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abeautifuldowner☆

I am Jiafu. I'm not clear on what your intentions are; however, might I say beforehand that it's nice to meet you. I'm a long time user of the site, circa 2002© ugh, sweet Jesus, I'm old. Anyways, it's nice to be back for the 100th time; it looks like I'm here to stay :] What's there to say about me? Not much, that's for damn sure :/ I'm simple. I don't leave my room much. I detest many things/ideas/"logic". My smile is big, cheesy, and a fraud. I'm a pessimist, a good one. Sometimes I smoke, sometimes I don't. I eat candy like fatty acids don't exist. I retain a poor self image and a potential eating disorder. I'm saying too much bleh shit. I'll change the plot. I enjoy reading literature (mostly German and Chinese) during my leisure, exploring different cultures and world languages, watching a few autopsy videos here and there, watching my adorable little niece walking in circles, learning a new word or two, and dreaming about seeing all the lights of each and every metropolis. I don't know why, but I adore city lights☆ Always have and always will. I welcome everyone w/ either an open hand or a size 5 platform boot up the ass. Much obliged♥

FAQs and such

• What are you?
"It's not a one street answer :/ All around, I'm of Hispanic/Mexican/Spanish heritage + some German. Each time I ask the family I get a different answer, just my luck."

• You're not Asian?
"............no, I am not lol"

• Are you in a relationship?
If it were important to know, you would know♥

• What's w/ all the foreign music?
"Music is important as it is strong to any part of the world and I'm a total sucker for it. Some of the greatest music I've ever been fortunate to listen to has come from China, Germany, Japan, and Pakistan, just as well as from America. I was never a "lyrics" person, if I'm curious about a song then no big deal, I google it. Chances are I'm not going to remember the song's meaning word for word, right?"
「The language barrier doesn't exist in great music.」 VULGAR 2003© Dir en grey


• Do you watch any anime?
"Honestly? Most anime annoys the hell out of me! The ones I do enjoy and adore are Death Note, Sayonara Zetsubou-sensei, Black Butler, and Sailor Moon."

• Do you collect manga?
"Those mentioned above including The Drifting Classroom (personal favorite) and Absolute Boyfriend."

• Will you rate me back?
"I always return the favor, guys :] If it's not a 10 then it will be nothing at all. Not once have I ever down rated. Another thing, give me what you feel is fair, 10 or a -1, my heart still beats. No reasons needed, either. I have greater and better truths to seek out in my life than why some prick doesn't think I'm pretty or real, you know?"

• Why do you have very few photos?
"I'm not very photo friendly. I gradually take photos once in a while, but don't expect any more to come soon"

• Why are you a selfish bitch?
"All my life, I've never had a real friend. No one ever helped or looked out for me, not one act of selfless humility in my favor (this, of course, excludes family.) So in return, it's just me, myself, and I in the world. I like it this way. I get what I want. I am ruler in my life. I only dust off the people who are weak, provide me w/ no benefit, or just plain fucking annoying. Who says Machiavellianism isn't an art?

• Could you help me make a layout?
"Sweetie, do you have any idea how long this puny layout took me to create? It's been forever since I've designed anything, period! I'm thankful for ending up w/ this at all! It's exactly what I was aiming for♥ I know my tastes and moods; however, what I don't know is yours. I don't find it wise or in my favor to put more of my time into something I'm not confident in doing to begin w/. There are lots of great cults and designers that are a million x more skilled than I could ever dream of being at this kind of thing XD Be nice when approaching them :]"

Influences


Music

Abingdon Boys School, ADAPTER。, AUSHVITZ, ayabie, Bai Hong, Blur, BUCK-TICK, Cannibal Corpse, Cold, Daft Punk, Dead or Alive, Depeche Mode, Dir en grey, Dope, Dutch Force, Epik High, Falco, Fear Factory, Femme Fatality, FLOPPY, G-Dragon, Ghostland Observatory, Golden Bomber, The Good, The Bad and the Queen, Gorillaz, GReeeeN, HERO, Jal, Jamiroquai, Kagrra, Kaya, THE KIDDIE, LuLu, lynch., Malice Mizer, Marilyn Manson, Maxi Priest, MAXIMUM THE HORMONE, Motocompo, MUCC, Nightmare, Oasis, Orgy, Perfume, Peter Gabriel, Phương Vy, Psycho le Cému, Pulp, Robin Black and the Intergalactic Rock Stars, SAI, Savage Garden, SEX-ANDROID, The Shanghai Restoration Project, Steve Conte, STYX, T.M.Revolution, Tokio Hotel, TONE 仲維軍, uBuGoe, The Union Underground + many more (a little lazy to add the rest, maybe another time.)