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demolitionXaddiction
"From childhood's hour I have not been as others were;...could not bring my passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken my sorrow; I could not awaken my heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone." - Poe
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Latest Journal Entry: this will not make much sense to anyone besides me and sara March 09, 2011, 06:01pm
Profile:  Well, you're virtually meeting me really. Call me whatever you wish. I'm up for nicknames. But if you're feeling unoriginal, Sarah will suffice. I'm seventeen and it doesn't tickle my peter pan complex's fancy. I'm pansexual, when I don't feel like explaining I'll settle with the label bisexual, and single. And I shall warn you now I rarely go on this site anymore, so please be patient with responses to any messages. I will answer once I have noticed them. I can be quite awkward and I tend to either ramble or not know what to say. I also manage to make myself even more ridiculous by frequently laughing at myself. Most people ramble if they are nervous, the opposite actually applies to me. I become silent. When I ramble I am either happy, excited, or I really like you. I tend to analyze everything--people, stories, and songs. What can I say? I like to find the deeper meaning behind everything. Even the human mind, which is why I like psychology.  The Forest Has Eyes by Bev Doolittle Although I am drawn to complexity, I also appreciate simplicity. I do appreciate the simple things in life and I think they ultimately bring us the most happiness. I am rather indecisive, and am ambivalent, confused, and neutral towards many aspects of life. But that doesn't apply to my thoughts or feelings for people. Usually if I like you, I always will. Same vice versa until proven otherwise which can be pretty easy since I give most people another chance. I also don't really get along with too many people. Not because I am exactly hard to get along with, but because I seem to only feel connected with a select small amount of people. Which must be why I am so attached to those I do. So if I like you, hopefully, you'll like me too. I'm pretty emotional and easily affected by people even if it doesn't seem like it. And I usually try to make it seem like I'm not. A lot of the time, I think it shows anyway. I don't eat meat and haven't for years, but I only stopped eating fish about two years ago. So now I'm a full-fledged veggie. Many people ask why I have become a veggie and it is for many reasons. My love for animals, the cruelty animals go through in order to become a meal, and the fact that meat doesn't appeal to me are a couple of reasons. I'm not the kind of vegetarian that is going to push my beliefs or attitudes upon you though. I don't push any of my beliefs and it greatly annoys me when others do. I have a penchant, please pardon my bombastic vocabulary, for art. All forms of it including writing, drawing, photography, painting, music, etc. I, however, am only decent at writing and drawing, but I haven't had much time for them lately. I usually have phases in which I'll feel one of them is my passion and then the other next.  And I am agnostic for now simply because I'm too torn to choose a belief or lack thereof (this serves as an example of my tendency to be ambivalent). Currently, I'm leaning towards the athiestic side. But there are many philosophies and religions that intrigue me, particularly Taoism and Buddhism which I relate to most. If I have an opinion it's usually something I've really thought about, not something I said on a whim. Although sometimes I'll stubbornly blurt out my opinion hence my belonging to a little debate cult. Yes, I do have my pictures on friends only. I would like to be able to at least kinda, sorta, somewhat, slightly trust the people that see my pictures. Weird, I know. My usual way of trying to get to know someone is by asking random questions almost resembling an interrogation. But if it annoys you, just go ahead and tell me. And I have trouble holding a conversation with someone unwilling to contribute to it, I'll feel as though I'm an annoyance. And there's one thing I hate, it is being an annoyance. Also, I only put you on my friends list if we really have talked quite extensively. If you are on my list and we haven't talked in a long time, I will try to reconnect with you and if you don't answer or you're really uninterested I'll probably delete you. And on that note, you may wanna know before talking to me that I don't tolerate people who don't tolerate others. ...But just by reading this doesn't mean you know me yet. So if you wanna talk, go ahead. I always answer :]  Oh, and by the way...my username does actually mean something. I made the phrase myself in a crappy poem for someone. When you love something so much it destroys you. That is a demolition addiction. Or in better words... These violent delights have violent ends And in their triumph die, like fire and powder, Which as they kiss, consume. - Romeo and Juliet, Act II, Scene VI  likes: Harajuku anime/manga Japan/Japanese culture soda yiddish long phone conversations writing ridiculous songs neon colors/christmas colors (if you couldn't tell...) sour patch kids literature (especially gothic and victorian) eyeliner hugs! dislikes: prejudice racism/sexism/homophobia country music death (i especially fear dying by fire) cottage cheese all nuts (except peanuts and cashews) seeing watery or crying eyes eggs crying in front of others western movies sparkling water tomatoes crusty macaroni needles favorites: books: Alice's Adventures In Wonderland The Bell Jar The Catcher in the Rye Jane Eyre Night artists: Vincent van Gogh Egon Schiele Tim Burton shows: Garth Marenghi's Dark Place Courage the Cowardly Dog Family Guy Invader Zim The Office Reno 911 Spongebob movies: But I'm a Cheeleader! Eraserhead Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind Juno Mysterious Skin Nobody Knows Pride & Prejudice Wall-E All films by Tim Burton and Hayao Miyazaki (particularly Edward Scissorhands/Spirited Away) anime/manga: Bleach Death Note FLCL Ranma 1/2 and these tickle my music bone : Amanda Palmer Amon Tobin Aphex Twin Boards of Canada Bonobo Brand New Bright Eyes Chiodos The Cure Cursive Dashboard Confessional Devendra Banhart Dir en Grey Emilie Autumn The Eyes Of A Traitor Florence + the Machine I Am Ghost Imogen Heap Land Of Talk Lykke Li Matchbook Romance Mindless Self Indulgence Muse old My Chemical Romance Placebo Portishead Radiohead The Red Shore Say Hi To Your Mom Sigur Rós Squarepusher Ulrich Schnauss Venetian Snares Xiu Xiu     ...but if you must have a good day. Goodbye. Brought to you with a wee bit of help from PrintedExistence[dot]com. Likes: Dislikes: Favorite Music: Link 1: http://vanillaXlatte.deviantart.com Link 2: http://iam--iam--iam.tumblr.com
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