Hello ;]
My name is Laurel I'll be 18 Years Old, on March 29th. Yay me?
John!! ? He made me a Birthday Sign!!! ^_^ Yayyy. LOVEYOU!! ?
I am indeed PREMIUM So don't downrate me. I also can see who viewed my profile, so if you view it 2+ times, leave a comment. Also I can see who Rates Me, so don't lie about what you rated me. Also I do infact have Have Msn. If you want it ask, and you might get it.
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Alright so a bit more about me! I live in New Hampshire, USA. I've only lived here since October of 2004. I hate it here A Lot. Before moving to New Hampshire, I lived in Lasvegas Nevada. I loved it there, and had a lot of friends there. So I miss it a lot. But what can you do? I lived in Lasvegas for 6 and a half years. Before that I lived in Arizona for another 6 years. Then before that I was born in Florida and lived there for only two years. I guess my family likes to move around?
I have two younger sisters. One is 6 years old and she's so purdy her name is Hannah! The other is 14 and is a brat ;] xD Her name is Ashley. She's also taller then me, which is sad. I have a TWIN Brother. His name is Lee or Leighton. He is more "Popular" or in other words probably has more friends. He is more out going. He has a job, unlike myself. He also has a lisence unlike me. Which I should have sadly. I guess I'm just not motivated? He has a gf as well. x.x He is like the TOTAL opposite of me. -_-;
So It's 2007 Which is in fact my graduation year. I graduate this year, which I'm so terrified of. I know most teenagers are like "YES I CAN'T WAIT".. Well I'm more like, "Don't let it come to fast". I still haven't taken my SAT's or anything like that. I haven't even looked at colleges. & I probably won't even look or take the SAT's I feel so lost, because I know I should be looking or trying to figure out what I'm doing. But idk, I just don't know anymore. I hate my life in most cases. I am depressed a lot. But everyone see's me as happy or whatever. I just sometimes wish I had another life or a few more years to grow up. I never had a job, either. I really need to get one. My parents are starting to get pissed about me not looking or even trying. But In a way I'm scared? I don't know why. -Sighs- This whole subject is wicked depressing for me. So yea next. I do a lot of volunteering from time to time. I love it ^^; I usually do it through a program I'm in. We usually do stuff with little kids, or just trying to help out in general. Thats pretty much all I do, except for the computer.
Another fact about me is that I'm ALWAYS on the computer. I mean the computer is like my life. I would be lost without it. I just feel like, it's my life. I mean if I lose it, I have NOOO idea what I would do. I'd go crazy. I mean ever since moving to New Hampshire, it's been like my life line. Most people I meet online I want to meet. [Look on friends page to see some of them.] John Is one of the friends on here that I talk to all the time!! He makes me smile a lot, so thats good! ? I'm a MAJOR Vf Addict. I love it to death, I love most of the people on it. I love the cults, it's great. My favorite cult of all is LeaveMyKidzAlone Which is a great Advice cult with lots of fun. I spend most of my VF time on there.
Okay So I'm done talking about myself for a while. xD If you really read all that then you do Truely Care for me. ^_^! Also I love meeting new people so feel free to comment and start a conversation with me. Don't be scared, just because I'm premium doesn't mean I'm scary. I won't bite .... Wait nvm. I might, you never know. I might add more to this section later when I can think of more to say xD !
Inbox Me! ^^;
I So Own You! >/
I Stalk Him Aswell!
My Likes
I Love VF!
I love my family, even if I get mad at them sometimes.
I Like the computer, I'd be lost without it.
My friends on the computer [Look on friend page.]
Truthful people
Laughter, you gotta' make me laugh. It's not hard
Cuddeling<3
Biting ;] Only love bites though.
Piercings. x.x I don't have any but I love guys who do. Like nipples<3 Lip, tongue, ears, eyebrow, etc. If a guy has piercings I think thats wicked hot.
Msn, I love it. I love talking to people on it!
Reading, I LOVE to read. You'll see me read all kinds of books. I just love to read. Mostly Romance smut books, dealing with magic and vampires, etc. If you want to know more about what I read don't be afraid to ask.
Movies, I'm a huge movie person. I just love to watch movies. I have DOZENS of movies, like wow. My whole family are like that. If you seen a movie, I mostly seen it or have it.
