot.
Which we definitely NEVER get here!.