Hi, my name is Ilse and welcome to my vf-profile. I am a VF addict. Just feel free to ask questions and i will answer as soon as posible. positive comments are always welcome :) I have alot of things in my head and i would be nice if I could talk to someone, just to get some peace in my mind
Some random shit: age: 19 gender: female hight: 1,70m eye collor: blue, sometimes green hair collor: dark brown piercings: 3, ask were tattoo: 1, see gallery relation: nope, single orientation: bi
Stuff I Like <3
music (can't live without it) my friends (only have a few, but they are the friends everyone wish for) VF, i guess you can call me an addict I like to write stuff, things that are in my head, and poems
Stuff I Hate
fights smoking, drugs lies school (specialy the boring mondays, just a whole day teachers talking telling you what to do
This is the end the end of all that's good and peace full from now on evil will rule the world like never before fear the dark weird creatures will crawl all over you they will eat you alive only the strongest will survive and become one of them it starts here, but soon it will be all over the world there will be no help screaming is useless, no1 can hear you this is the end of the world you've always know
Forever dream Forever dream, forever me Living in my own dream world Where nothing is real Everything is just a dream A dream where I feel safe Where I can do what I want to Just think that this dreamworld is real And everything is what I want it to be Maybe there are places where I can follow my dream But for now, I live in this world Where only a few things are how I want it to be, with my wonderful dream in my head And wishing it was real But it probably won't be like that Sometimes you think that everything is better for someone else Well, I guess it’s not Everyone has a dream about how they want things to be The dream is different for everyone And no-1 really lives in there dream... but in this fucked up place But the most important thing is: that you never stop to believe… In yourself and in your dreams For now I stay here,… in my dream With beautiful nature, nice music, the people I like And maybe with you
Fear for here.. right now being in this fucked up please nervous... scared of the things to come don't know what to do laugh... cry... fight... don't know what's right you never know what's gonna happen you never know what you are gonna do next but I feel the fear of things going wrong.. how do you know that you're doing the right things the things you really have to do the things that are important... to you... to every one else you never know never know what's next live is fear... because you don't know what's gonna happen you never know... I never know... we never know no-one knows but now right here... right now don't know what to do with my life... with my feelings... my friends.... my family... the people I hate... the people I love with you... with someone else you still don't know what i'm doing next... or what you are going to do tomorrow.... next week... next month... next year no-one knows... I just want to be free... free from my thoughts about everything... just want to follow my heart like everyone tells me to I guess it's alot harder to do exually... for me it's almost impossible... I just can't stop thinking about everything I want to control things want everything to be right but no-one can do that I'll always live in a fear a fear of things not goning the way I want a fear of things going wrong I guess no-one can help me
Videos
Die Apokalyptischen Reiter - We Will Never Die
Celtic Woman - The Voice
Alice Cooper - Poison
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