More will be added soon x.x
My Dislikes
LIARS!
I hate backstabbers. Who talk a lot of shit about you behind your back.
I dislike school, I wish I didn't have to go.
I hate when people can't spell when they are talking to you. LEARN like seriously, not hard. I understand when you're from another country or whatever, but when your first language is English and you don't know how to fucking spell, thats SAD.
I hate my Cam, because I'm wicked EHH looking and I rather not go on most of th time.
I hate my body x.x
I hate how shy I am most of the time.
I hate the fact that I'm scared to be out on my own.
I hate that I don't have a lot of friends where I live
I hate people who downrate you, just because they can.
I hate when people get all pissy when they get a cult invite. LIKE FUCKING SERIOUSLY turn them off if you don't like them. Not hard at all.
I hate having to wake up early x.x I love my sleep.
I hate when people hurt themselves, when they are depressed. Like come on, most of the world is like that and they don't cut themself. Better to get some help or talk to some friends.
†BackStabbers/Haters†
I hate Allen I co-owned in his cult "PostWhores" and he deleted and banned me because he has ego issues. Fucking cunt.
Summer-I hate this girl so FUCKING much. Like wow, I want to see her fucking rot in hell. She has backstabbed me in the past, then she dated one of my friends, and dumped him on VF. Of all fucking places, come on. Atleast have the fucking nerve to do it on the phone or even on IM. But on a message? How cruel. NO one should ever trust her. She will lie and cheat to get where she wants to be.
Elle- She Doesn't have Vf so I can't show her to you. She is a BIG time backstabber. She back stabbed me TWICE. Not once but two times. I don't like liars AT ALL. They could go die. -_-; Also I think she's fucking fake. MOst have said she gives out fake pictures. I think she most likely does.
More Will be Added.
My Music
Disturbed
Evanescence
Yellow Card
Green Day
All Amercian Rejects
Fall Out Boy
Panic! At the disco
I'm a huge fan of ALL types of music (most). So name it, and I most likely will lisen and tell you if I like it. I'm not a huge fan of music though, so I don't lisen to it a lot. x.x
Johnn!! I ? You! ^_^ What can I say about Mr. John? He's an awesome friend, and I love talking to him. He's wicked sweet as well, he always has something nice to say. Also he's always positive. Thats what I love about him. He is also my stalker. ^^; I love it, xD I'm also his stalker, so back off ladies. He's fucking hotttt as well. If you notice his new pictures, he has an awesome mohawk and lip ring. He's pimpin' it. I also spend most of my nights in his inbox!! It's fun, and I love talking to him. Alright theres so much more I can say but, I'll stop before this gets to long, lol. LOVE YOU JOHN ?
-Alex-[Click]
Meh' Love ? Right here<3 He is so fricken awesome. I love this guy to death. I love talking to him. He is so much like me, it's really funny. He thinks the same as I do in most cases which is awesome. HE is defently my soul mate<3 >_>; To Bad he's gay<3 Also I've talked to him on the phone!! && his gigle is SOOOO adorable!! I really want to meet him some day<3 ^_^ He is also going to make me have his babies, lol WHICH ISN'T A PROBLEM SINCE I'D DO ANYTHING FOR HIM!! ^_^ I'm going to steal him and make him marry me someday! =O Beware. I LOVE YOU ALEX SOOOOOO MUCH!! ?
-Kimmeh-[Click]
She's so AWESOME!! I've known her for a while now and I love to talk to her. She lives in Florida, and she's always on msn. xD BUT she hates VF sadly. I don't know why but she does! But yea I consider this girl close to a sister<3
-Ross-[Click]
This guy is SOOO awesome. I love him to death, he is one of my closest friends. I've talked to him on the phone as well. He just brings up my day a lot and makes me laugh. There's no pictures, becuase he doesn't like showing it >_>; Psh! but oh well. xD ;] I love his mom as well!! She's funny as hell xD anddd her mom wants me to come visit them in the summer. I think I might do that, we will see!!
