The one who strikes the first blow admits they lost the argument. You have enimies? Good. That means you've stood up for something in your life. So take my hand and hold it tight, I will not fail you here tonight.
Status: A'le'la -"By MY will."
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Sex: female Age: 17 Location: The World Masked In Ice,
Minnesota, United States
Member since: February 04, 2009 Account: Free Account Orientation: Straight Status: Single Occupation: Gremlin Master
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About Me
I Love Music. I draw. I write poetry, lyrics and stories. I'm Athletic. I'm of my own religion, following my own beliefs. I'm very Creative and Artistic. I love all forms of art and just doing anything that's creative. I'm big on common sense. I run Varsity track, I make it to Sections every year. I'm a very, seemingly 'defiant' person. I do what I want, say what I want, dress how I want and be what I want, and I always have. I'm highly curious and love knowing things and learning new things. I look at everything horrible and cruel dwelling in this world, but don't let it get me down. And even so, I can still find beauty amd strength in our seemingly dying and often cruel world. I state my mind and opinions no matter what other people may think of if it will hurt their feelings. If you want my honest opinion about something, ask, I'll give it. I keep my word and my promises. I stand up for everyone and defend them with my whole heart. I don't care if they've picked on me, called me names or have hit me. I WILL defend them. And I will jump right into the middle of a fight to break it up. I will fight for the weak. Fuck with me, or my friends, and you better get ready to run for your life. I love helping people. If you need anything at all, just ask me. And I'll be happy to help. Anytime. I'm weird and a freak and proud of it! I will ALWAYS be myself. That white hot flame burns deep within' my heart and in my soul. Try to put it out. You will Fail. I'm not 'goth' or 'punk' or 'emo' or 'scene' I'm merely myself. No labels attatched. So say hi to Alex. Think and say what you want about me, I don't give a damn.
Likes
Andy Biersack's speech's. They're all from the heart and are always deep and meaningful to the ears of those unique. Being myself. I love nothing more than just being by myself or in a whole sea of people and just being nothing but me. Always be yourself. If you were meant to be someone else, you would've been. Don't be something your not. Is it worth it to be loved for what you're not? You're not being loved for YOU. What you're pretending to be is being loved. Nikki Sixx's books. I love how honest they are and how open he is about himself and everywhere he's been. I love being able to peer into his mind, into his heart and into his soul during those words. He's so insightful and really knows life. How in Sixx A.M.'s songs, even though Nikki's not singing, I can still hear those words coming directly from him. Dancing. Especially randomly dancing. Going to a concert and ROCKING my heart out. Moshing. Dancing. Jumping. Headbanging. I don't care if I'm the only one doing it. I like to have fun. Being called a freak, or that I'm weird. You know what? I AM a freak. I AM weird. And guess what? I'm fucking PRUOD of it! I absolutely love creating life on a blank page. I actually also find it amusing to hear what people say about me. That I'm Satan and that they've always wanted to fuck the devil. The Devil. A demon. Demon spawn. A Gothic Girl. It all truly amuses me. Sharp objects. I'm Greatly attracted to sharp objects. My Favorite colors are Black, Crimson/Scarlet Lake, and electric blue. I love night, it's more peaceful and quiet than day. More serene. Or just plain darkness. I love sitting on the roof and listening to music, reading or drawing, especially right when the sun comes up. Music. Music=Life. Music gives people a great way to express themselves and it gives people something to relate to. A way to release anger, love, just emotions. I don't think we'd be anywhere without it. True Music has HEART and SOUL in it. Singers and musicians who're one with their music and actually care and love both their fans and music. And just anyone who truly loves what they're doing. I LOVE seeing that. It makes me so happy. multitasking. I'm not very entertained unless I'm doing more than 1 thing. Mix Speaker's Inc lyrics. They're so beautiful and have such deep meaning in them. Especially 'If' and 'Innocent World'. I love Japan, therefore I'm a big fan of anime. And Manga. My favorite types of movies are Horror-Gore, (Devils Diary, Wrong Turn I, II, & III, Drag Me To Hell) and Japanese anime (Princess Mononokee, Nasca of The Valley Of The Wind, My Neighbor Totero). Anime: Naruto/Naruto Shippuden, Basilisk, Darker Than Black, Kaze no Stigma, Death Note, Inuyasha, Saiyuki, Last Exile, Nadia Secret of Blue Water, Fujigi Yugi; The Final Play, Evangelion, Zatch Bell, Code Lyoko. Books/Manga: Vampire Academy series, Vampire Diaries, House of Night Series, Vampire Kisses Series, Dead Series, Darkest Powers Series, Blue Bloods series, The Den Of Shadows, Boys That Bite, The Morganville Vampire Series, Fallen, Torment, Meridian, The Chronicle Of Vladmir Todd, The Reach, Ghostgirl series. Vampire Kisses Blood Relatives, Naruto, death note, Roserio Vampire, Yu Yu Hakasou, KarakuriDoji Ultimo. Dagons! Wolves! Dragons and Wolves! Hellhounds. Vampires beat werewolves. --I prefer the werewolves that transform into actual wolves, perferably bigger than an average wolf.
