I have been working on this description of myself for ages now and I've come to the conclusion that it will never be finished. Every individual human being is a work of art, and therefore a work in progress; this description changes as I grow and as I learn. I'm always adding and taking away from it but it can never be me. I can't seem to ever find a way to describe the essence of my being in words. Fiery, versatile, intuitive, inquisitive, cynical, restrained, accepting, judgmental, compulsive, feminine ...masculine? In the end they are all still words.

In the real world I am an extremely uncomfortable person, I don't trust many people and it takes me forever to warm up to them and let go. Therefore, you probably won't like the side of me that you meet since, well, it's probably not my natural self. Honestly, I've got more faces than a deck of cards; Through my struggles growing up, I've become very versatile, not by conscious choice. I have found it to be a positive thing in many situations, regardless of the problems that have arisen because of it. I've come to be grateful for my own life experiences- good or bad-as I wouldn't be who I am without them.

I've been told that I come off as cold and intimidating online, which I guess is true. I'm a very sarcastic person, and sarcasm does not translate very well in type. So I tend to unintentionally sound like a bitch at times, which is unfortunate because I do try my best to be a friendly and considerate human being, I'm just a bit of a smart ass.

I am a thinker; I spend a lot of time alone with not much else other than my thoughts. Common sense is something I excel at so I'm a pretty good decision-maker, although I've found it easier to put to good use for those other than myself whom I give advice to. I'm pretty unstable really, sometimes I wonder how it's possible for me to be so insightful about anything that has nothing to do with my own life. If I could, I would simply exist in order to observe everything around me. It's a shame that people let themselves forget how beautiful the world is.

I love receiving comments and knowing that someone has taken the time just for me. But if you want a proper conversation from me you'll have to leave a comment with substance. Ask me something interesting, start a conversation, don't be another user that leaves boring comments that aren't worth replying to.