-Nate-[Click]
I'm In LOVE With Nate. xD He's such a fucking hottie it's unbeliveable. But x.x He's gay, sadly. >_>; He has a lot of hot piercings<3 Like his nipples -Drools-! Also he is really fun to talk to. He is just wicked cool friend! ^_^ ? He is also a fun person to Post Whore With!<3
-Jai-[Click]
Jai is sooo Awesome!!! I &heart; Him to Death!! He is so funny and he's really easy to get a long with!! He has a very cute son as well!! -Steals him- [COUGH] Also you'd be lucky to have him as a friend! He's sarcastic and mean sometimes, but it just makes you love him even more! ?
-Jazz-[Click]
Jazz ? !!! Teh Sex righ here! She's totally hot, and she made me two signs! She's absolutely Amazing, and I love talking to her. Just don't get on her bad side or you're SCREWED, kay? I think she has one of the prettiest eyes Ever! Hmm what else to say about Miss Jazz, xD She's a lot of help in my cult, when I need it!! She's my secrete lover, so shhhhh. LOVE YOU ?
-Turpin-[Click]
-Drools- This guy is one of the hottest guys everr!!! I have a bit of a crush on him! But shhhhh, Lol!! Anyways, he's wicked hot, and he is wicket nice to talk too! He is also a mut, which I kinda am as well!! Roflmao. Also he loves coffeeeeeeeee, I'm not a huge fan of it, but he loves it lol. It would make just about anyone like coffee ;) I hope to get to know him better soon, seeing as I've barley Really started talking to him this week. He also made me a sign which is totally awesome and hot!!-Drools-
-Mel-[Click]
Mel!!!!!!! POST WHORE BODY FOR LIFE!! lol, she helps me get my post count up in LMKA :D Chyeaaaa. She is wicked awesome as well!! Duh, anyone in my friends list is awesome, kay? She is fun to talk to and to post with! Also she is going out with Will!! Who is wicked cute and him && her = HOT couple! I ? YOU!!
-Brain-[Click]
This is Adam!! A.K.A Brain. If you see anyone calling me Pinky It's because of Him. He nick named me that [Because of a pink syrup situation with my brother], and there is a show called Pinky & The Brain, so he gets the nick name "Brain", kay?! Anyways, He's an awesome guy, and I talk to him on msn like everyday! He's fun to talk to and really nice! You'd be lucky to know and have him or be considered his friend. [Huggles & Kisseh's Him] ? !
-Fallen-[Click]
Fallennnnnnnn!!! Awesome and very pretty girl!! She is Co-Owner in my cult and helps me out a lot! She made the awesome layout as well! She is wicked good at that, isn't she? Lol, Idk what I would have done if she wasn't around. Also she is fun to post with and talk in the chat room with! ?
-Emily-[Click]
Emily is the person who got me into Cults. I got an invite for one of her cults for our state, and I joined. After that I started joining more and more cults. She's also one of my biggest Post Whore Buddies<3 She also lives in my state, so hopefully I get to meet her someday. ^_^
-Kayla-[Click]
I've known Kayla since I lived in Arizona which was when I was like 6 years old. We were like best friends. I would always go to her house and she would always come to mine. We always talk about old memories which is fun. But when I moved to Las Vegas me and her lost contact, until Recently. Which is awesome that she found me. ^_^ LOVE YOU!!
-Laura-[Click]
Laura, is Kayla's Sister. So I known her the same amount as I've known Kayla. Laura is wicked fun to talk to. Also I love how she has a crush on a guy where she lives, and she's kinda shy about it. xD If I lived by her me && her would stalk that guy o_o; I know, scary. xD LOVE YOU LAURA<3 ? Alsooo she is my Wife Lol, so back off, and if you mess with her, I kick your ass, kay?! Got it >/ !!?
-Meg-[Click]
Megggggggg!!! This girl is wicked hyper. If you ever need someone to talk to just talk to her. She is also wicked pretty, even if she say's she's not. She's lying. x.x BIG time. ?
