Hi I'm Billy! I'd like to say I'm a pretty interesting person. I am half Scottish, half Korean. And I often contradict myself. I am quiet around new people, yet LOUD and obnoxious around my close friends. I am happy and cheerful a lot of times, yet I have a dark side as well... I have a soft spot for cutesy things like bunnies, kitties, small children... but I have an interest in dark culture, the macabre, the weird, and hellish things. In my group of friends, I am considered the obnoxiously cute one xD I am asexual, and am not motivated by sex at all. I dunno why I just turned out that way. Be that as it may, I like boys... I label myself as "asexual homoromantic" I might as well be called gay... but whatever you do, don't mistake me for a homosexual, because I'm not. I absolutely HATE my age. Yes I'm 20, but I'm in NO rush to grow up... I'll forever be around 14 and 16 years old in my heart. I still trick or treat... if you find that weird oh well... -.- I'm not ready to become an adult, adults are boring. I've never had a relationship. I do want one though. Asexuals can in fact love. =3 I am an open minded Christian and a friend of anyone who can call themselves the same. Rather than saying I believe in God, I like to say "I know God." I have no problems with people who have other beliefs, but I let myself be used as a vessel for spreading God's love, for whomever wants to listen to me. As such, I'm very critical against radical religious people, and brainwashing. People should find God themselves, through your guidance... not be forced to conform to your beliefs or else. I'm probably one of the few people who says I enjoy my nightmares. In fact I record them and make horror stories out of them. Nightmares give me that rush of excitement that is bittersweet. The more frightening the better! I am obsessed with the 80s (even though I was born in 91). I love the music, fashion, trends, attitudes, etc. I'd love to find a way to have a time travel vacation to the 80s. xD Mainstream America would probably find me racist. But I don't consider myself racist. I just say things without walking on egg shells. I don't care to be politically correct, I just care about telling the truth. I love writing and drawing, but I rarely have the time to do any of that anymore... T.T Some of my favourite things to do are going to concerts to see the bands I like play, going to Renaissance faires, clubbing at Nocturne, playing video games, making art, running, having picnics in graveyards, playing hide and seek in furniture stores, walking on train tracks, and exploring abandoned houses. I'm a collector! I never feel complete without something to collect. You can find stacks and stacks of Pink Floyd bootlegs in my room, and various other collections. I am about as interested in Nazi German Third Reich Memorabilia as one can get without actually being a Nazi. xD However do not take offense, as I have nothing against Jewish people, or people of any other race, religion, gender, sexuality, etc. I am interested in the darker side of life, which is obviously why I'm here. I may not dress gothic as much as most goths do, but I have the soul of a goth... an interest in the macabre, the taste in music, and the interesting attitudes and fashion styles. I don't identify with one sect of gothic culture-instead I prefer to mix and try out many different things...Victorian, Rivethead, Cyber, Old School Goth, Steampunk, etc. Aside from gothic culture, I can also be described as a Gamer nerd, an Otaku geek (I love my fair share of anime ^^) and a Rocker/Metalhead. I am very friendly, but can sometimes come across as a bit narcissistic, a perfectionist, and sometimes it seems like I have a superiority complex. I apologize if this part of me ever bothers anyone. I can't help it. I'm easy to make friends with, but I'm also extremely quiet and shy. I'm the guy that sits alone in the corner and all the people wonder about. I'm the person who everyone can tell is a bit of a weirdo because of the way he dresses, the music he listens to, and the types of conversation he engages in. I tend to be a people pleaser, and sometimes I let people walk all over me... :( I have a very VERY interesting taste in music (see below) I used to do the whole "rating" thing but now I find it stupid. I don't need anyone's opinion to tell me how awesome I am (although positive feedback is always appreciated. ^^;) So you won't be able to participate in any "silent trolling" lol. As such, whenever I rate you, I will give you a reason why, (or it'll already be obvious. For instance, if you're being a jerk to me, it will reflect in the ratings). Anyway, if you found my profile interesting please leave a comment! I love making friends. Please write a detailed message so that I can respond to it adequately. Sometimes I can take a while to respond to a message, but keep trying if I forget. If I don't respond it can be one of two reasons. 1. I've been busy/too lazy to respond yet or 2. The message was too short and thoughtless that I didn't care to keep up the conversation. I am trying to become more outgoing and less shy lol.
