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Seething13
Torzu adrpan merifri:
Status: Life is too short to sell your life to others. I live free.
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Profile:  ...Darkness follows me, like my lithesome shadow, haunting the corner of my eye with its taunting presence, always a part of me, yet never fully one. Under the apex of the sun, are we one, or are we utterly apart? When the clouds part and the brilliance of the full moon is cast down upon me, and I reach out with one milky white moonlit arm towards you tonight, I shall consider the contrast of my flesh against the darkness of my moonshadow, and long of you. The scars I bear matter not in my search for truth. For no matter how many scars I bear, I will never know enough suffering to encompass even a fraction of that which exists. The tears I shed all fall in vain without knowledge behind them. I cry out to the vast, and I seek the truth, but my voice echos in the emptiness of the unknown. What is this pain in my heart that inspires me to know, to be, to manifest truth? Does time matter at all? All I have is the passing of time, day after day, until one day it is gone, I know not when, so I do not bother counting or even thinking overly much on the concepts with which humanity marks the passing of their lives. I am that which I am. The forest is my altar my soul gives to this stone fallen leaves like tears scattered on the mossy floor winds cry through the birches the spirit ever flows through this holy pathway this is where I belong  I believe in the possibility of everything and nothing. I believe that anything is possible, that any perception any sentient being has is a valid possibility. I also believe that it is entirely possible that nothing really exists, and that what we perceive as our reality isn't really as our perceptions have us believe (none of this exists outside our self). I strongly believe that humanity is incapable of understanding Truth, that the things we see as "the truth" or "a truth" are simply our perceptions/opinions/beliefs/understandings and since we are imperfect,and incapable of knowing what truth really is, (it being beyond our perceptive ability), we are all ignorant, and lost, and seeking something which we can never have. Therefor, I have all beliefs and none, and I am the epitome of contradiction. The oddest thing about me is, I HATE, LOATHE, and DESPISE humanity, yet, I still try to be a nice person. I hate you for your existence, I loathe you for your flaws, and I spit on you for your faults, yet, if you talk to me, I'm really nice. See? I have the ability to misplace my loathing and disgust and be a nice person, even though I really can't stand you. I'm better than you. I can be nice, even if it goes against everything I believe, because, unlike most humans, I know what manners and decency are, and I can FAKE IT. So, talk to me sometime. Who knows, maybe I'll end up actually liking you. I live in the forest. I mourn. I laugh. I read a lot. I work. I rest. I make my experience. Perspective is everything. It often sickens me that an expanse of "nothing" can be such a harsh barrier, whilst I strive to be left alone. I am human. I have flawed logic. I don't try. Why should I? I curse thee, dreadful physics! If you want to learn more about me, go to my myspace profile (or DA, or Facebook, or just google my name, Phaewryn). http://www.facebook.com/#!/profile.php?id=1850784530 http://phaewryn.deviantart.com http://www.myspace.com/phaewryn Sexy, long-haired metalhead men and hot young emo boys are encouraged to mail me their wet dream encrusted dirty boxers and bedsheets. Please include a photo of you mostly nude on your bed, looking sexy. LOL Phaewryn O'Guin General Delivery Bellows Falls, VT. 05101 USA Likes: Music. Internet. Forests. Waterfalls. Bonfires. Sunsets. Horses. Cats. Honesty. Awareness. Axe Throwing. Disc Golf. Parties. Dancing. Compassionate and Emotional Love-making.Dislikes: Drama. Society. Christians specifically are subject to a stronger form of hatred than most humans, though very few humans are bearable.Favorite Music: I have a playlist, listen to it. Torzu Iad Lucifer: Zuraah gohus nonca, Azazel Iad: Yolcam ozongon od coraxo, lap aaiom apila amma ollog: Sonf micalzo ils iad iadnah lucifer: drix unal ollog: Tonug adrpan dooaip vaoan: Bams ip casarmi z dobix: Ozazm noco oiad, zong vooan: Zir noncp: Const qaa sonf vors tol ziroias: Ozazm babalond nonca: Ozazm dobix ylsi, dluga doalim, gemeganza pambt: Allar ozien, lasdi, fisis mir quasahi: Ozazm bahal orocha: Abramg noncp, paracleda c lonsa: Isro cnila idlugam nonca: gemeganza: Hail Lucifer!  lava ip mad Homepage: http://www.facebook.com/Phaewryn Link 1: http://myspace.com/Phaewryn Link 2: http://phaewryn.deviantart.com Link 3: http://www.stickam.com/seething13
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