..Iīm looking at pictures and listening to music... But... I need something more... Something that i donīt do every night... Iīm feeling so fucking depressed... Alone in the night... Listening to Blutengel i can disappear from this world and feel painful but beautiful feelings in me and over me.. I hope you people can understad me.. my english is bad.. ( So much dreams, so many wishes.... But,only one life... This makes me depressed.. This is killing me... You canīt do all that you wanīt to do, you canīt see all that you wanīt to see... Actually, i think you canīt exist how you wanīt to exist... Each time i looked myself in the mirror.. I see only eyes full of disappointment... I canīt write anymore... I C/P some lyrics from Blutengel for you... I hope you can understad what i wrote... In My Dreams by Blutengel album: Demon Kiss (2004) I feel the coldness in my heart I wish that you could be with me I wish you could heal my deepest pain And take me away from all my fears But I'm trapped in my world of doubts I'm not free to follow you I know you would give everything you got And you would handle me with care I will never forget the moment when you looked into my eyes When I touched your skin for the first time, I felt heaven in my hands So I tried to close my eyes And I'm dreaming me away In my dreams you hold me tight In my dreams you're always here I never want to wake up again Don't want to face reality Once so far away from me But you will always be in my dreams In my dreams In my dreams Blutengel - silent tears ( for you) I know the darkness is your leader There's no light inside your heart BlutEngel I can't forget that your depression Breaks my love apart Silent I spread my wings against the shadow My love would really light your shades Tears And I wish I could forgive you But every day it's still the same For But still our love is not forever Seems like a never-ending war You You can't repair my bleeding soul 'Cos no one hurts like you, my dear Songtexte And I will never fly with you Never you should see me fly Songtext I never told my dreams to you You can never see in my eyes Lyrics But in my tears, they sound so bitter All my love and all my dreams Lyric I realise I can't stand your coldness I realise 'til I hate, my dear
