Hello,This is my short life story. So read carefully because you might miss something..... My Name is Nikki Meyer. I am 23 years old and I currently live in Wonder Lake, Illinois. I am more complicated then you will ever realize. When it comes down to anyone knowing who i am. It's just the very little words I have to say on here. If you think you know me well think again, because you have no idea. No one really knows who i am but myself and my close ones. There's a lot to know about Me. I'll give you the basics.I have changed a lot Physically, Mentally & Emotionally. Forget what I used to be, forget how I was, Just remember how I am now. I have emotions, secrets, stories, problems, goals, flaws & fears. I'm blunt and always speak my mind. I'm Intelligent. I posses the kind of personality that wins the hearts and minds of the public. If you want to know more. get to know me. My wires aren't hard to untangle.You can criticize me all you want it wont affect me. You can't bring me down, So don't even bother. I could spend my whole life changing myself to make others happy, But I wont. I'll just stare ahead, and Let the world move around me. I am finally happy for the person i have become and I wouldn't ask to go back in time to change anything about me.
I have high expectations & standards; I will not lower them for anybody. I do my own thing, Copying no one, Following no one, Asking no ones opinion, Stealing no ones style.
Vanity and originality inspire me. I love to read, write & draw. I design lots of things such as Clothes, Web designs and and other graphics. I'm extremely ambitious and goal-oriented. I have a sharp business sense and I'm creative. I enjoy moving and traveling to different places. I can't stay in one place. I believe change is fun and something that everyone should do on a daily basis. If you're interested in either fashion or business, Talk to me. I love meeting new talented people. I enjoy cutting my own hair and painting my finger nails, drinking with my friends and hanging out at clubs. Every chance that I have, I love spending time doing things l like to do with my friends that also love doing what I do. I model for web pages. Mostly goth pages, I do that during my free time for my friends. It's something i enjoy doing because it gives me something to do. When i see my face on something that my friends did and people start noticing it. It gives me a really good feeling about myself. Other then modeling for my friends I also look around for other companies to work for. I have done some modeling for Clubs, Fliers and Clothing companies.
It's only clear that I have been unchained. I love to live life to the fullest and I don't take life for granted. While i am on this face of this world i am going to take advantage of it and do as much as I can.You always have to try things at least once, If you don't I believe you are living a really boring life. If i wanted to be insane and act the way I wanted too. Then so be it. Let me do what I want to do. Don't tell me what to do because It will only make me want to do it even more. I love being random, Sometimes I just talk about the weirdest things, I just love being random because I love to seeing others reactions on what I am saying or what my actions are. It makes part of the person I am right now. Something that I am happy with.
My words damage and slaughter, Since I speak the fuckin truth.Speaking my mind tends to get me into a lot of trouble or I tend to piss people off a lot. People say i am mean but the truth is I am too fuckin nice. My personality, Extremely straightforward or brutally honest don't ask me for my opinion if you really wanted sugarcoated answers, because I'll tell you as things are. Even if it's something you really don't want to hear or know. Everyone needs to know the truth instead of lies. People think I'm snobby because of it which is a real shame. I can't Help it. It's Just i am very open and Don't give a shit what anyone thinks anymore of me. A turn of my life has come, Where I most choose myself, Then the needs of others. There was one time I thought I needed others to be happy but now I must get the courage yo be happy about myself.
I don't let people step all over me or like to give people second chances. If I do give you another chance it's very rare. I might talk to you and be civil but i wont give you the trust that I once did before. I feel you should only get one chance with me. If you were a loyal friend you wouldn't fuck it up. If you did I feel that you would regret it. I try and be true to the ones i care about and do anything that i can for the people that do the same with me. I rid people from my life in a daily basis. I had so many fake friends. I'm over that. Use me, Talk shit, or Lie to me. It's over for you. There is no need for you to exist in my fuckin life anymore. Get over it.
But I have to admit I am afraid of people and What they are capable of. I have lived life and seen what people can do. It's very hard for me to trust people. Masses of people give me head aches, and I'm really quiet, Unless we have a lot in common or I got to know you really well.
1. I don't Give a shit about your problems. I got my own!
2. Excuse me if I am being rude, Let me check my attitude.
3. Guess what, I really don't give a fuck!
4. If you talk shit on here, I will defend my self.
5. I try and reply to those that leave me messages and comment.
6. Haters I envy [ Keep your friends close but keep your enemies closer.]
7. My eyes at times looks like i am Asian.
8. I came so far from the bottom, Couldn't even see the top.
9. I have a wonderful boyfriend & His name is Kenny.
10. I don't pretend to be someone I am not.
11. I love cheese and ice cream way to much.
12. Very few friends I have, but i love them all the same.
13. Keeping it real, is part of of my game.
14. Everyday for me is a better day for me.
Please Message Me With Your Link So I know Who I Am Talking with.
MSN: Nikki_Meyer_85@hotmail.com
Yahoo: Nikkimeyer_85@yahoo.com
AIM: punkchicknikki85
Fakes:
If Anyone Notice a fake profile on my friends list or on my profile. Please let me know.
I will not tolerate someone pretending to be someone they are not. With out any hesitation I will delete the fake from my friends and will report them.
I do have a pretty good amount of friends that i socialize with all over the net. You might be fooling me but fakes always get caught up. I will find out!
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