
Since
January 01, 2009 this amazing man has been making my life better. He's easily one of the most incredible people to saunter into my life, and I'd never dream of changing that. In a short amount of time, we've already been through a lot, and I look forward to everything else we shall undergo together.
Every day, I'm reminded by the Italian silver around my neck that I'm loved.
Proof that I'm not fake. So, suck it.
Looking at my pictures, does not give you an in depth look into who I am. I express myself creatively through these pictures (for the most part), while I also express myself through a complex web of words used to dazzle the mind, and stimulate the creativity of others. I don't think I'm some great icon to all the underground teens, I don't think I'm doing some great good for everyone. I'm just here to entertain myself, and in my spare time, show support for causes I find worthy. I'm not plastic, nor perfect... I take pride in my imperfections, for they make me who I am.
I'm not some godly genius, or picture perfect person. I'm of average intelligence at best, and happen to be photogenic. I don't think too highly of myself, but I do have enough faith in myself to be happy and to get along. I have high aspirations to be a model, or fashion designer and I am pushing myself to the limits of my abilities to realize my dreams. I am above all else, an artist... at least, that's the only way I can describe myself. I draw, I write, I photograph things, I create... and when I am inspired, I feel I have the resolve to make something truly beautiful.
While I do enjoy sex, I am not subject to promiscuity. I in fact detest all those who are known, or consider themselves to be: whores, sluts, hoes, bimbos, tricks, man-whores, pimps, pimpettes, playa(ers), etc. Casual sex, isn't something I look for, so if you think based on rumors you've heard that you can weasel your way into my pants... abandon all notions of such, or leave my page. If you are naive enough to allow your mind to be overrun with rumors, and half-truths. Do not bother speaking to me.
Again, I'll state that I am not a genius, but I do have enough intelligence to spell correctly (for the most part), and I try to refrain from using words that I can not spell. While I also don't try to make myself appear more intelligent by looking for big words on dictionary.com. I suffer from a hereditary inability to tolerate shorthand/internet lingo, horrific misspelling, and bastardization of the English language. If you insist upon sending me a message/comment please check to ensure that you haven't made a very obvious mistake, and speak only if you know what you speak of.
Self-expression is a topic that I feel strongly about, I feel that everyone should have an outlet that allows them to express themselves. Whether it's art, writing, or fashion... I am passionate in my believe that you should always be unique, not replicating something you've seen someone else draw, or wear. When I see a painting, I want to see soul and a piece of the artist who took the time and heart to bring to life their art.
I do not think that I'm a complex person, but I don't think people put enough effort into figuring me out. I don't hide who I am, or details about myself. I put who I am out in the open, and people seem to not understand what it's like knowing someone who's real, upfront and who they really are non-stop. Because people I'm in relationships with often accuse me of: not opening up. The reality of it all is; I'm an open book, reading the pages within are personal responsibility.
While I am interested in my friend's opinion's of me, and will occasionally ask people for theirs. I truly don't care what you think, if I haven't asked. I've been called whore, psycho, fag, and I really don't give a damn. I personally, don't understand the fascination with forcing yourself into someone's life, to give your opinion.. when it was never asked for. I say, leave people alone and let them live!
I know my fair share of people that do drugs, that binge drink on a regular basis, and chain smoke. While I do smoke, I certainly do not chain smoke! I smoke about one cigarette a day, and I would never pressure anyone to smoke, I in fact discourage people from smoking. I also drink socially, but never enough to get drunk.. that's obscene to me and I don't understand people's need to drink so much. As for drugs, I do not do them, so don't attempt to get me to... I'm not one to give in to peer pressure.
If you have questions that haven't been answered, feel free to send me a message.