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Last logged in: December 02, 2008, 08:50am
darkraptor
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"Well? Shall we go?" "Yes, lets go." They don't move.
Sex: male
Age: 18
Location: , Massachusetts, United States

Member since: December 14, 2007
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Status: Single and looking
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About Me

Hey guys, I'm Mike.

I different from everyone,

I am the same as everyone.

You can't say you're truly unique because there has to be something about you thats the same as someone else. And you can't say you're the same, because everyone is different in there on way.

Please don't talk to me if you just want to bitch, or if I gave you a no on your application. If I sounded mean, or assaultive, I'm sorry, I really didn't mean to be. I just give constructed feed back.

But if you want to be friend or just want to talk to me. Please do so.

I'll talk to ANYONE, I'm not very judgmental of people. If you need someone to talk to, I'm always here. I'll listen to anyone's bitch/rant/complaint. I like to help people and make people feel better. So if you are feeling down about something, or just need to talk just say something to me.

I, myself, have problems too. Everyone does. My life is far from perfect, but I'm not going to say it's worse than someone else's. Because in truth, problems affect different people differently. One problem my seem like nothing to one person, but the world to the other. It's just how people are.

My problems are very dark, I haven't lived the happiest life. I've gone through a lot suffering. But at least I'm ok right now. Despite everything that has happened to me, I'm still alive, and I still have a life worth living. I can't say my life is perfect right now, because it's not. But it's alot better then it was before.

I consider myself to an existentialist, although I have some absurdist beliefs. If you don't know what either of them are, look them up. It would really take me a long time to explain it right here. Or you could ask me, that works too. I really love the play Waiting for Godot, I probably understand it better then most people(and by understand it I mean understanding the way it makes no sense at all). I've read Camus's The Stranger and honestly, I didn't like it so much. I really like dystopia novels and right now I'm reading Brave New World. I don't read so much...so it might take me a while.

Rate me, and I'll rate you back and if you bothered reading all of this, tell me, and you'll have my regards.
This is my ex-girlfriend Ashley. I know our relationship was really hard with the distance and all of that. But I really hope that we can still be friends. Although meeting you wasn't what I had in mind, it really meant a lot to me. I still love you Ashley, even if you don't love me... Fill in that gap in my life is going to be hard. Mostly because it's hard for me to find someone, much less find someone like you. I really hope you find someone better than me, you really deserve it. Love you Ashley! This is my friend Korey. She has done for me then any therapist, person, whatever could have ever done. She is my best friend, and I love her to death. We share a lot in common, and we will probably be friends for the rest of our lives. Even though I can't see her too often because her parents dislike me or something, honestly I don't know what I did, but regardless we try to sneak in visits with eachother when ever we can. You mean everything to me korey! Don't forget that! Oh Raf, I could say a thousand things about you. But lets start off with thank you. You really mean a lot to me a friend. I remember, you were my first friend when we went to GW, and you're one of my best friends now. We've done and went through a lot with eachother, and despite the 5 years we've known eachother we've never once have had a conflict with eachother, and I hope to keep it that way. You're my bud forever Raf! I know you can't read this right now because you're in boarding school. But thanks Mel you've been a good friend to me, maybe even more then a friend. I cherish those moments we spent together. I will always remember our first kiss, it was one of the happiest moments of my life. I don't know where life will take you, but I know you're going to go far. You're a strong girl, and I mean that. You're afraid of no one and you're smart and you're funny. You're perfect in every way for who you are. I'm going to be waiting for you until you come back. But until then, thanks, and I love you. Michelle, Michelle, Michelle. You're one of my best friends and you always will be. I remember when we first met at Dan's party and we sat and talked for a bit. I could tell we were going to be friends. It really meant worlds to me when you came to me when I was having a hard time and cheered me up. No one has really ever done that for me. I know we both have our problems, but I'm glad we can work things out for eachother. I really like going to shows with you and cuddling with you..even when we're not going out. Also cuddling and watching movies with you is always a highlight. You mean everything to me Michelle, and I don't know what I'd do without you. So thanks! Love ya! Keara, I know you don't love me anymore...well not any more then a friend. But I'd like to thank you for what we had with eachother. You were the most amazing girlfriend I've ever had, also the longest. I really hope that what ever happened between us won't change our friendship, because you mean a lot to me, and I don't ever want to lose you. I hope you're not ashamed to have gone out with me or anything, because I certainly am not. I really hope you find someone better then me, because you really deserve it. You're an amazing person, and a better friend. I love you forever! This is Megan. She has been my friend for only a couple of months now, but we've become pretty close. We share a lot with eachother and she has become a really close friend of mine. I know I was there to help her when she was having a hard time and I'm sure she'll be there when I have a hard time. Even when there's no one to talk to, she'll always be there when I need some one. Thanks Meg, I love you forever!
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EmoStylerBiatches
[Reply]
Dec 02, 2008, 09:03am
Hi.
Gut und dir ? ^^
Xx_DemonicSlave_xX
[Reply]
Nov 30, 2008, 04:07pm
Awesome =] is it like.. a big family thing yeah? x

blackstar123

[Reply]
Nov 30, 2008, 12:53pm
im taking a break right now.

it is not as hard as i expected

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take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
i don't know who you are
but i'm with you


blackstar123

[Reply]
Nov 30, 2008, 12:11pm
damn, sucks to be you.
actually right now it sucks to be. me.
my step dad is making me go rake the leaves in the rain

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take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
i don't know who you are
but i'm with you


blackstar123

[Reply]
Nov 30, 2008, 10:50am
what do you do that you hate so much

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take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
i don't know who you are
but i'm with you


blackstar123

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Nov 30, 2008, 10:45am
aw, im sorry. you dont like work, do you?

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take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
i don't know who you are
but i'm with you


blackstar123

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Nov 30, 2008, 10:11am
whats up with you, give me a detail from your life

:-)

i feel like im doing all the talking

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take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
i don't know who you are
but i'm with you

Xx_DemonicSlave_xX
[Reply]
Nov 29, 2008, 09:00pm
So did you have a good thanksgiving?

xx

blackstar123

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Nov 29, 2008, 12:13pm
I'm sick so i can't hang out with my friends. it is making me depressed :-(

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take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
i don't know who you are
but i'm with you


blackstar123

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Nov 29, 2008, 10:01am
whats up?

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take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
i don't know who you are
but i'm with you