LOVE ME HATE ME, YOU'RE STILL THINKING ABOUT ME! :p
0. I have a daughter who I love with all my heart but she lives with her dad who i hate with all my heart
1. I love anything about fairies.
2. I am an IMVU freak :D
3. I am a huge flirt ;)
4. My fav cartoon is invader zim
5. I bite my nails
6. I found my long lost spiritual brother Matty
7. I love going on holiday to Brighton
8. I sing and write songs, poems, short strories and act on stage I make cards and dream catchers and genrally just love being artistic.
9. I love roller skatting/ice skatting
10. I'm a huge vampire freak
11. I tend to be lazy at times.
12. I am a kinky bitch
13. I love reading anything that opens my mind to infinite possibilities
14. I cant spell :P
15. I am a bit of a loner. I enjoy my own company and like to breathe....I'm a free spirit and I don't like being told what to do, where to go, what to wear, what i can and cant do.
16. I believe in everything....fairytales, dreams, wishies coming true. unicorns, dragons, fairies, vampires, ;)
17. I love taking nice deep warm bubble baths
18. I am very open minded
19. my fav ice cream is chocolate mint
20. I hate shopping in Iceland
21. I hide behind my black hat with no make up on so noone will notice me when i go into town :P
22. My fav films in the world is *The last unicorn and alice in wonderland*
Warning!
23. I have
boderline personality disorder!
Cant deal with it, then fuck off! Cause i'm sick to death of me being judge. I hate myself enough without other hating me. You either except me for who I am or not. I really don't give a shit anymore :)
24. My fav flowers daisy, lilly, blood red roses, blue bells and daffs
25. My best acheivments. My daughter, my first ever A level in drama, the time i performed on stage at the orchard theatre *sweet chairity* My first ever music cd :) My crystal course, beauty theraphy course, computer course, life coaching. Which I still need to finish. OH and *LIVING* yeah I think we can all relate to that. It's the hardest thing to do sometimes, but hey we are all doing it right and to me Life is the biggest acheivment ever.
26. I love and miss going to live gigs. The last one I went too was years ago :( Was to see Alcaline trio. Plus I've never been to a festival :(
27. I have a cat Called Audrey after my idle Audrey hepburn
28. I like going and buying my clothes in chairty shops
29. I collect alot of random things. plus fairies and elephants
30.I am a hippy at heart and a big kid. I never want to grow up :P
31. you know when there are railings around like near the foot path or around the front garden. Well I like to run my fingers along them or even better a stick. I like the vibrations and sounds it makes
32. I walk on the edge of the curb when noone is looking to see how long i can stay on the line without falling.
33. when its nice and sunny i pick daisies up and put them in my hair
34. I sing along to my mp3 player in the street and dont care.........sometimes i even dance :P
35. I love sitting under a huge tree having a picnic and reading or meditating
36. I am very spiritual, infact i was studying to be a spiritual life coach haha but thats gonna have to wait now. I still do it voluntary though, so yeah I'm pretty good at helping others. Just not myself lol
37. I hate the news, and new papers and the government
38. I believe there are other life forms with us today, just walking around like us in secret
39. I've met a real vampire ;) was so cool, he look so dapper and distinguished. He smiled and looked right through my soul, my whole body just shivered. and then he poofed :(
40. I like taking pictures and doing graphic design art
41.
If I flirt with you, does not mean I want to shag you or cam with you or cyber sex or phone sex
42. when I see white fluffy feathers on my path, I believe it's the angels looking out for me
43. I love being in a trusting relationship and playing a submissive for either a Mistress/Master/
44. I can be really shy at times especially if I like you *blush*
45. I am a huge role player on imvu and i love xbox role play games like fabel :)
50. One of my fav shortest books ever. *the little soul and the sun*
51. I am a widow
52. lucky number is 7
53. all the things people socialise with bad luck seems to be luck for me, so friday 13th, black cat walking over my path, walking on cracks in the pavements, walking under ladders, one single magpie. Yep all good luck for me
54. I love blowing bubbles, especially at night time. I used to blow bubbles and put all my wishies, hopes and dreams into them so they would float off to the stary universe and grant my wishies hehe
55. fav chocky bar hmmm has to be dairymilk wholenut
56. fav candy WHAM BAR!!!!
57. OMG! I forgot this one!!! *near death experience* I've died before, I was dead for 12 hours, I got electrucated... it's a bit of a long story so if you are interested ask me :P
Likes:
My favourite William blake poem
*Clod of Clay*
"Love seeketh not Itself to please, Nor for itself hath any care, But for another gives its ease, And builds a Heaven in Hell's despair."
So sang a little Clod of Clay Trodden with the cattle's feet; But a Pebble of the brook Warbled out these metres meet
"Love seeketh only Self to please, To bind another to its delight; Joys in another's loss of ease, And builds a Hell in Heaven's despite."
