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Xjesus-lemonsX
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Sex: male
Age: 68
Location: London/ Lancaster, England, United Kingdom
Orientation: Pansexual
Rating: 9.94
Rating points: 29031
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Member since: December 30, 2005
Last logged in: Invisible
Status: In an open relationship
Occupation: Performer / Student / Semi-professional Model
Account Status: Free Account
Rated by: 2922 people
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Latest Journal Entry: Fuck emotions, haha December 20, 2008, 05:47pm
Profile:
 | My name is Joseph Anthony Cawley, but everyone knows me as Joe. Now, if you will allow me to be frank at the commencement, you will not like me; the gentlemen will be envious and the ladies will be repelled. I spit and I swear and I roll my own fags. I take drugs and I drink like a fish, but I'm not a lunch head or an alcoholic. If you chat shit, fuck off because I can't be dealing with idiots and Nazis. I cannot stomach delusional people; I'm all for vanity and confidence, but fuck me, shut the fuck up if you have no grounds. I was born to the South Bank of London town, which is where I have spent most of my life, although I have lived all over the country. I have had an extraordinary life. One of the most defining oddities is that I have never attended a school. My parents (punky, hippie, but cases) are strongly anti establishment. Of course I am intelligent and of course I am not socially dysfunctional. We live in the twenty-first century, an age in which a small minority cater for the needs of the masses; it is important in this age to be a transmitter, rather than a receiver and some of us are destined to produce for the majority. I know I am. I live my life thinking outside the box and using it as an advantage. If you can't understand my warped view on reality, if you don't think outside the box, if all you care about is sex and drink and drugs and grades and money and cars, if you don't have the capacity to process what I'm about, fuck off right now because I don't have time for half-witted infidels. I'm not angst ridden, I'm not a nihilist, I don't adhere to the pretension that everyone is individual. I am the most realistic person you will ever have the misfortune to come across. I am, unequivocally, my own worst critic; if I am not the best at every single thing I do I slit my wrists (I don't feel that I should need to remind you to use your sense of humour whilst reading this). I am an |
awful perfectionist. I'm completely neurotic; I like to know what I'm talking about and so I question everything, compulsively. The clothes I wear and the music I listen to reflect me as human being as I am far to aware of the real world to feel the need to be a member of any form of subculture, or a follower of anything, or anyone. I would rather die than be mediocre. I don't believe in talent, I believe in hard work; I have confidence only in confidence itself. I believe in humanity and I passionately support the humanist ethic. My background is filled with Paganism and Buddhism, but I struggle with the irrelevant paraphernalia that is married with paganism and I know far to many people who use Buddhism as a fashion statement. I love every breath that I take. I respect those who respect me. I am fiercely loyal. I am no better than anyone, nor am I any worse. Of course I am intelligent, you should be able to smell it a mile off. I am narcissistic and vain, but that is not to say I do not appreciate others, for varying things; I spend all my time with fuck wits and pin heads, weirdo's, exhibitionists and odd balls. I know what I have and I know what I want. The day I know everything and need nothing is the day life is not worth living. My sexuality is very fluid. Yes, I am a semi-professional model, although I spend equal amounts of time behind and in front of the camera. I split my time between ruining my body and attempting to better myself.
p.s, This is Otto and I am in love with his bones
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