Smart_Blonde at Vampirefreaks.com

Please read my about me. Trust me, it's worth it. Sixteen l Taken
My name is Ashley.I tend to sound older than I am when I talk. I am very self expressive. I am Deep, be careful not to drown. I hide how i feel when I'm around people. It's hard to understand me half the time i talk. I care too much of how i carry myself. I'm stubborn & i always get my way. I'm intelligent yet witty. I'm very self-concious. I hate my body. I treat people the same as they treat me. I would do anything to make someone smile. I hate when people don't use correct grammar. I love singing and acting Get like you? Naww; get like me. If you don't have the time to read this, i don't care. I just thought you'd want to know more about me before you randomly put me on your friends list. I've got this thing where i always cover my mouth when i laugh. I laugh randomly at nothing. I'm the girl that would burst into laughter during an awkward silence.I'm not conceited, and I never will be. I'm not a big fan of conceited people. I always put other people before me. I AM christian and I am proud. I don't think it's right not to believe in god. I love god and know that he loves every single one of us. When I grow up, I either want to be a photographer, or a computer graphist. (Makes layouts, and websites.)I have social anxiety. It's where I have trouble meeting new people. Like, when new people get around me, I start to shake and freak out. 1.) Because I don't know them. 2.)Because I think they're going to hurt me or judge me. I'm anuptaphobic. If you don't know what that means, look it up on google. I also have OCD. (Over Compulsive Disorder.) Where I freak out about the smallest things, and have to perfect them to meet my standards.I want to meet the one who'll make me the happiest person alive. Music is a big part in my life. I sing 24/7. Even when my family is annoyed, they never stop me. It calms me down, and i enjoy it. Btw I breath through my ears, music's my oxygen. :) I'm really talkative and opinionated. I am not the type that have a lot of friends, I believe in quality not quantity. It takes a while for me to trust people but once you have earned my trust, I am a LOYAL friend and will always try my best to be a good LISTENER. I think pick up lines are hilarious. They make me LMAO.I don't drink or do drugs. It's just plain stupidity. Disagree with me all you want, I really don't care. I'm as healthy as could be and I don't want to die at a young age, I have a future planned, and I want to live past one hundred. Don't label me, or i'll block you in a snap. Originality is very hard to find now a days, Especially when faces are photoshopped, and beauty is a product of a computer program. Don't you know you're beautiful? Also I find it very hard to trust people, no one tells the truth anymore, everything's about lying to get your way and what you want. My view on life is very complicated, but I go with the flow. I tend to push my feelings away when someone else needs my help. My first instinct is to forget how I feel, to make others happy. I'm a fast learner, and try to absorb everything I hear. Knowledge is power and power is control. The Future: I don't know where my future is headed, And frankly, I'm not scared. I believe what's meant to be, will be. You wouldn't force a square into a circle, And you most definitely would not break a key to a lock. The future, for most of us, holds the secret to our lives. Maybe even the reason we're here. It might take a lifetime, but there's a plan for all of us, And we will find out lifes hidden treasures. As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time.You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. You've only got one life, so live it to the fullest. Oh and BTW: Please don't copy anything i've written on my profile. That's a sign that you're un-original. I used alot of time and thought in what I've written. Mkay, thanks. Talk to me? (: