Nothing good happens when I "put myself out there" and I'm tired of it. I guess I'll just let the universe decide what's good for me since I can't seem to figure it out for myself.
I don't want pitty... This is just a place to let what I'm feeling/thinking out. So you can tell me that if I don't put myself out there that I'll never know what could happen all you want. I know that already. I also know how much rejection hurts.
I'm not just talking about crushes.. I'm also talking about jobs and just life in general.
So... I might be the biggest loser for wishing for something at 11:11 AM today. But guess what?! I don't care if you think that.
I might be hoping a little too much, but damn it...I'm sick of being down all the time and thinking that wishing for something is stupid. It's not stupid. It's okay to wish for things.
If anyone of you have wished for things today... I hope they happen for you.
So, ummzz, yhea I am super happy. I ordered 372 bucks worth of shizz on March, 31. My first Hottopic order[it's not really my first order...i just ordered more stuff after some other webby sites. ] and my Sugarpill order from Shanalogic.com were in my mail box yesterday afternoon[concidering as I type this it is 12:23 AM, Tuesday.]. So yheeeaaaa. I am one happy chicky. Also, I will be messing around with zee makeup later today. I might have pics up later today or tomorrow.
Why am I putting this in a journal? Idfk...just wanted to scream it out in here I suppose. Hopefully my second HT order will be in the mail later today. I also get to give my BFF Kari a few of her b-day presents around noonish today. -insert epic happy dance here-
Good night lovelies!! <3333333333333333
-Tink. Mood: happeeeehhh Music: listening to my mom play WoW. XDD
] and my Sugarpill order from Shanalogic.com were in my mail box yesterday afternoon[concidering as I type this it is 12:23 AM, Tuesday.].