"When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us".-Helen Keller Thankfully this is no longer the case for me, my eyes are wide open and I love it!
Sex: female Age: 29 Location: North London,
United Kingdom
Member since: August 04, 2008 Account: Free Account Orientation: Bisexual Status: In a relationship Occupation: CSI Student
I'm just me and i'm lookin to make some new mates/friends etc...who knows!
I'm an honest,straight forward person who will tell you the truth when you need to hear it and not tell you just what you want to hear. Though at times this makes me unpopular (- i'm not the most subtle minx on the planet) i stand by my conviction and always favour veracity over all else...in other words if you need to hear the truth and everyone else is too scared to do it i'm the gal for the job!
I can be bouncy n' silly, but also alot of the time find myself in the corner watching ppl and not having the guts to go up to someone and say hello - in my defence shyness is a bitch...though i am trying to get over this and leave it firmly in the past.
Photography is my main passion at present!,followed by Rex Cats (I'm owned by 2 of the l'il rascals n' they never fail to fascinate or amuse me),Greek Mythology, Classical Art,Reading n' writing -(though i do the latter purely for my pleasure) follow suit. Re-enactment (hitting ppl with pieces of steel, oh n' on the girly side weaving, lol. - though i'm currently takin a break at the mo to focus on other stuff), playing with fire (though mainly watching at mo, till i get the guts up), getting frustrated with my coordination when combined with my lack of poi, juggling n' diabolo skills,grr lol. All things witchy, well at least on the white n' grey side of things. socialising, listening to music and chillin with friends!. Festivals, camping, cinema, film nights. Animals n' science but not necessarily together, lol etc etc.
I'm currently brushing up on my skills so that i can go back to full time study in the hope of gaining a career in forensic sciences and possibly specialising in forensic photography and if that plan fails there's always history, archaeology, english literature etc...the world is mine to conquer...mwah ha ha
I'd like to meet Ppl/Someone who can help me reinvent myself, n' find my potential (I know it's in there somewhere)!
I want/need a make over, but one that doesn't cut too much into my already diminishing funds - I'm bored of this person and i wanna change!
I hope to get back to the sparkly,crazy chick i used to be n' put all my gorgeous goth clothes to use again, rather than just gathering dust in the back of my wardrobe!!! Oooh and corsets, I love corsets, hehe.
I've always felt in someone else's shadow and now i want to be the centre of attention for a while - i promise you can pop me back into my box before my ego gets too big for my boots!
I want to meet genuine, happy (though happiness is not a requisite, esp on this site, hehe) people who i can care about and call my Friend-aww (pass the sick bucket this way pls).
I wanna PARTY!!!!....I wanna live life and experience new things rather than just be part of a mundane existance going through each day feelin i've achieved nothin or learnt anything new!
I would like to meet anyone i can go out with, have a laugh with n' find myself(again). People i can actually meet in real life! - so anyone that fancies joining me on my path of self discovery (perhaps that should be recovery) then feel free to message me, especially if i haven't bored the hell outta you with this essay!
Likes
Photography, learning new things, travelling, exploring n' discovering life, Luis Royo's Artwork, 1940-50's pin ups, greek mythology, art, classical art, reading, writing,watching films with friends,listening to music, spending time with friends, going out to various alternative nights, chillin on a warm n' sunny day by the lock with some good company,romance, passion,kissing, snuggles, excitement, jade n' other gem stones, (the energy they hold is at times over powering n' captivating -but wow what a rush!) meeting new ppl and makin new friends! (hint hint)
Dislikes
ppl who are not genuine, are judgemental, two faced, back stabbers, liars, pretenders.
Oh n' Zombies, they freak the livin daylights outta me, hehe
ppl who ask to add me and then only go on about cams, sex etc...i'm a human being , so damn well treat me like one, a little respect goes a long way and manners cost nothing!...just be yourself!
Favorite Music
I love tons n' tons of music types, the only one i can think of that i've never really got on with is jungle, though i love reggae, cheesy pop, rock, metal, black metal, goth, emo, punk, opera, jazz, musicals, dance, trance, hard house, hardcore, occasional garage, blues, slit your wrists music i.e ballads, tribal, chill out, there's always one particular one i can't think of- usually the most obvious...ahh indie, folk, n' a few fave bands/Artists: Nin, Emilie Autumn, Nma, RHCP, Spearhead, Pink, ICP, Metallica, Marilyn Manson, Pantera, SOAD, Prodigy, Kings of Leon, Eminem, Kate Veogele...Too name a few See lots if you suggested a style i'd 99% like it or love it!