Dislikes
There're some things I don't like, but that's for everybody. It takes alot to bother me, annoy me or make me upset. But, this world; looking at it makes me so sad. It's amazing I can still find beauty in this dying world. People with little to no common sense, they ractually get on my nerves. People who don't stick up for themselves and what they believe in. The one person you will always, ALWAYS have is yourself. So you should always state what you believe and express yourself and most importantly BE yourself. Never let your inner self be trampled. Do Not let your fire be extinguished. I don't really like complete silence. I prefer to have even a tiny backround noise. Whether it's the rain, the wind, or the tv turned down so low I can barely hear it. Adults thinking they know everything. Obviously they're knowledgeable and have more life experience but in ways most kids are smarter than adults. Adults don't have the capability to understand, and they won't accept the answer. and part of that reson is that it's not 'Logical.'-Though this really all depends on the individual person. I really don't like Christians who twist the bible, god and everything that religion stands for into something that's so riddled with hate. Obviously they need to pay attention to their own message. God loves everybody, they sure don't believe that, or act like that. Have some openmindedness people. Loud noises. What has to bother me the most is when people copy me. It's MY originality and MY idea, get your own. This is who I am. Not YOU. Be yourself not ME. -This, just kind of contradicts itself. Whether they realize it or not. When people claim they hate me and that I'm a freak, yet they go and copy all of my ideas. Doesn't really make sense does it? & I Don't like it when people have to repeat the same things over and over just in different words. I get you're trying to help, but I got it the first time. Psychiatrists that think everyone's the same, if you don't think or feel this way about this it's wrong, and they don't care what you have to say or you, they get payed to pretend to care. I'm not saying they all don't care, 'cause some truely do. THOSE are the psychologists you want to see. People who sterotype others & Prejiduce people, Don't judge someone by how they look, most of the people who get labled "Emo" "Goth" and "Punk" are basically the nicest people you'll ever meet. One reason's 'cause they can accept you for you. Whether you dress differently then them, look different, have a different religion or a different taste in music. More importantly, people who give them shit for being different. Making fun of them or physically hurting them for it makes you a completely horrible person. Really, people grow up and quit being so damn mean and cruel. This world doesn't need any more hate in it. You should be at least respecting those people, for having the courage and the heart to be who they want and who they are. That's more than you can say for yourself. And putting them down like you do, only makes you even lower and even worse. Things that never change. Things that never change are so boring. Someone calling someone around 140 lbs fat, they're NOT fat, they're just not as skinny as those anorexic models who No one looks like. People talking when I'm really trying to concentrate. A silent room with one or 2 people whispering, they can be heard so clearly, and it's highly distracting and quite annoying when I'm in a bad mood. Teachers looking over my sholder when I'm taking a test, I find it so distracting, & stalkerish. I'm trying to concentrate, you looming over my shouler doesn't help that. Twilight. Have we really gotten so pathetiic as to start making twilight CHOCOLATE? I mean really..
Favorite Music
Black Veil Brides! Falling In Reverse! Sixx A.M., Eyes Set To Kill, Jack Off Jill, Otep, Papa Roach, Three Days Grace, Rise Against, Miyavi, One Ok Rock, Picture Me Broken, D.R.U.G.S., Pierce The Veil, Kittie, Maximum The Hormone, Wathcout! There's Ghost, Deathstars, Alesana, Aiden, Bleed The Dream, Boys Like Girls, Inhale Exhale, Motionless In White, Mix Speaker's Inc, Children 18;3, Dead Poetic, The Blaqk Year, Killswitch Engadge, Psyclone Nine, Zombie Girl, Bullet For My Valentine and A Bullet For A Pretty Boy. Albums: ***Black Veil Brides: We Stitch These Wounds*** ***Black Veil Brides: Set The World On Fire*** ***Falling In Reverse: The Drug In Me Is You*** Escape The Fate: Dying is your latest fashion Escape The Fate: There's No Sympathy For The Dead *Jack off Jill: Clear Hearts Grey Flowers* Jack off Jill: Humid Teenage Mediocrity Jack off Jill: Sexless Souless Demons Sixx A.M.: The Heroine Diaries Sixx A.M.: This Is Gonna Hurt Otep: The Ascension Eyes Set To Kill: Reach Eyes Set To Kill: The World Outside *Eyse Set TO Kill: Broken Frames* Papa Roach: Getting Away With Murder Papa Roach: The Paramour Sessions *Papa Roach: Metamorphisis* Three Days Grace: One-X *Three Days Grace: Life Starts Now* Rise Against: The Sufferer & the Witness Bullet For My Valentine: The Poison *Bullet For My Valentine: Fever* Aiden: Knives Versaemerge: Fixed At Zero Before Their Eyes: Life Was All A Dream Wachout! There's Ghost: Ghost Town Tokio Hotel: Scream Tokio Hotel: Humanoid 10 years: Division Alesana: On Frail Wings Of Vanity And Wax Alesana: The Emptiness Psyclon Nine: We The Fallen Zombie Girl: Blood, Brains, and Rock N' Roll Flyleaf: Memento Mori Anberlin: Blueprints For The Black Market Anberlin: Cities Boys Like Girls: Love Drunk Story of The Year: In The Wake Of Determination Razor Crusade: Infiniate Water Disturbed: Indestructable In Flames: Come Clarity Silence The Fall: It's only Forever The Blaqk Year: After the Storm Killswitch Engage: The End of Heartache Killswitch Engage: As Daylight Dies Bleed The Dream: Asleep Bleed The Dream: Awake Bleed The Dream: Built By Blood Bleed The Dream: Killer Inside Suicide Silence: No Time To Bleed
I would be pleased when you take some short look on my profile. Please take some dark greetz from germany and have nice day!
Xari
--------------------- The world I love is the world I lost Broken, plundered and wasted The memory burnt From the Soil and the Sun A black epitaph of the ages
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