I love music. Music is my life, and has saved my life on many occasions. I am always out at one gig or another, be it a local band or a famous one. To me music is music. I will listen to anything with one exception...R 'n' B. I happen to find that some Grime has a good beat. Take away the lyrics and the raging a*s holes that sing it and stick rock lyrics and guys wearing eyeliner in their places and we have a very nice thing going on.

Erm what to say about me? I love like myself, but like the rest of you I have days where living seems to be a waste of death and 'breathing is a waste of breath.' In the words of Fall Out Boy. Yes I like them but don't hate me for it.

I'm eighteen years old and I hate it when people use numbers to show what number they mean instead of spelling it out. If that made any sense? I'm English, and I would love to say that I am proud....but I wouldn't like to lie to you all.

I am usually a pretty well manared person (who can't spell to save her life) but, what with being a natural red head, and being a scorpio, I have a tendancy to snap at people without warning. I have a short temper but I do try to control myself before snapping at somebody and biting their head off. Although, some of you need new heads anyway (that was a joke, please don't hurt me!)

I have very strong oppinions on religion. I don't believe in a god that can judge and forgive one group or race of people but can condem another to hell, or allow slavery because they are different. If this so called 'god' made us all in his image, then why is it that even he penalises anybody non conformist, anybody that's not white, and so on and so forth? If you try to convince me otherwise i will kill you with my little finger, a banana and a packet of noodles. Believe me, it's a scary way to go!

As you may also have gathered I like to be thorough when presenting myself. If I'm not thorough I have a tendancy to panic as i do not have all my bases covered. This will eventually lead to some sort of 'on the spot' question that i will not have an answer for or will have to think about. If i start thinking I will be lost to you for so long you will have forgotten your question and moved on. Therefore, I am thorough not only to stop myself from panicing, but also to stop you losing interest when asking a question.

Contrary to belief, and my anal retentive ramblings above I happen to be a very random; hyper, never asleep and fun loving person. I like to have fun. I like to go out, and i like love to laugh.

You will never see a frown on my face. It wouldn't matter how low i was feeling. I could have lost evryone and everything I cared about in an hour, but you will not see me frown. This is becasue I do not wear my heart on my sleeve. Unless I know you and really, and I mean really, trust you. You will never know how I am feeling inside. I am telling you this because people often find me emotionaly closed off when talking about my...well... emotions. This is just a heads up. However, that said, I am a good listener, and I will only give advice if you want it. I will not force my advice upon you. Who needs that, right? But know that I am well renound amongst my friends for giving good advice...and hugs. Need a hug that 'makes all your problems melt away' then I am here for you. This I will admit to. I am not being big headed about my 'mad hugging skills' as my brother would say. I am simply letting you know the one and only thing I am good at with the exception of cooking and desert making.

~*~Snitches and gossips.~*~

~*~Animal cruelty. Abuse of women. Abuse of men. Abuse of children. Any form of cruelty that shows a disregard or lack of respect towards anything. Everything deserves respect as far as I'm concerned.~*~

~*~People being nasty about my friends, family and myself. (I know this really falls under bullies. Just take it as an extra emphasis.~*~

~*~Hypocrites.~*~

~*~When I can't spell things right.~*~

~*~When people talk and then trail off, or stop in mid sentance to say "never mind" and then stop talking. You obviously wanted me to know something or you wouldn't have started telling me in the first place. Why stop in mid information sharing? Oh it annoys me so.~*~

~*~People in general, and as a race suck pretty badly. Although, there are those few people out there that I exempt from this generalisation. Please note, that is all this is, it's a generalisation so don't take it personally. I don't hate you before I even know you. Hating you comes after that part. (That was a joke!)~*~

~*~People who talk like: waz up, innit, m8, dun, rite den, etc.~*~

~*~Tea bags. They just seem strange to me. They weird me out.~*~

~*~Loud noises/sudden movements, I'm very jumpy.~*~

~*~Quiet/sneaky noises and silences. They make me paranoid.~*~

~*~Crowded places. I have a great fear of being lost in strange places or being trampled to death.~*~

~*~Empty places. YES, I am aware i am contradicting myself thank you much!~*~

~*~Green beans. Well anything green actually. I don't hold the colour in high regard, With the exception of <3Tom's bass<3~*~

~*~Labels. I am well aware they exist, I am aware that you will be labeled no matter what you do. But answer me this, if you like rock music, dance music, rnb and pop music. you dress differently every day and DO NOT pretend to be something you are not, what will you be labelled as? You can't be a poser because you aren't pretending to be something you aren't and you cant fit in to Greb, Emo, Chav etc because you like all of those different things. Interesting thought, no?~*~

~*~People who fake sympathy, apathy etc. There is just no point. Find one thing and stick with it. Why fake something to get attention? If you aren't getting any attention then maybe it's your current attitude that's pushing people away. Try changing your attitude. Not who you are, not your style, not even your image. Just your attitude.~*~

~*~Good Charlotte~*

~*~Avenged Seven Fold. Imagine my delight when M. Shadows appeared in 'The River' by Good Charlotte.~*~

~*~Linkin Park~*~

~*~Taking Back Sunday~*~

~*~Biffy Clyro~*~

~Back Yard Babies~*~

~*~wedesday 13. Yes that thirteen annoys the hell out of me!~*~

~*~Hawthorne Heights~*~

~*~Alkaline Trio~*~

~*~The Acadamy Is~*~

~*~My Chemical Romance~*~

~*~Aiden~*~

~*~Lost prophets~*~

~*~A.F.I~*~

~*~H.I.M~*~

~*~The 69 Eyes. Again, yes the sixty nine annoys me~*~

~*~Stained~*~

~*~The Ramones~*~

~*~Rush~*~

~*~Deep Purple~*~

~*~NoFx~*~

~*~The Exies~*~

~*~Bullet For My Valentine.~*~