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Status: Going Steampunk! Sex: male Age: 19 Location: Hatboro, Pennsylvania, United States Member since: June 25, 2007 Account: Premium Member Orientation: Asexual Status: Single Occupation: Writer ADD FRIEND ADD FAVORITE ADD TO SHITLIST ADD TO CULT BLOCK USER REPORT USER

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Hi, I'm Billy. I am half Scottish half Korean, and I embrace both cultures. I usually describe myself in two halves. I often have personality traits that are polar opposites of each other. I am quite innocent and cheerful, but at the same time I can be very dark and evil. I can very quiet and shy at times, but others I can be very loud and obnoxious. I love dark and gruesomely evil stories or movies, but I also have an EXTREMELY soft spot for cute things like bunnies, kitties, people who act really innocent, children, and all that stuff. I am an open minded Christian and a friend of anyone else who calls themselves the same. =) I am usually a nice person until I perceive an attack against me, and I deal with it. I have a problem with getting defensive easily. :( Please forgive me for this. I try to treat others the way I like to be treated, but sometimes I can be a bit arrogant, narcissistic, and think I'm perfect all the time. I have social anxiety, and get nervous very easily, so in public, I tend to "hide" in the shadows, away from attention. I'm pretty easy to make friends with, because I feel I have a nice personality that is very friendly as a first impression. I have a Peter Pan complex, which means I never want to grow up. No matter how old I get, I'll always be a kid on the inside. I hate people telling me I'm wrong (I'd rather find out for myself after I make a mistake) and I also hate it when people yell at me. I will usually respond very nastily to this. I enjoy the dark side of life obviously which is why I'm here. I may not dress gothic all the time, but I truly have a passion for gothic culture... not the kind that's all about chains or painted faces and stuff... more the culture behind it-a love of horror stories, interest in the occult, and all that stuff. If I were to categorize myself with a label or group affiliation, I'd call myself a mixture of many. I am a metalhead, and I like different types of gothic styles, like victorian, rivethead, etc... another style I like a lot is Steampunk! I enjoy writing stories which can be many genres... sci fi, fantasy, gothic horror, adventure, abstract poety, and even comedy. And I like going on fun adventures that would have people look at me weird (i.e. Graveyard picnics, train track walking, playing hide and seek in the furniture store, making weird videos). I am drawn to non-conformist ideas and subcultures, and often have some beliefs that are taboo, yet I'm not afraid to admit it. I enjoy lots of different types of music (I'll explain down below). All in all, I like to be happy, and usually associate with cheerful people who won't get me all sad. I will however, always try to help someone out who is in need. It's important to have a best friend who can understand you no matter what. I identify as "Asexual homoromantic" which means though I develop closer loving bonds with guys generally, l do not like sex of any nature. Yes, Asexuality DOES exist, and no I don't reproduce by budding. I love my friends, and I hate liars and people who betray their close friends. I try to answer as many comments as I get, but sometimes once in a while I may never get to it. I apologize ahead of time for this. But I really enjoy meeting new people, so if I don't answer KEEP TRYING!! And if I won't answer a comment, comment a picture or a journal or something! If there's anything else you would like to know, just ask. =) I'm a pretty friendly person, so don't be shy (like me).

Revenge, Being told I'm cute (by either gender, I don't mind ^^), Christianity, Pink Floyd, Squirrels, Cute things/people, Bare Feet, Science Fiction, Gothic Horror, weird dreams, friendly people, horrifyingly evil things (they have a strange interest to me), anime, running, art, White people, nuclear explosions, reading youtube arguments, and writing. Those are the material things, but in general, I like the night, traveling, memories, philosophy, imagination, dark culture, ancient history, creativity, science, childish things like tag and simon says, having picnics in graveyards, and other fun things. I like revenge to a strange, sick extent. However, if anyone who has wronged me sincerely apologizes, I will, in most cases, forgive them immediately. I also love being forgiven for past deeds. I know I am definitely not perfect (even though I hate to admit it) but being forgiven always lifts the slack off of my shoulders. I love my life, and also I love friendship, especially close bonds that can never be severed. I like feeling loved, even though I don't feel it often. Most of all, I like being happy in general. If I'm lucky, you'll become one of my best friends, too. :) I also enjoy being "mysterious" or "strange" in other people's eyes, because I hate conformity.