Likes
Being told I'm cute (by either gender, I don't mind ^^), Christianity, Pink Floyd, Progressive Rock, Squirrels, H.R. Giger, H.P. Lovecraft, Edgar Allan Poe, Yoshitaka Amano, Final Fantasy, Roger Dean, Storm Thorgerson, Jef Bertels, surreal art in general, cutesy things with a dark twist, cutesy things in general, dark stuff in general, stuffed animals, young children, hats, interesting clothing (I love fasion... <3) Androgyny (nothing over the top though...), gender bending, but not necessarily transvestitic people, the 1980s, quirky gothic things (like Tim Burton style) goggles, brass gears, airships, pirates, randomness, Bare Feet, clubbing at Nocturne, concerts, my friends' bands, jumping spiders, bugs, (some but not all), watching movies, friendly debates, open-minded straight people, walking around with weird clothes on and getting odd looks, giving and receiving hugs, being cuddly, Science Fiction, Gothic Horror, weird dreams, friendly people, horrifyingly evil things (I'm oddly fascinated by them), fight scenes involving brute force (fist fighting or melee weapons... as opposed to gun fights, martial arts, etc), planets (my favourite planet is a tie between Methuselah and 16 Cygni Bb), anime, running, art, White people, (Yes, I have white pride. And no that doesn't make me racist) nuclear explosions, reading youtube arguments, writing, the night, traveling, memories, philosophy, imagination, dark culture, ancient history, creativity, science, childish things like tag and simon says, and anything nonmainstream. Also, I like people who read my entire profile! ^^ I know that it's quite extensive, so if you've gotten this far, you really care! I also enjoy being "mysterious" or "strange" in other people's eyes, because I hate conformity.
Dislikes
Short thoughtless messages, people who think asexuality doesn't exist, Sleeping, Vegetables, Mushrooms, Hip Hop Music, Greenday, preps, jocks, popular people, flamers, atheists who celebrate Christmas just so they can get presents and miss the true point of it, body hair, getting tan, people who say "Guesstimate," Emo subculture (I won't jump and say I hate Emo people... I just don't really like the style), Games based on Movies, First person shooters, Grammar Nazis (the ones who interrupt you during speech to correct you. I'm okay with any others) the Police (or any kind of oppressive government authority), musical ignorance (i.e. Metal is nothing but screaming, I hate it!! Or Opera sucks, it's old people music), musical artists who sample others' music too much and borderline steal their stuff, cigarette smoke, really bright, happy looking VF pages with Unicorns and Flowers and rainbows, people who have VF's even though they aren't into gothic or alternative subculture (I understand their rights to have one, but... what's the point then?) Any form of sex, big crowds of people (or really a "swarm" of anything... planet, animal, fungi... swarms freak me out.), closed minded people (especially people who think metalheads or goths are "bad" just because the way they dress or music they listen to), prejudiced people, REVERSE prejudiced people (which is being racist in the FAVOUR of one race... but it's still unequal), homophobia, porn, horny people, boobies, perverted language, lust, alcohol, drugs, seeing people judge others, negative/defensive profiles (the ones that say "I'm this way. Don't like it? FUCK YOU), people with anger issues, public speaking, being embarrassed, people who think I'm stupid for believing in God, people who get easily angered when I talk about God to them (I'm a Christian, so naturally I want to share my love of God with people. There's nothing wrong with love, is there?), liars and deceivers, people who say you can trust them but honestly you can't, wasteful people/litterbugs, people stealing my food, fake plants, having my freedoms compromised by the burden of having to deal with someone else who is intruding in my life... the list goes on...
Favorite Music
Favourite Genre: Progressive Rock. But that's definitely not all I listen to!! Progressive Rock, Progressive Metal, Symphonic Metal, Gothic Metal, Death Metal, Black Metal, Thrash Metal, Celtic Metal, Folk Metal, Oriental Metal, (yes, lots of metal lol), Gothic Rock, Industrial, EBM, Classic Rock, Synthpop, Futurepop, New Wave, Classical music, Medieval Religious Chanting, Secular folk music, Aggrotech, Ambient, Krautrock, Electronica, Space Rock, almost anything 80s, Rock Opera, Video Game Soundtracks, and much more. There are 2 things about a song that can make me like it automatically: 1. It's an epic 20-30 minute progressive rock/metal song with multiple parts, diverse influences, and complex song structures. 2. It's an 80s song. xD An organized list of bands I love is coming up. =3