RoyaltyRed at Vampirefreaks.com

Name: Gvenda (You probably don't know how/can't pronounce it right)

Preferable name: Shatogtar, Acid S. Doctrine

Nick name: RoyaltyRed

Age : Uncountable

Status : Single (not sure I'm looking)

Orientation: Straight (was the last time I checked)

Guys of dreams:Dero Goi(Oomph!),Dorian Deveraux(Jesus on Extasy),Peter T�gtgren(Pain/Hypocrisy/The Abyss studios),Whiplasher Bernadotte & Nightmare Industries(Deathstars),Jethro Cave(Model), Alexi Laiho (Children Of Bodom), Shagrath (Dimmu Borgir), Johnny Depp (actor)

Lives in : Vilnius, Lithuania, The middle of Nowhere

Born in: Autumn. 09.09

Zodiac: Virgo

Label: I don't like labels or care about them.

Mood: Better don't ask. You'll probably end up in pain

Condition: Overall hatred

Emotions: lack of

Music: Metal, industrial, ambient or 80s, 90s rock

Food can't stand: Cracklings

Ashamed of: Living in this society

Thoughts about VF: Most people in here are lame/posers or whatever fucked up word you like. And I'm not an elitist. But c'mon. Just look around.

Time: Night

Time of year: Winter, Autumn

Favourite color: Black, Neon Green

Highly preferable colors: Violet, crimson, red, green,blue

Favourite cartoons: "Chowder"

Note:If you think that it's boring to read profiles don�t do it. But if you want to rate and comment it would be fair to read about me a bit. You should also know that I REALLY prefer comments to rates. It's pathetic that people can be counted by points. Oh, one more thing: Do not IM me. I have tons of better thing to do then immediatly answering to your questions.

In case YOU FAT FUCK don't believe I'm real:

For people who can't find. PICTURE LEADS TO GALLERY!!!

Note: Internet is not the place where you can know people well. Anyone can be fake in here. If you read my profile and feel like you know me very good, than you need to know: you don't. I won't type my life, my mind, my soul in an internet page. It's just a profile, nothing more...Nothing in here is real, but everything in here is true.

I am the one you'll love to hate.
Not because I am a bitch.
Because I'll leave you in pain.
I'll leave you confused and deranged.
Not beause you're insane.
Because I am.
In my own ways.

I am the one you'll love to admire.
Not because I'm an unseen beauty.
Because I have brains and soul.
Deep and deadly.
Perhaps you'll find yourself lost in the abbys of me.
Just lend me thy hand.
And I'll lend you mine.

I am the one you'll want to leave behind.
Not because I'm too shallow to follow.
Because I'm too deep.
Because I think too much.
Because I have my own path.

I am the one you'll want to take with you.
Not because I'm a pet.
Because I'm your Mistress.
Because I'll show you thy path.
Through the mist and fire.

I am the one you can fall in, but I can pick you up from the gutter. If you'd pick Me up. I am the one who admires beautiful art of this world. The one who admires nature in all her beautiful forms. Though I'm the one who HAS to live in the city. To see the filth of mankind. I love the dark past of the abandoned urban monuments. I forecast the Great Armageddon. Near. We're calling it. This world died long time ago. When all the science barriered the ways to fantasy worlds. When people started tellin' their children that there is no such thing as fantasy world. We all died. And we live dead. Souldead...

I'm a feminist. With my own phylosophy about that. I don't care if you're a guy who doesn't like feminists. Really.

Used to be very masculine. I still am when I'm drinking or just having fun. Though I'm turning to more feminine side called elegance. It's probably the influence of Marylin Monroe and Dita von Teese.

You can bitch on me, add me to your shit lis or hate me. I honestly don't give a fuck about what people are talking about me.

Cults

Black_
Zombabes
Vicious-Vixens
Make-up_MasterMinds
FemmeFatale
Fashion-Fatigue

Death
~Will be always a big part of me
Darkness
~It's an other world. Pity that you can't see it
Nights
Full moon
&
Stars
PERSONAL cult invites
Combat boots
Black leather & PVC
Spikes & Studs
Inverted crosses & pentagrams
Piercings & tats
Blood
~The sight, smell & taste
Gore & brutality of life
Abandoned & haunted places
Old cemetery
Fantasy & Dark Fantasy genres
Vampires, Lycans & Dragons
Pirates, Vikings & movies about them
To read
Pain & hate
Playing drums and guitar & generally playing
PC games: Disciples II, Heroes I-V, Diablo II
Satan
~I'm not expecting you'll understand, but I'm not a satanist, it's just silly~
Long hot baths
Poetry, photography, art & music
~Oh get the fuck away~
Corsets
Lace
Jewelery
Forests and mountains
Rain
Cartoons & Cartoon Network
The Middle-ages
Animals
Adore long hair on guys
Pale skin on both sexes
Little sweet bitches and being one
Animal print
Being rock'n'roll
Partying

