The way a kiss feels after goodbye And happiness like catching a butterfly. How can wings spread with no where to go? And what is faith when you've got no hope? If this tattoo meant a thing to me, I would have got it where everyone could see. The meaning is somewhere over your head, and I've doodled the design since they found you dead Your soul always lingers here, in between the lines, it was never clear Always where its not supposed to be, buried beneath the iris of the sea. Your beauty can't be captured & your essence overwhelms me. Wings of a butterfly, I know nothing quite as lovely.
Now an then i think of when we wer together like when ylu said you wer so happy you could die. Told myself that you wer right for me but felt so lonely in yur comapny.but that was love and an ache i still remeber. You can get so additied to a certin kind of sadness. So when we told eachtother that we could not make sense well you saif we would still be friends but i admitt i was glad that it was over. Now an then i think of all the times you screwd me over but you had me beliving it was something i had done and i dont want to live that way reading into every word you say
5 Things I Hate- ------ 1. Girls who start problems, then hide behind their boyfriends. 2. HxC is a way of life. Having gauges and wearing skinny jeans does not make someone "hardcore". 3. Chick Flicks 4. People who try too hard to impress others. 5. Liars
5 Things I Love- ------ 1. Tofu. 2. Being sung to. 3. Folks who aren't afraid to embarrass themselves if it means having a good time. 4. Moccasins. 5. People who DERP.
Not only did I realize a person who I thought was a friend, was a total waste of my time.
But my primary care physican dropped me today. They left me a letter telling me that they have been trying to reach me from December to January. They told me they had been trying to reach me by calling and leaving me letters. I told them my cell phone number and I gave them my new address. But I have no messages or letters from them. It pisses me off that they are dropping me, I have gone there since I was 18 months old. And now they are telling me they have tried calling and leaving voicemails for me when I have no voicemails at all from them on my phone! (my phone shows me the deleted messages) And my parents have recieved no phone calls or letters from them (unless they didn't tell me but I wouldn't see the point in it). I am sooo angry!!!!!!! My mom is frustrated as well that they would just drop me like that
There's that girl who stands out in a crowd. That's all she wanted was to be different. But instead of just being loved for being different, she's bullied for it. Yeah, I have weird hair. Yeah, I'm way under-weight. Yeah, I have scars. Yeah, I like emo music. Yeah, I'm not normal But, no, I don't deserve the shit I get. Though by now I feel like I do. Life is stupid and all I want to do is end it. All because I'm a little different. Thanks.
These two guys need plots...preferably romantic/friends ones.
Beo's personality: There are two sides to Beo. There is the young, immature side that loves to play around and goof off and play tricks on people. He's fun loving and thrill seeking, always showing off with his magical abilities. He's a sweet heart though and makes friends very easily, because though he is a little spitfire sometimes, Beo is very innocent. Or so he thinks. There is another side to Beo. His dark, mature side that his innocent side seems unaware of. It comes out every once in a while unprovoked, and when he does, Beo becomes a totally different person. His form changes, matures slightly. His hair grows extremely long and hangs down in front of his body in two long chunks, and his clothes somehow change into white robes that expose his fine shoulders. He looks like a veritable sex god like this, and he is. But this state doesn't last very long, and once Beo's darker side has had it's fun, he is encased in flames that some how don't hurt his body until his extended hair and white clothes are disintegrated. Beo is left his normal self, albeit naked, and unaware of what has just happens.
Gerdy's Personality: very enthusiastic and positive, Gerdy hates not having something to do. This means he's very eager to pick up any odd jobs and chores, that is, if he's not busy dancing in the street or roller blading. He's a bit of a klutz, but that's only when he's bored. Gerdy seems very playful and coy sometimes, but he's completely innocent. He's too busy having fun learning new things and putting them into practice. He's got a very big heart and a desire to do good for others, even though not many have done good for him. It's easy to use him, and he does notice when someone is abusing his niceness, but he doesn't like to complain. Gerdy is a little reckless and will throw himself into dangerous situations if he thinks he'll get a thrill or if it's helping someone in need. He draws people to him with his natural exuberant kindness.
She put him out like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette. She broke his heart, he spent his whole life tryin' to forget. We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time. Butm he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind. Until the night...
He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger. And finally drank away her memory. Life is short, but this time it was bigger, than the strength he had to get up off his knees. We found him with his face down in the pillow, with a note that said, 'I'll love her till I die.' And when we buried him beneath the willow, the angels sang a whiskey lullaby.
stuck in a ditch with a ball and chain tied around your ankle i'm trying to save you but i'm no match for the witch. Please don't go i know your forced, but i know someday you'll be free i'm just waiting, but don't leave me behind i'm doing my best keeping along i hate to see you in pain even if your smiling i'm trying to make it better but i'm such a useless fuck.
