She says she does not belong to this world, she has a well inside her as deep as the sea, and as wide. It's made her up, and it's made me up. She calls it the dream of flesh. To prepare her to meet Neptune, I am to plunge a dagger through her heart to release her from this dream of flesh so that she may join him in the watery depths...I could never do this, so tonight I will prepare a fine supper and for ten hours I will comb the matted seaweed from her hair. Afterwards, I will ignore her tears as I tell her of the death of Neptune. In this way, I shall assure my survival.

katia. 19. eurotrash.

narcissistic. introverted. vain. nihilist. extravagant. materialistic. shallow. intellectual. multilingual. depressive. insomniac. anxious. socially concerning. railthin. fantastical. intense. chaotic. confrontational. indifferent.

trust me when i say, you'll never truly know me.
i have the ability to alter my personality at will. i doubt you could keep up. i am many different "me's" in one; why should i be limited to one personality? they should be as masks, to create a mystery of what is really hid in the central core.

i am indifferent, aquarian eyes, always searching. wanderlust. i follow the butterfly's path and never return to the same flower twice. i can't say i'm really worth meeting, but you'll never meet a stare like mine. I'M ENGAGED
he is my entire liiifffeee, and betterhalf.

Mine.

If this is the life, why does it feel so good to die today?
Blue to grey,
Grow up and blow away

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