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I'm Samina, known to some as Samina Spookiness. Thanks for stopping by, I love collecting online stalkers. <3 I used to have this very detailed profile, but then I realized that no one read it, and for some reason, bitches seem to be more popular and easier to tolerate than sweet little girls from Missouri, so I figured why the fuck not, let's redo this whole thing. Take a look around and let me know if you decide to stay. I'm full of contradictions, make no mistake I'm not the stereotypical Goth girl. In fact, I'm not really a Goth girl at all. Nor am I punk, metal, emo, scene, indie, preppy (which is a stupid fucking term, by the way), or any one of the hundreds of other labels that get stuck on people. I'm way too mixed up and eclectic to be labeled as just one genre. Call me artist if you have to give me a label, but in all honesty, I'm sure that's wrong too. I always appear online because my comp never logs me off. And I'm perfectly fine with that. And I love and hate being cliche. I sound and appear like a conceited bitch, but I'm really not. I've done it for years but then people realize it's like a M&M: a hard outer shell but soft on the inside. Speak with an open mind, see with open eyes, and love with an open heart. You'll either immediately love me or hate me. I am innocent, naïve, trusting, and although I may show fangs and attempt to fight, in all reality I cause no harm. Even when I am angry and frustrated, I do adorable and cute things, such as pout and giggle at myself. However, I don't put up with bullshit, and I don't give out second chances any more. I've been betrayed and hurt, and I'm done with it. Make up your mind, speak your piece, and then move along or stay. I'm not here to impress you, and I refuse to mold myself into different personalities to please some fucking online dramamonger. Come softly with the nighttime shadows, and with the morning light so depart. I'm not here for sex, I'm not here for your pleasure. I have a lover, and I can guarantee he's better than YOU. Don't think that I am willing to flirt or send you pictures, or even play along. If that's the idea you have in your head, please kindly fuck off. I may seem like a bit of a flirt, but don't get any ideas. I'm very committed to my lover, and I think I'm just being friendly towards people. So please, if I call you sugar or honey or something like that, I'm not out to sweet-talk my way into your pants. I have a pair I'm quite fond of stripping off and they belong to someone who's not you. Speak your mind, and I'll speak mine. When you first meet me, I'm shy, but as soon as I get comfortable around you, you're no longer safe. There's a reason I'm called a Spitfire. I'm extremely cynical and sarcastic, and it makes me seem two-faced and backstabbing. I'm not actually, I'm just through with rolling over and trying to appease everyone by faking my approval or disapproval of things or people. If I don't like something, I'll be loud and clear about it. Of course, if I like it, then you'll hear about that too. We'll say words are that are empty and somehow still bind. Androgeny = Envy. It's one of the hottest things on the planet, in my opinion. It's a surprise in every pair of pants, and yes I realized how whorish that sounds. However, I don't randomly fuck people, whether they be friends or strangers. Sorry to disappoint, I just like looking at pretty people. And yes, I CAN be vain, shallow, and superficial, but I can also be the opposite. It's up to you how you present yourself to me. If you act like nothing more than a pretty face, you'll be treated as one. Go home and grow up, little child, you're nothing to me. Don't try and correct me or tell me my religion/beliefs are wrong. Just don't. It's dickish, childish, and I could just as easily point out the hypocrisy within your own religion, so please, shut the fuck up about my eternal soul and God. I chose my path because it is what called to me, and I will follow where it leads me. You may not agree, but that's alright because quite honestly, I don't care. When I call someone brother, sister, father, or cousin, I fucking mean it. Blood isn't always binding. Define yourself by what you would achieve. Yes, I model. No, you can't and WON'T see nudes. Fuck off, I'm sick of people asking. Other than GWCs and online pervs, I love photography. It was once believed that pictures would steal your soul. I want to create art, to evoke emotion in my viewers, to make a statement about something.... but if you want to try and give your soul to me, well, go right on ahead. Chances are I won't take it. Makeup is art. And no, I don't mean drawing spiderwebs all over your eyes with a fucking crayon, because that's not a makeup job, it's not artistic, and it's definately not fucking original. When I talk about makeup being like art, I mean painting flesh with a skill and passion that rivals the great Romantics. I love doing makeup and having my makeup and hair done by others, so if you want some practice, just let me know. I love to cook. I'm rather mediocre in my opinion, but other people tell me I'm good. I think it's out of fear I'll poison them if they tell me it's disgusting. I sew as often as I can. It's fun and entertaining, and let's face it, who doesn't love pretty new clothes? I also design a lot (clothing, accesories, purses/bags, furniture, etc) but create so little. I'm working on reversing that. One of my quirks is that I'm odd about my art. I love showing it off but I'm terrified to let it out of my hands. Chalk it up to my charming insecurities. And not by what you would have me believe. I love burlesque, pin ups, pole-dancing, belly-dancing, and the art of strip tease. They're all very feminine forms of art, and I relish them to the fullest extent. Why? Sensuality, seduction, and imagination have long been attributed to the feminine form, and those genres fulfill that to the fullest extend. Oh, and by the way? No, I don't think I'm better than you. |
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Fashion Sewing/DIY Designing Sketching Creativity Originality Making things by hand Art Cooking Pole-dancing Photography Modeling Supernatural workings Discussions of religious beliefs Dark romance Music Writing Poetry Talking with close friends Mythology Classical literature Talking Philosophy Human nature Dancing Smell of cigarettes Exotic incense Getting lost in nature Select piercings Tattoos Intelligent conversations The sound of rain The smell of summer |
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Incorrect grammar and spelling Those who do not understand nor respect fidelity and monogamy Selfishness Self-absorbed souls who look down on those who do not follow their lifestyle Carbon copies Unoriginality Those who do not believe in reading Failure Insecure attention seekers Those who speak and know nothing of what they say Fighting Drama Spoiled brats who seem to think they deserve the world on a platter Intolerance to different lifestyles Blatant stealing of ideas - influence is one thing, theft is another! |
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Unless you have a suggestion of a band or genre or song that I would like better, please keep your mouth shut. Thank you. *80s *90s *Acoustic *Ambient *Batcave *Cabaret *Celtic *Classical *Dance *Darkwave *EBM *Electronica *Futurepop *Glam *Goth *Horrorpunk *Indie *Industrial *Jazz *Metal *New Wave *Pop *Punk *Rock *Shoegazer *Swing *Synthpop *Techno |
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