I am 21 years old, and in those years, I have seen more then you would expect. First of all, you should understand that I am not a normal person. I would hope there are more out there like me, but so far I have not found many. What makes me unique is not a public matter, but if you asked me, I would tell you.
The one person I have found that can understand me and my goals is my girlfriend, Dannea. She has been the support I needed and I am sure she will continue to help me for the remainder of my life.
I am huge on music. I think that people can use music to express themselves better then any other way. Now days, we don't even need to play an instrument to do so; we can simply pick what music we like, and that shows others what we are like. I am rather restrictive on what I like, but that is because I can. There is so much music out there that you need but look and you can find the music you love without giving in to others opinions.
I am a spiritualist. I have structured my beliefs after what I find to be true, not what others have. What this means is that my beliefs are dynamic and change as I obtain new knowledge. I think this is better then a static book because it applies to a current view of things instead of teachings of 2000+ years ago. I have a problems with religion: if there is a "right" religion, then why hasn't everyone found it? and doesn't that mean all people are essential the same? If you have a question, or want to debate the topic, feel free to say so. I am a man with a goal. I will build a better world. I will not stand idly by and watch people be molded into a "model citizen" People are being changed by others; forced to be what they are not. For what? money and a meager life. Their dreams crushed and their personalities turned into the very thing they hate. Originality is damned and the only creative aspects are about how to get money. This is not humanity. Capitalism is corruption; money fosters greed and hatred. Peace in this world is held by force. Order is held by distraction. We are ruled by and invisible tyranny, a masked enforcer. This fascist is shrouded in good and covered in diversion. Your jobs, your faith, your drugs, your laws and your entertainment are all fake. Ignorance is bliss because the world has become harsh and unforgiving. The evil in people is in control and we foolishly sit by. I will not. There will be change. There will be an end to this "world" you live in. I will do it myself if I have to.
Likes
talking to people, thinking, people who call themselves Gothic, music (playing and listening), watching tv and movies, "Gothic environments", good food, and girls.
I just want to say, I am not shallow. I find the variety of the female form is amazing. The different things that women can do, makes them all beautiful. What I say is that women should love the way they are instead of trying to be what everyone else wants. I know, I'm being sappy. I'm kind of a dork, which is good. I enjoy model war games and the hobby that goes with them. I frequently play Warhammer 40k and I seem to always be modeling or painting something.
People who will not look at the big picture. When someone doesn't talk at all. You can't know someone until you talk to them. Guys in general. No guy has ever really shown me they can keep from being an asshole. Capitalism Communism Money Video games People who would die if they didn't have tv or internet. Working for a communication provider I have learned that most people will flip the fuck out if you disconnect them for 4 hours. "I'm paying you for service and expect service", "Sorry, but there are 100 other people that want the same thing that called in before you, what makes you so important." I don't care how long you are a customer, how often you payed your bill on time, or how many times you were transferred. No, I will not give you $20 because you bitched.
Favorite Music
Music is a very important aspect of my life. I only wish I would have seen it sooner. I enjoy Gothic, rock industrial and metal
These are some of my favorite bands, it changes often. The 69 Eyes Collide Pain Gothminister Black Light Burns Lacuna Coil Lordi Nightwish Sisters of Mercy Julien-K VNV Nation Icon of Coil Orgy Niao Ssaion Nine Inch Nails Daft Punk