Hmmm so i feel like making a new entry for no reason :3 Life is going so well ^^ i have a great job! Things with my fiance are going perfectly. My non biological father got out of prison and is making my mom happy I cant wait to see him Im connecting with my sisters all is well all is well :3 My boyfriend gets to come stay with me for a few weeks in feb for valentines day and his birthday To bad he cant be here for mine which is in a few weeks :3 oh well though he got me a gift for some reason Im a happy sidney
So my boyfriend went home this morning makes me sad but its bittersweet because... He left but my ring is finished getting resized . Yes he bought me a ring<3 And a bunch of other shit pfft 500$ in one day god help us all He is a sweetiepie ^_^
So i have a Job now as a dog groomer my mom got me in with her friend im soo excited Ive quit smoking! ! and my boyfriend is gonna be here in 2 days <3 i dont think life could get more perfect ^_^
I need friends... Not the fake kind that Dunno how to be friends All my old friends have disappeared. Anyone i thought i could count on are gone whos gonna be in my wedding now D: thats why, I plan to elope in december court house wedding <3 But thats not the point here, the fact im lonely is the point It sucks not having anyone to talk to no one i can trust. It takes a while to gain my trust ive been back stabbed and hurt so many many times I have issues with women and men.. blah it would be nice to find some guy friends that understand im engaged and stuff and wont try to fuck me I want girlfriends that... wont be whores and try to squeeze and steal mah lover (had it happen) or that dont try start drama. I want friends i can just be myself with that i can trust wont leave me hanhin when i really need someone. I know im a good friend if i find people willing to be my friend in return
makes me sad but its bittersweet because...
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currnetly watching street fighter i snuck away for a ciggy :P