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Vulgar
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Profile: Who Am I? What can I say? I'm a presumptuous person who hates a lot of things and likes very little. I'm a pessimist and a cynic and I beg to differ on almost everything. I'm not very agreeable and I don't sugar-coat my words. I have a habit of being too direct when I speak to others, enough so it makes them uncomfortable. I've been brought up under a strict roof but with age the demanding nature of my fellow poor people has fizzled out and their values have withered into nothing. I'm an emotional nutcase, and sympathetic to very few. I don't have friends, I have acquaintances and enemies. I don't say that to sound "cool" I say it because it's the truth. Lying is my biggest hatred in this world. Lie to me and I'll see to it that you can't have children. I have quite a malicious nature and a violent streak; but I am improving. I'm not going to be a cunt and blame my behaviour on an illness which is apparently freaking common in every teenager with a fringe these days (obviously I mean ADD/ADHD). That is just genuinely my personality. I'm holding my tongue a lot more often now though. I think it's unhealthy for me to go on a rant at a crying baby like I've got a severe case of tourettes. Luckily I have support for my change. Also I should point out that there is one topic of conversation that never fails with me; The Vampire Academy book series. So, twilight fans beware. I don't do glittery little boys, I do Russian men and kick-ass women. (no sexual puns intended) My Lover ? Yes, that's right, even though I am that much of an asshole I've managed to find my perfect fit. You guessed it, he's an asshole too, but unlike me it's only once in a blue moon, the rest of the time he's amazing. Dazzling, even. His name is Edward (Fuck off you dumbass twilight brown-nosers. Not every Edward is a bastard vampire that glitters in the fucking sunlight. Some of them are real AND gorgeous). I never thought it would be possible for me to show real love, real compassion, real care, towards another person. Let alone a guy. Then he walked into my life and everything changed. From the moment I met him, the moment my eyes fell on his face and my jaw dropped, I experienced a new feeling. One that ever since that day I have felt non-stop; *Ba-bump, ba-bump*. That's right. Every day for the last (almost) four years, my heart has pounded uncontrollably. He doesn't even have to be with me. I can think of him and I'll feel the pulsating in my chest, in my neck, everywhere. It confused the hell out of me for a while, but then I figured it out; I loved him. I loved him so much, and my heart was screaming at me in the only way it knew how. "I need him" was the message it gave, and I knew it was right. Unfortunately there was a bit of a gap between finding out that I loved him with every fibre in my body, and actually being with him, but it was all worth it for the happiness I feel today, and every day for the last year+. He makes me smile like no other. He makes me laugh, go into a fit of giggles like a 3 year old being tickled. He makes me crave him more and more as time goes on, and honestly, I don't think I could be without him anymore. He completes me, mind, body, heart and soul. He is the best thing that's ever happened to me, and I will never let anyone take him away from me. I love him, therefore I will protect him with everything I've got, I will make him smile, make him laugh, make him happy. His happiness means the world and so much more to me, and sweetheart, it always will.? Gallery | Comment Likes: Dislikes: Favorite Music:
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