FILMS
autopsy, wild orchid, secretary, queen of the damned, lost boys, pretty in pink, breakfast club, tron, dark city, prophercy, twilight, v for vendetta, star wars, killers, gattaca, aeunflux, teen wolf, knight and day, red riding hood, the sorcerer's apprentice, the last airbender, minority report, the vampires assistant, elektra, harry potter, the league of extraordinary gentlemen. mr nobody, basil, the note book, the lake house, the rules of attraction, merlin, corpose bride, vanilla sky, 40 days 40 nights, donnie darko, hollow man, changeling, thirteenth floor, hackers, spider man, dark crystal, legend, footloose, next, big, the abyss, closer, hancock, the secret of my success, hot fuzz, pieces of april, gone in 60 seconds, the fountain, my blueberry nights,karate kid, shallow hal, big fish, bridget jones diary, dark rising, heathers, meet joe black, me without you, dracular, vanhelsing, bound, ever after, st elmo's fire,x men, 9 1/2 weeks, pretty woman, shaun of the dead, road trip, iron man. batman returns, baron munchausen, romancing the stone, desperately seeking susan, ulysses, ghost town, top gun, jumper, flashdance, dragonheart, the matrix, dragnet, the objective, avatar, a knights tale, save the last dance, dangerous liaisons, bring it on, the crow, girls just wanna have fun, beatle juice, edward scissorhands, the neverending story, back to the future, time bandits, alfie, ghostbusters, nightmare before christmas, premonition, fantastic 4, superman,50 first dates, gossip, constantin, roxanne, the time traveler's wife, atonement, due date, batteries not included, sweeney todd, dorian gray, with nail and i, brothers grim, weird science, willow, bridge to terabithia, clash of the titans, ginger snaps, matrix, forsaken, xfiles,
Tv Programmes
xfiles, csi, peep show, american dad, never mind the buzzcocks, sponge bob, charmed, being human, black books, it crowd, ...... i don't watch much tv anymore
Dislikes:
My Pet Hates
Players, whores, liars, the news, the government, earwings, dishonesty, people that judge me before they truely know me, old creepy pervey men, really hot weather, liver...not matter how many times i smell my mums liver and bacon I still can't stand it, celery, potato eyes, clowns, 2 faced people, bigheads, fakers, people that think they are better than you cause they have a status, false friendships,
To vf Models
I've noticed that some vf model's don't even give you the time of day, don't even say thank you. Yeah I get you are gorgeous and everything, but what you gonna do when your looks have gone? It's not just whats about outside that makes a person beautiful it's about whats inside that counts. Just think for a minute...You still need the little people, where would you be without them? It just annoys me that some people think they are better than others cause they model, fuck me if I was 10 years younger I could be here doing the same. But I wouldn't get bigheaded about it.
please don't ever call me dear, I can't stand it, the only people who can is my nan. I think the word *dear* in that sentence is the most patronising word ever, so if you intend to call me it, do not expect a reply :P
Favorite Music:
Fav Music
3 doors down, alanis morrisette, alisha's attic, alison frauss, ani defranco, anjani, athlete, audioslave, auf der mar, b alice, ben folds five, bob sinclar, ben harper, ben kweller, ben mark, beth orton, bif naked, biffy clyro, brenden benson, bryne, bush, byork, calvin russel, cathy davey, chris cornell, creed, curve, damien rice, darren hayes, death cab for cutie, default, depeche mode, dido, dishwalla, donovan, doves, easily amused, elbow, filter, finch, fountains of wayne, furslide, garbage, ghost of the robot, googoodolls, grandaddy, grant lee buffalo, gwen stefani, heather nova, idle wild, it's jo danny, jason falkner, jason mraz, jeff buckley, jessica rebble, jewel, jim o'rourke, jimmy eats world, joe purdy, john martyn, joseph arthur, judie tzukes, k's choice, kate bush, keane, kings of leon, kristen barry, lemon juju, lenard cohen, letter to cleo, life house, lisa loeb, liz horsman, lodestone, mad at gravity, madonna, mandalay, massiveattack, mazzy star, missy higgins, muse, nada surf, natalie imbruglia, neil young, neve, new order, nick drake, nina simone, ours, phantom planet, phoenix, polly paulusma,perfect circle, portis head, psapp, queen adrena, qwen stefani, radar brothers, radio head, radish, ray lamontagne, rem, romi mayes, saves the day, long view, sheryl crow, silver chair, sister hazel, sixpence none the richer, sleeper, social distortion, something strange, spiderbait, spiritalised, star salior, sterophonics, strokes, switch blade symphnoy, tenious d, the cardigans, the coral, the futureheads, the jam, the shroud, thrills, tim buckley, tom mcrae, tori amos, velet chain, verve, vines, weezer, white stripes.
And loads more now cause my tastes have changed again...And Green day :) I love! Green day ;) nom, nom, nom
You can also check me out
http://www.myspace.com/auroradawnskylo
I have two songs on there, one is called *black bird* the other is called *lilly*
Still here?
Last but not least, if after reading all my profile you still want to get to know me, then talk to me, please do not just add me. I do not add random people. I am not just a number :P
Black Widow
Frustrating yet liberating I feel a sence to cause heart braking, mirror effect shattering pieces every chance i get i want others to feel my pain And get releif from playing mind games. It's cause i fear a love so deep could ever embody me i'll push my limits till you leave so while you can, just walk away. i'm really not this cruel it's true I can't allow my feelings for you, this i would never show i'd rather play devil's advocate than let you get close. There is an evil streak in me bringing brimstone and hell fire, the more i hate myself the more i will desire. A double edged sword a blade so sharp it scars. The moment i let you in you will be trapped on my silken web, for i am the black widow who just wants revenge. I'll leave you hanging until it's time to feed, your blood is my sin your life is mine to keep. So be careful where you tred and wake me up from my sleep, escape while you can, my venome is deadly you see. One sweet bite is all it takes, so say goobye it's the last mistake your ever make just before you die. There will be no tears don't think you know me, over the years i've let control me, i'm the misstress of night my terror is captervating. Capuring lies a thin web of time, i'll keep in my cage with all your remains, regret i fear of being alone, but i'd rather die than love again. So lust will be a friend of mine and hate thats second best, i'll sink my fangs and drink you dry untill there's nothing left. So be quick i'm giving you this chance to get away from me, cause deep inside there is a heart, thats why i set you free.
-------------[Original Message]---------------- [SexyGothFairy] : May 24, 2012, 04:14am >oh wow! I think this is my fav so far <3 How do you walk in thoes shoes? lol
J0Ei HERNANDEZ
