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You want to impress me? Don't give me your worst weapon, show me your best idea. - Amelia Miriam Walker
Status: almost a year ago my dad once told me, "Son," he said as he scratched his bushy beard, "live every week like it's shark week." I will dad. I will. [View Updates]
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Latest Journal Entry: The things you know... May 23, 2012, 03:44am
Profile: my name is John "Fuckin" Messe and my life has not been an easy one, but then again few people in this world ever do have an easy life. Life sucks, and then you die. Thats what dad used to say, He's not with us anymore, and for all of his flaws, for all of his fuckups, I still miss the asshole. Moms bat shit, off the walls, flinging bannanas at monkeys crazy, but she can cook the hell out of a turkey [the secret ingredient is vallium!] I had a rough childhood, a lot of us here on VF did. I probably didn't come out any worse than anyone else though, I mean, I've got a good job, I'm paying my own bills, I can't always afford luxuries like a new 360, and saving for a laptop has taken over two years, but all in all my life isn't a terrible one. I mean, it's not a good one either, but it's not the worst one I could've gotten. I used to have some fucked up stuff going on, super illegal work, a bad coke problem, and I drank like a fish. But I realized I was only hurting myself and kicked most of that shit. I'm 3 years sober on coke, I'm still drinking, but only like once or twice a month will I get sloppy drunk. I'm a brave guy when it comes to just about anything, and I'm fairly articulate when I have a starting point to speak about, but I hate talking to strangers on the internet, because I'm super nervous that they're gonna hate me. In real life I'm fearless, but for some reason, talking to beautiful women online makes me feel like their opinion of me matters, which it doesn't, but I feel like it does. I wish I had Internet balls... Well I've pretty much spoken my peace, for a long time, I had my whole auto-biography laid out for the world to see, but I guess I kinda got tired of people telling me life would work out in the end, like seriously? I've known that, I mean after a certain point you can only go upwards, and I hit that point years ago. Also I owe my life to 3 of my best friends, Claytron, Westifer, and last but certaintly not least, Jaime. Thanks 'Bru's Likes: just inbox me, i hate when people have nothing to ask in the way of icebreakers... Dislikes: I hate when I want to message someone I've never spoken with before, but I don't have any icebreakers. I can't ask them their bloody hobbies because they've gone and listed them all in their bleeding profile! All i can say is, "Hi, my name is John Messe, how are you?" and hope they decide to write back, and even if they do I have very little to turn into a conversation.Favorite Music: I like all kinds of music, there's at least one song out of every genre that i like listening to. Country, Rap, Classic Rock, Heavy Metal, if its good mate, I'll listen to it, won't I? Also I can rap like a pro...
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