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sapphire1221
life changes as we go, some may pass and some may go. some may die and some may cry. some may lie and some may try. some may win and some may lose. some may think the end has come for them. while others wish that they could live another day...
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Profile:  FOR MY BABY GIRL HONEYBEARI LOVE YOU PUPPY HoneyBear I dont wanna be here I want to be with you When you leave as I cant do it I need sometime alone Without the life I dont wanna be here I want to be free I wish I was a bird to fly away on the brezzes I need to get out of here So tell myself that theres a place that I can go To find a way away from here No place is far enough That day will not come I shall not let it! Go Away! Go Away! There's no place for death here Its time to move on But how can I when You were such a big part in my life I've had you hear For all my life How can I just letit go and move on When you where here There were happier times When you were here I want you back I want to breathe Go away death! Your not wanted here I will scream your name Untill you dissaper The sun my set upon the land your in But the heat in my heart will never leave I want you here To here your steps To talk to you and love you You've always been there for me I wish that I could Just change that moment From when you changed my life As the leaves change from green to red The ground frezzes over and things lay dead AIs youi body goes into the ground And you fade away I will always be with you. I love you honeybear its times like this when i wonder why i havent just gave up on life yet. then i think of the one person who i thought would love me forever. and so i asked "him are you still in love with me?" thinking his replie would be 'yes i am' but thats not what he said this time no this time he said "the truth is ... no im not in love with you" when he sai that i wanted to break down and cry. i felt like shit and i wished that he had lied to me and told me that he was still in love with me. i went to the bath room and cryed my eyes out. with eye liner running down my face i had to ask him one more question that question was " do you still wanna be with me?" i really didnt want him to answer that question but i needed to know. he never answered i asked him again and he just logged off. that night i wished that i had never said yes to him. i know that i was never the best girlfriend and that we had your fights but i never apected all this to happen. i guess i should have seen it comeing, but maybe i just didnt want to. i didnt want as to ever end untill the night he told me he was breaking up with me. and over the computer it made it the worst dya of my life and i've had alot of them. when i was little my mom and dad were devorsted and my dad said that i wasent his child. ever since that day i've hated guys and been afread him them. after i got my heart broken by one guy i said that i would never date again but then he asked me out and i couldnt say no. i knew that he would end up promiseing me things and saying that he loves me than dumping me for another girl. after him i'm Never going to love again b cuz i know what will happen. i thought that he was differnt but your all the same and i will keep saying that till one can prove me wroug. guys are assholesLikes: singing, drawing emo peoplez.sports animals a.k.a moca draco contessa all my kittys lol R.I.P my dogs HoneyBear we will always miss you!!! Bella we will miss you always!!! R.I.P Moca I Love you baby. I will miss you!Dislikes: people that complane about ther lives when other people would love just to have what they have just for one day.there are so many people out there that would love to live someone eles's life. to have a home, a family, food, clothes, clean water. so shut up about your life or get help and stop takeing it out on everyone elesFavorite Music: I like country but I just love Greenday! There the best and dont talk bad about them cuz ill hurt u! And I also love My Cheimal Romance! also I like puck/rock bands too. And I love Mozartseason. And my fav is now DEAR JULIET Also i like A Rocket To The Moon... there music is so beautiful
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