My name is Andrea. I'll leave the pronunciation up to your imagination. I'm 19 years old and I'm not ready to grow up. I like to live for the future and I don't regret anything. Every choice I have made has built me up as a person and made me who I am today. I believe everybody deserves a second chance and I always try to be as nice as I can to everyone. I am more chic than you will ever understand. There is nothing you can do that I have not already done to myself. I'm very shy and my emotions are childish. I have terribly low self esteem. Very few people actually know me. I'm bitter about getting close to new people and am paranoid about the ones I love. I don't know how many people I can allow myself to get attached to anymore. I trust way too easily. My heart has been broken into a thousand pieces. And those pieces have been torn to shreds. Help me put it back together? Music is my cure for everything. I can't function through the day without it. I'M ADDICTED TO SILENT HILL. I have a thing for syringes and hospitals. I love art. Every day is Halloween, in my world. Makeup is my passion. I strive to turn heads and I'm always looking for new ideas and inspirations. Be my muse? I find the grotesque beautiful. The macabre intriguing. The insane amusing. I have a fetish for the spooky. Horror is my drug. I march to my own beat and express myself in my own style. I make changes for myself and no one else. I enjoy the simple things in life. I think pale skin is gorgeous. I enjoy talking to myself while driving to nowhere. I don't notice some of the things that I say. I'll start dancing like no one's watching whenever I see fit and I walk funny through halls. I make bizarre noises at random and you will remember me, whether you want to or not. I have interests that are strange and taboo. I'm obsessed with murder and serial killers. I have a sick, dry sense of humor. I laugh when others scream and smile at inappropriate times. I'm a total geek.

I want someone who will like me for who I am.
Someone who will be proud of me.
Someone that can be my first and last thought.
Someone who will take my feelings into account.
Someone i can have fun with.
Someone who is nice.
Someone with a good sense of humor.
Someone who can be serious when necessary.
Someone to take advantage of me.
Someone who isn't always thinking of themself.
Someone who I can listen to loud music with.
Someone intelligent.
Someone who will always believe in me and support me in the things I want to do.
Someone who is capable of loving me for the nerd I am.
Someone with an open mind.
Someone I can smile with.
xxxxx
Sometimes we build walls
Not to keep people out
But to see who cares enough
To break them down.

I believe in people lying
I believe in people dying
I believe in people trying
I believe in people crying

I believe in people balking
I believe in people talking
I believe in people breathing
I believe in people being

I believe in different reasons
I believe in breath through seasons
I believe when snow flakes fall
I believe in buildings tall

I believe in people falling
I believe in people warring
I believe diseases coming
I believe that's why I'm running

Keep living

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