Favourites

MOVIES

The Lord Of The Rings Trilogy
The Pirates Of the Caribbean
The Nightmare Before Christmas
Sweeney Todd the Demon Barber of Fleet Street
The Rocky Horror Picture Show
Sleepy Hollow
The Corpse Bride
The Shining
Silent Hill
Some Like It Hot
13th Warrior
The Grease

ACTORS/ACTRESSES

Johnny Depp
Viggo Mortensen
Jim Carrey
Michele Pfifer
Marylin Monroe
Milla Jovovich

ALCOHOL

Whisky~
Jack Daniel's
Grant's

Tequila~
Olmeca
Sauza

Beer~
Carlsberg
lithuanian

Sambouka
Nice looking cocktails

KITCHEN

Japanese
Chinese
Italian
Mexican
Lithuanian traditional
Adore Olives
Always enjoy trying something new and exotic

Most of bright colors
~especially pink
Daylight
Elitists
~Get down bitches, there's no elite. Just bunch of fools who love themselves too much
Christians
~It's a great way to rule the world. And I don't like when someone tells me what to do
Organised religion in general
"Tr00 cvlt blackers"
~Lemme explain
Fallowing the rules = christianity
"TCB" = Rules followers
We get:
"Tr00 cvlt blackers" = Christians
Stick it to your "tr00" ass
People who don't like to read and are proud of it
~you're boring
Emo and scene
~that's lame
Stupid love stories with happy endings
Whores & sluts
Unnaturally brown skin made with creams, soliariums, etc.
Unhealthy slim people
~They look very creepy
Stupid, annoying children
Too immature people
Too predictable endings
Fakes
Weak people
~Stop weeping in the fucking corner
Go out and fight
Churches
Perverts
Impolite & ill-mannered people
Most of the people

In no special order

I also enjoy some classical music and sountracks of my favourite games.

My favourite bands musicians.

Pirates and Vikings.

"Something I study is how people react when my blood is streaming everywhere, but that's not why I do it. I like to cut, in others preferably, but it's mostly in myself. That I can't do it too often... makes me a bit mournful." -DEAD-

"I don't think anyone knew Dead that well. He just wanted to be left alone. He was a really special guy and his vocals and lyrics were fucking amazing." -MANIAC-

"...He was far away from Sweden and didn't know anyone because he wasn't the kind of fellow who could get in touch with people very easily. He just sat in his room and became more and more depressed, and there was a lot of fighting [with Euronymous]." -HELLHAMMER-

"He wasn't a guy that you could know very well. I think even the other members of Mayhem didn't know him very well. He was hard to get close to... He had a lot of weird ideas... Honestly I don't think he was enjoying living in this world, which of course resulted in the suicide." -FAUST-

"Dead didn't see himself as human; he saw himself as a creature from another world. He was very much into death and the other world. He said he had many visions that his blood has frozen in his veins, that he was dead. That is the reason he took that name. He knew he would die..." -OCCULTUS-

"Dead's corpsepaint wasn't anything to do with the way KISS or Alice Cooper used makeup. Dead actually wanted to look like a corpse. He didn't do it to look cool. He would draw snot dripping out of his nose. That doesn't look cool. He called it corpsepaint." -NECRO BUTCHER-

"He was cool to hang out with, always weird to talk with. I remember him as a nice guy, really. I think he died cuz he was not happy! I don't believe in this thing that he wanted to join the other side or whatever." -NAPOLEON PUKES-

"In some way Euronymous used the suicide to promote Mayhem. He said that Dead killed himself because death metal was becoming a trend, but that's totally not true. He killed himself simply because he wanted to kill himself. I was kind of pissed off at the time because Euronymous was trying to gain from his death." -MANIAC-

"Dead hated this planet and all living creatures on it. The only thing which kept him there was his love for the ancient death/black metal lifestyle with face paint, spikes, leather, black clothes, Satanism and brutality." -EURONYMOUS-

"Euronymous tried to psych him out. He would tell Dead, 'We don't like you. You should just kill yourself.' Stuff like that." -NECROBUTCER-

"He hated cats. I remember one night he was trying to sleep. A cat was outside his apartment, so he ran outside with a big knife to get the cat. The cat ran into a shed and he went after it. Then you heard lots of noise, and screaming, and there was a hole in the shed where the cat came out again, and Dead ran after it with his big knife, screaming, hunting the cat, only dressed in his underwear. That was his idea of how to deal with a cat." -FAUST-

"He was a very special person, a good friend. Very shy, very quiet. He didn't talk to many people. He stuck to himself and a few people he knew... Dead had extreme views about everything: he talked about being non-human, not belonging on earth. He told me stories that he was almost dying when he was a kid, because he was sleeping so deeply and his face turned blue, and he wanted to die when he was only two or three years old. They couldn't wake him when he was sleeping; I think it was something between deep sleep and unconsciousness." -METALION-

"Dead's suicide didn't really surprise me. He was a strange guy, always talking about Carpathian castles and the Prophyrians and how this life is only a dream" -HELLHAMMER-

"I honestly think Dead is mentally insane. How else would you describe a person who does not eat in order to get starving womb? Or who wears a t-shirt consisting of real funeral announcements? I've always wanted to have a guy like that in the band" -EURONYMOUS-