Since October 31st 2009
Baby you're all that I have, all that I need, all that I want. You're the only thing that keeps me sane in this crazy messed up world; and the only thing that drives me crazy in love. What we have, is really something special. Even if we don't agree all the time and argue like an old married couple; you're still the only source of happiness I have. I love waking up next to you, I love talking to you, I love kissing you, I love being in your arms, I love watching movies with you, I love playing xbox with you, I love your smile & the way you say my name, I love how you're comfortable with talking to me about certain subjects, I love that I can rely on you and know you'll take good care of me. Overall, I love everything about you.

Our future has so much to offer us. I can't wait till we get married and start our lives together, start a little family, get a place of our own and begin careers. It's exciting really, thinking about it all. It's one of those things that make me smile, give me goosebumps and make my stomach twirl like butterflies. I can't wait for the day that you become a teacher; and I'm a mortician. Haha that's actually a funny combo if you think about it. But you know, like I've said before? That day when I come on my day off/lunch break to come see you while you're at work. It's going to be so cute. And since you'll have those regular school hours, you'll have sooo much more time for our family, and you get like summer off (since you'll be a KG teacher, you probably won't have to do summer schooling) so all around, it's going to be a great career...ahh I'm just excited :/ not excited for the economy though; nor all the difficulties that may come. But excited for the happy stuff.

Anyway baby, I'm so happy that I have you in my life. You've made me complete...it's funny. I used to have this feeling, in the pit of my stomach and in my throat. Like a feeling of emptiness- or lonliness. It's hard to explain..but the feeling is gone because of you & it's replaced by this amazing feeling that everytime I think about you, I can't help but lucky that you're mine and all mine. I love knowing that I get to grow old with someone like you. Someone who would do anything for me, someone who actually cares and someone I feel the same about. We've come a long way, and I'm so glad at how things are turning out. Sooo, as I wait for December 17th to come, I'm really hoping this stupid distance doesn't screw up our relationship. :( Or maybe I can come see you sooner..if your mom says yes, that is :/ Ah. I love you baby, always and forever...til death do us part.