Short messages, people who think asexuality doesn't exist, Sleeping, Vegetables, Mushrooms, Hip Hop Music, Greenday, preps, jocks, popular people, flamers, atheists who celebrate Christmas just so they can get presents, body hair, getting tan, people who say "Guesstimate," Games based on Movies, First person shooters, the Police, cigarette smoke, really bright, happy looking VF pages with Unicorns and Flowers and rainbows, the fact that VF is being overrun by preppy posers who pretend to be gothic, any form of sex, and big crowds of people. In fact I generally have a phobia of a swarm of anything... any animal or plant or fungus that there is just TOO MUCH OF in one spot really freaks me out. I also dislike when people think someone is "bad" or "not nice" just because they listen to metal music or dress gothic. I also hate posers who are "goth" to jump on the bandwagon. In an effort to be nonconformist, they have conformed to a smaller subculture, that is all. Then again, who am I to judge what is and isn't a poser? I hate sexual things like porn, horny people, boobies, and when people talk about their sexual fantasies. But as an asexual person living around sexual people I've learned to deal with it. I don't like negative profiles with things like "I'm this way, if you don't like it FUCK OFF." ...I mean who are you defending yourself from?? -.- Anyone with profiles like this, I will never talk to. I HATE people with anger problems. I can't stand when someone's angry at me, even if they have a right to be. If anyone ever gets angry at me, I become a very very bitter person toward them... :( I hate being embarrassed in front of people, and at times I feel like any "witnesses" of my embarrassing act must be eliminated. Even if they accept me for it, I may still avoid them because of shame. I hate liars, and deceivers. I don't bother getting very close to someone that I don't trust. And I very much dislike people who say l can trust them with anything, but l can't. I also don't like people who make fun of me because I believe in God. l respect their beliefs... so they should respect mine, or at least not talk to me about it if they don't. If they think l'm stupid for believing... Fine! Just don't say that to me. As such, l hate super Christians who try to convert people and threaten that they're going to hell and stuff. A true Christian knows that God doesn't rule by fear, but by love. And stupid radical religious people such as Fred Phelps and his Westboro Baptist Church (which is basically a Hate group against gays) are sinners themselves. Also, I don't know why, but I have Xenophobia (fear of strangers) If some people I don't know walk past, especially if they're my age, I'll stop talking, get quiet, and look the other way, and it makes me real uncomfortable.

Mostly anything to be honest. The stuff on my iPod ranges from bouncy techno music to Death Metal. My favourite genre is Progressive rock. For those who don't know it, it's the most artistic genre of rock music ever. Progressive rock usually has intricate time signatures, surreal stories and artwork, extended song lengths, ambient soundscapes, etc. It's not unusual for a progressive rock song to be longer than 20 minutes. The stuff I listen to is mostly underground progressive rock and progressive metal that no one knows about. But lately I've also taken an interest in Melodic death metal, as well as industrial gothic music and techno. The big 3 bands for me are Pink Floyd, Dream Theater, and Ayreon... I have way too many bands to share with you, but I know a LOT of awesome stuff, and I make it my mission to bring this underground, progressive music out to other listeners and pioneer the genre of progressive rock. =) So basically I like prog metal/rock, NWOBHM, Thrash Metal, Death metal, Folk Music, Industrial, ambient, techno, game music, synthpop, classical, jazzy stuff... etc. Pretty much any creative genre. I'm going to attempt a list... Progressive Rock Pink Floyd, Yes, Genesis, Rush, Caravan, Eloy, Emerson Lake and Palmer, Van Der Graaf Generator, Explorer's Club, The FLower Kings, Jane, Jethro Tull, Jordan Rudess, Kansas, King Crimson, Transatlantic, Liquid Tension Experiment, Magenta, Marillion, Elfonia, Magma, The Mars Volta, Mostly Autumn, Nektar, Novalis, Omar Rodriguez-Lopez, Porcupine Tree, Latte E Miele, Neal Morse, Premiata Forneria Marconi, David Gilmour, Richard Wright, Roger Waters, Tangerine Dream, Saga, Sattelite, Soft Machine, Matching Mole, Spock's Beard, Todd Rundgren's Utopia. Progressive Metal Dream Theater, Ayreon, Abydos, Vanden Plas, Andromeda, Star One, Between the Buried and Me, Circus Maximus, Death, Derek Sherinian, Devin Townsend, Dominici, Fates Warning, Ice Age, James LaBrie, John Petrucci, Meshuggah, Opeth, Orphaned Land, Dreamscape, Pain of Salvation, Pathosray, Thought Chamber, Symphony X, The Fifth Season, Platypus, The Jelly Jam, Queensrÿche, Riverside, Shadow Gallery, Tool, X Japan. Metal Metallica, Children of Bodom, Chthonic, Death, Slayer, Pantera, Gojira, Rammstein, Hanzel und Gretyl, In Flames, Iron Maiden, Lizzy Borden, Lordi, Megadeth, Mushroomhead, Ozzy, System of a Down, Scars on Broadway, Serj Tankian, Korn, etc... Classic Rock Led Zeppelin, Deep Purple, Black Sabbath, The Beatles, the Kinks, bands like that... Symphonic metal Therion, Nightwish, Epica, Kamelot, After Forever, Rhapsody, etc Folk rock/metal/Fusion genres Moonsorrow, Eluveitie, Echo of Dalriada, Enter the Haggis, Gogol Bordello... (this is getting tiring... >.>) Industrial The Cruxshadows, Zombie Girl, Combichrist... oh you get the picture... And basically lots of other things too... be it weird techno music, video game music, some random electronic song, etc. etc. etc. In a song, I like it to be (but not always at one time) epic, powerful, aggressive, cheerful, calm, creative, experimental, fun, heavy, dark... etc. Basically it can be anything except hip hop... because hip hop is an incredibly uncreative musical genre that takes others' work and pastes it in a way that ruins it not only by being bad music to a repetitive beat, but singing about nothing but drugs, sex, money etc... at least the stuff I listen to has epic storylines, is full of emotion, is bursting with creativity, and is very dynamic... ok well I'll stop here. My musical taste is very diverse, lol. Pink Floyd-Careful with that Axe, Eugene Ayreon-Loser

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