-Freckles-[Click]
Freckles, also known as Kel's. She's a MILF, seriously. >_>; She runs one of the chat rooms that I'm an Op in. She is also one of the funnest people to talk to at anytime. She's wicked pretty<3 &heart;s
-Amy-[Click]
This is my Post Whore Buddie She used to post whore with me SOOO much. >_>; -Glares- Untils he got involved with a lot of cults. But oh well, xD She will return, hopefully. She's wicked cool, She's also wicked active in cults. This girl is like a little sister to me. ^_^
-Thom-[Click]
Another cute gay guy. HOW LAME. xD He is so awesome. Also one of the BIGGEST postwhores I've seen. My goal is to beat him, hopefully I can acoomplish that soon. He is also fun to chat with. ^_^
-Sophia-[Click]
Sophia!! Omg this girl is BEAUTIFUL. She is also really really fun to chat with. She's in my cult, and is a HUGE help. She helps me out so much and I love her to death for that. I think I might have a little crush on her ? Lol >_>; !
-Danielle-[Click]
Danielle!! Very mcuh a hottie! && An awesome friend. I haven't known her that long, but she's awesome to chat with. && She's a fucking hottie!!! She also made me an awesome sign!! So check it out, kay? LOVE YOU ?
-JC-[Click]
Jc! She's awesome and very entertaining. She does not act like the age that she really is!! I thought she was like 3-4 years older then what it showed on her profile. She's very mature, but very entertaining and fun at the same time! Also she's really really pretty. She is an awesome person to have in my cult as well, she invites and Posts a shit load!! Thats always good :D <3
-Mel-[Click]
Mel, she's soooo purdy ? and very nice!! She helped me out a lot with messing with Post Whores after what Allen did!! So I love her for that and for the fact that she made me an awesome sign :D She's so hot -Drools- You know it's true. xD She is also a co-owner in my cult and is a big post whore!! Wooot. THANK YOU SO MUCH!!
-Courtney-[Click]
This was my enemy in LMKA!! BUT only because she had more posts and I wanted to beat her. I love her to death!! She got me wicked active for a few days, because she kept getting a head of me and it felt impossiable to beat her! But I finally did, btw, lol. She is also my boss in the Advice division [In LMKA] and I think she's one of the best boss's ever!! ^_^ LOVE YOU ?
-Nathaniel-[Click]
I ? Nate!! He's is the one who made me this AWESOME profile<3 He's an awesome guy. He has a BEAUTIFUL Daughter named Jaime<3 Who I'm going to go steal one day. -Cough- He is dating Jai<3 Who's just as hot as Nate is. Nate is just fun to talk to all around. He's also one of my awesome PostWhore Buddies<3 LOVE YOU NATE!! ^_^ Turned Out Fake, and a Girl!! So R.I.P Nate ?
More friends will be added x.x
? ? ? My Signs ? ? ? Signs People Make For Me [I love when people make me signs!! ^_^ Make me one and I'll add it.]
Hello ;] 
He has a gf as well. x.x He is like the TOTAL opposite of me. -_-;
I feel so lost, because I know I should be looking or trying to figure out what I'm doing. But idk, I just don't know anymore. I hate my life in most cases. I am depressed a lot. But everyone see's me as happy or whatever. I just sometimes wish I had another life or a few more years to grow up. I never had a job, either. I really need to get one. My parents are starting to get pissed about me not looking or even trying. But In a way I'm scared? I don't know why. -Sighs- This whole subject is wicked depressing for me. So yea next. I do a lot of volunteering from time to time. I love it ^^; I usually do it through a program I'm in. We usually do stuff with little kids, or just trying to help out in general. Thats pretty much all I do, except for the computer.
Is one of the friends on here that I talk to all the time!! He makes me smile a lot, so thats good! ? 
I'm a MAJOR Vf Addict. I love it to death, I love most of the people on it. I love the cults, it's great. My favorite cult of all is 
Inbox Me! ^^; 
Johnn!! I ? You! ^_^ What can I say about Mr. John? He's an awesome friend, and I love talking to him. He's wicked sweet as well, he always has something nice to say. Also he's always positive. Thats what I love about him. He is also my stalker. ^^; I love it, xD I'm also his stalker, so back off ladies. He's fucking hotttt as well. If you notice his new pictures, he has an awesome mohawk and lip ring. He's pimpin' it. I also spend most of my nights in his inbox!! It's fun, and I love talking to him. Alright theres so much more I can say but, I'll stop before this gets to long, lol. LOVE YOU JOHN ?
